Lesbian

30/Lesbian/Australia

[thasmin-vibes]

Theres so many stupid fucking people in this country and Pauline supporters are so fucking dumb. Everyone keeps calling Albanese a liar but his government has been delivering on what they said they will so. But people just fall for the propaganda its so pathetic.

[thasmin-vibes]

Have to make all my memories alone now so they can never be ruined once someone decides to abandon me.

[thasmin-vibes]

I'm so sick of feeling on the outside everywhere I go. I feel it at work all the time. I've felt it my whole life. I feel it with my family. Nothing is ever going to be how I want it and I just want to cry and cry and cry about it until I've got nothing left in me.

[thasmin-vibes]

I keep trying to tell drs and therapists all the reasons I'm fucked up and don't deserve help but then they keep telling me I am worthy and I do deserve help and that actually I'm doing really well despite it all and I should be proud of myself so I guess at some point I need to start believing it?

[runasulienadanika]

Camilla and Palamedes making notes every time Nona mentioned boobs because it might've been be a sign she's Gideon is so funny to me because if i remember correctly Gideon never mentioned boobs aloud in gtn so either they just clocked her so well or it was painfully obvious at what she was looking at, even with sunglasses

[loubuttons]

I am always so so skeptical when people tell me therapy “doesn’t work on them” okay well do you want it to?

[loubuttons]

Therapy fucking sucks btw. Cognitive behavioral therapy is intentionally pushing back against everything about how and what and why you think and do things. The therapist is there to challenge you, and then you leave and do alllllll the hard shit yourself. And you keep going back and going back and going back so this person who’s been specifically trained how to will continue to nudge you—not into doing what they want you to do! But into leading a more fulfilling life, whatever that means for you as an individual. They help provide you with perspective that’s different from your own so you can decide what you want to do about it.

But if you want to show up and half-ass it without knowing that you have to do all the work, I am not going to take you very seriously when you say “therapy doesn’t work on me.” You can’t just show up for a few months, do none of the work, and expect to be cured. No medicine works if you do not take it, buddy.

(This post is obviously not about people who’ve been mistreated/abused by mental health professionals and are traumatized by it.)

[gnomebutch]

I’ve never hated someone so much that I want to inflict sexual violence on them. It’s a bit terrifying how a substantial part of the population doesn’t feel the same . I won’t pretend to be some saint with no disturbing or vengeful thoughts on those I despise but it still baffles me just how common it is for males to get turned on by the prospect of SA explicitly being used as a weapon .

[thasmin-vibes]

Made the mistake of looking at old photos and then saw a screenshot of an old conversation when I was looking for a photo for a friend's birthday. And now it just hurts deeply all over again. I feel super anxious today and don't want to go to work. I hate that she had to fucking ruin everything and I'm the one that has to lose the friend's and feel so fucked up while nothing matters to her. I hate my brain for dreaming of her last night. I hate feeling things. I wish I had never known love in my whole life, in any form.

[thasmin-vibes]

I don't really take these apps to heart but why are they both telling me the exact same thing today (it's like just after midnight though) when I've spent all evening deciding I am absolutely determined to keep a bubble around myself to ensure I am never emotionally close to anyone again 😤

[thasmin-vibes]

Thought my cat was about to knock my TV over. Na she just caught and ate the fly that was on it.

[disgustinggf]

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

Remember, you can disappear into the woods whenever you want. You’re an adult.

[thasmin-vibes]

Not be insane but I'm never letting myself get emotionally vulnerable with or close to anyone else again. The pain has never been worth it. And its never really been love. All attachment is wrong.

[thasmin-vibes]

People who have too much annual leave lead the most boring lives. I use mine up cause I live my life to the fullest

[mouldybrie]

[unusual-suspects]

[bayouette]

I have a folder called Time is a Flat Circle in which I collect evidence of humanity. Here is most of them.

[aqueerkettleofish]

Okayokayokayokaybut "My hand will wear out but the inscription will remain" is kind of a power line BEFORE you factor in that it is, in fact, over a thousand years old.

[dduane]

It’s always good to spend a few moments, on a quiet day, looking through the Family album.