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where did i come from?

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there are probably at least 22 types of beetles out there. theyre all very pretty and cool and sophisticated

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sometimes i get stuck at that place and i cant return. like im here but im also there. its not fun. i dont enjoy it when that happens

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please tell me youll let yourself breathe. its okay to take time to yourself. you dont have to push and push and push

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i forgive you for all youve done

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hi im full of love for you and everything in the world

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i fell from space and now im stuck here. but its not so bad. i try to enjoy every day i have

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theres a really pretty shade of sky blue thats my favorite

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pineapples are delicious did you know that theyre trying to dissolve your tongue? but your saliva acts faster and dissolves it better. i think thats really cool and i really like pineapples theyre very yum

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i think the dust motes are actually really pretty when the rays of light shine through the window

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i wanna be more present so i can enjoy being here better but maybe its nicer to be dissociative? i dont know

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i think i lost a thing years ago and maybe thats why im not quite here as often

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i dont know where my degree went

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i no longer really think im a savant. maybe when i was 12 i did but thats only bc i was praised so much for doing schoolwork. im actually probably pretty average

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i think im addicted to thinking

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its so weird that theres like a dozen of us or smth

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hi im literally 8