Ashley. 26. She/her. Has responsibilities.

"I saw the future. I did. And in it, I was alive."

[that-girlishfreak]

I’m visiting home and it’s giving me lots of mixed feelings.

My job at DPFL has really broken me and made me feel like I should just give up on training altogether. But I come volunteer at APA and I get to just train my favorite dogs and people are asking my advice and I even wrote a whole entire training plan for a dog that I was about to recommend BE for before I actually met him.

Everything here is familiar. I know the streets. The food. OH GOD the food! There are people here who actually want to spend time with me.

But it also comes with pain. Im staying at my dads house and honestly trying to avoid him because I know how we fight if I have to be around him for longer than a few hours at a time. I keep thinking about the times I tried to kill myself. My time spent in the psych ward. I find myself slipping into bad habits.

[huffylemon]

[micro-usb-deactivated20230625]

[samantha-and-her-chaotic-desires]

It felt illegal to laugh at this-

[memewhore]

[beemovieerotica]

[faersflower]

Close Ups of The King and Queen Crowns of The Magicians. (Via Prop Master Pat O'Brien)

[mysharona1987]

[that-girlishfreak]

Omggg

My mom works in a more rural area and we live in The City. And one of her customers asked her “why don’t you live here where the white people are? You ARE white aren’t you?!”

And then deadass told her “I don’t like black people”

And THATS why I don’t really venture out of the city.

[that-girlishfreak]

I fucking hate it here.

I’m going to apply for jobs in Mobile. I think I’ll star with Bucees but also apply for target, Dillards, belk

Meanwhile star my training business. Get a business loan from the bank probably. Start an LLC probably. Volunteer at the shelter.

[that-girlishfreak]

A friend of mine died unexpectedly last night.

All I can say is

Word up to your mother.

[luckyrabbits]

y’all ever remember something extremely embarrassing and just feel horrible about it

[fuuzis-trash-dump]

Pro Tip: Try to think of something embarrassing some else has done. You probably can't. Which means no one else remembers the cringe thing you did.

[luckyrabbits]

wait that actually helps so much

[that-girlishfreak]

So uh. I told my mom about the neighbors that keep feeding this random cat. Like? She has a collar, which means she has a home, which means her people feed her.

But my mom is on the phone with her friend and she says “yeah. Our cat went missing for a while and it turns out our neighbors or across the street was feeding him and he already got her cat pregnant like 3 times.

And talked about when the winter storm happened they set up a heater for him in the shed but he still left. And the reason they are taking care of him is because he showed up at their door and got their cat pregnant.

For GODS SAKE. Neuter your cat. You’re what’s wrong with America. You’re the reason why cats get euthanized at alarming rates.

NEUTER YOUR FUCKING ANIMALS.

[that-girlishfreak]

The magicians

[snoopysfriendwoodstock]

deeply missing the rituals of elementary school

[snoopysfriendwoodstock]

same routine every day.... going to the library as a class... eating lunch with your friends... having a teacher read to you from the same book every day.. packing your little backpack... now what do i do? emails?

[aidashakur]

you absolutely must choose yourself this time

[nevver]

Mixtape, Ted McCagg

[nevver]

David Shrigley