This Man Will Stand the Test Of Time

hi there im John and im a 18 years old fuck off ♫music=life♫

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Honestly

I'm happy my brother didn't turn out like me he found himself one good girl who is loyal and treats him right. I've been through too many girls and too many fucked up relationships. I wanna girl who actually makes me happy ever since me and my ex broke up I have plenty of girls but none of them make me happy like she did. I need to find a girl who I can put my all into and love and care about and care for. I act like a whore bc deep down I'm just depressed and upset and feel like I'll never ever find a girl I can love and care about like my last relationship. I gave her my all and I gave her everything I had and she took it and just ran with it and ripped my heart out. I just want a girl who will make me happy again and make me, me again.

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Love is a silent killer.... Fuck love fuck relationships fuck everything I could care less about anything or anyone anymore

[that-fat-cool-kid]

I can't fucking take it anymore she's driving me insane I want to be with her butbshes a selfish entitled bitch... I have no one to talk to no friends who wanna hear about it and I can't get her out of my fucking head I cannot take it anymore fuck fuck fuck. She's was one of the 2 girls I've ever really loved in my whole life I gave her everything I have I tried to give her the world and it just wasn't enough. Its eating at me, tearing me apart and I can't fucking take it

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Fuck this I need to start a whole new life cause I can't get over you... Love sucks

[that-fat-cool-kid]

I just don't fucking understand I was happy all break didn't think about you once and now I'm at a point where I can't get you out of my fucking head and its driving me insane like what the fuck? I just want to be happy again. But you fucked me up in the head and I don't know how long its going to take before you don't even effect me anymore. Like you give me headaches because of how much it hurts when I think about you. But the only thing you do anymore is piss me off when I see you I just need to stop caring about you which I don't think is possible

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Love it when I feel like I'm just about over you and then bam the feelings punch me in the face

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Its just crazy how you can put all your time and effort in to the person that you love but they cant do the same for you. Its fucked up

[that-fat-cool-kid]

I hate being sad cause I'm lonely, dead ass just wanna girl who accepts me for me and wants to spend time with me. I want a girl who's crazy about me and just wants to be there next to me no matter how crazy and stupid I'm acting is that so much to ask? A girl to not be embarrassed to be with me a girl who is just as crazy as I am and won't hold me back. That's all I want.

[that-fat-cool-kid]

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place I miss you but I wanna move on and I want someone else who I know I can't have 😥

[that-fat-cool-kid]

Why do you have to consume my thoughts constantly fuck this

[that-fat-cool-kid]

It fuckin sucks that sometimes I could give a fuck about you but then other times I just can't stop thinking about you...

[that-fat-cool-kid]

After all the shit you put me through I still want to be with you, baby girl you make me blue but you also make me feel like a million dollars at the same time.

[thepsychmind]

[thepsychmind]

More Psychology facts here

[that-fat-cool-kid]

You know what I need. I need a girl who is going to love me like crazy, just like I love her. I want her to be by my side doing anything and everything I want to do and she supports me through it. Even if I'm making a fool of myself I want her to be there I want a person to love me for me and doesn't want to change me. I think I've gone thru enough in my life to deserve at least this

[that-fat-cool-kid]

I wonder if you stay up at night like I do and think about how different it could be, if we tried to fix ourselves for the sake of our love we wouldn't have to fight for these stupid reason. If we didn't have all this pride in ourselves maybe it would be different. But the maybes aren't what's happening. The fact of the matter is now I'm sitting here alone and wondering if you cant sleep just like me just because your wondering how I'm doing or how my weekend was. I will see you in class tmrw but I will not have any balls to talk to you like you think I will. I love you and I hate how we cant make it work...

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[fantasia]

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