What If I Can't Be Saved?

Nessa | 20 | depression, anxiety | clean since 3/7/17 | abandoned and lost | huge trigger warning; not for minors | I don't encourage anyone to do harmful things | I'm dead, but you please stay strong

[dancewithdream]

Osoby planujące samobójstwo najczęściej chcą uchronić od tego czynu innych

[yuuki-aratto-deactivated2020030]

“Tak dawno się nie okaleczałam, ale ostatnio myślę o tym co raz częściej.”

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[leidgott]

[unfixable-me]

[that-depressing-thought]

me: i need to end this war against myself. its pointless and unhealthy.

my brain: yes. lets die. then it will all be over.

me: that is NOT what i meant.

[pessimisticfvck]

me: today is a great day!

depression: is it?

me: definitely

depression: is it really?

me: ..no

[suicidalnixi]

Honestly the only reason I’m still alive is because I don’t want to hurt the people around me.

(via suicidalnixi)

[iamquietlydrowning]

[drifting-in-circles-deactivated]

really wanna cut rn

[ghost-sketchbook]

[mortal-society]

[end-my-nightmare]

A list of things I want to do right now. (in no particular order)

Drink

Cut

Smoke

Get high

Die

Run away

Scream

Cry

Eat

Cuddle my boyfriend

Die

Attempt to end it

Burn

Scratch

Bite

Break things

Die

[mortal-society]

[sad-rexie-boy]

Taking a blade to my wrist is the only relief I have

[anartfreak]

[mortal-society]

[interlibros]