A diary of my life...

NO LONGER ACTIVE. Please message for my new URL Charlie/19/UK. They/Them. Instagram: @rockpaperchazza. This is the place I come to offload and share my experiences with Anxiety/Depression/OCD I realise I write a lot but I try to keep it fairly intersting!! Hopefully it can help other people to not feel so alone. All questions answered! Diary posts: #charlie talks

[mychemicalraymance]

heaven help us

[pinkishpupils]

Thank you for opening your heart to listen, for the whole ride.

[cwote]

Even if you don’t feel like it, you are worth it. I promise.

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

Hi Charlie, what's your new url? x

hey, sorry i cant tell you unless you come off anon. i dont post my new url on my old blog to prevent the same issues as i had last time.

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

You are in my thoughts. Please reach out to someone.. You are loved. You are valid. YOU MATTER. Everything every thought is temporary.. You will get through this dark place

I’m good but thanks

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

That’s all, folks

I’m moving blogs as of now so I can go somewhere I feel I can be honest about my feelings again. Thank you to the 2,000+ of you who followed me over the last 2 years! If you would like the new url please just dm me. Have a good day!

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

I can't keep living this life of so little, yet with so much pain.

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

I need you to hold me. I would never ask you to. But I need to be held for hours to even start to feel better. I would never ask you but in my dreams I beg.

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

I recommend you don't hurt me for your own sake

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

This morning I was shocked when, after I woke up, it took me a whole hour and 34 minutes to consider suicide.

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

I’ve found people only start to care after the suicide attempt and I think that damaged me

story of my life. they stop caring again once youre not on the cliffs edge too

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

i love you because you are strong. you are persistent and kind. you cannot say a bad word about anyone without first confirming they have wronged you. you don't see how amazing you are. everything reminds me of you and i'm glad i have you in my life. i'm glad you're part of my family. come home soon <3

i fear i may no longer be the person you loved

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

hey! my names charlie too and i also have depression and anxiety and most likely OCD and i just thought that was a cool coincidence lol

lmao cool XD

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

Hey, friendly reminder that you can get through anything and everything this world will throw at you. You deserve to be here, and I know you can make the best of it. *offers hugs*

xx

[the-emotional-equilibrium]

i love her, but she is no more. she, in the word itself. she has, perhaps, never existed. it's time i get over it and stop pretending to love him-- i'm still looking for her underneath. he's happy now. she may be there, but we may never know. i must love him in the way i know how, and let him find his truth.

[anastasiatasou]

[shahmah]

excerpt of my journal