So yea, it’s definitely odd…but I do miss Jah-Meer. I don’t want to be back in a relationship with him of course. But I’d be lying to myself if I said didn’t miss him. I haven’t met anyone yet that made me laugh the way he did. God please don’t let that be my new constant. The way we spoke in quotes is what really did it for me. It could’ve been a quote from RHOA, Baddies, TikTok, or some shit from YouTube. “We see eachotha”. Damn I miss it lmao. It’s unfortunate tho because it’s 2/26 and Jah-Sier died last month. I reached out to Damani telling her I wanted to speak to him, I doubt she even told him. I wanna reach back out to Pie so back because I feel like I need closure. I know the way I left and did things wasn’t the best. But it was either that, or I knew something dire was going to occur. Lord please just look on him and his family. I do not hate him. I could never hate him. He will always have a spot in my heart and in my mind regardless of who I may meet or if I even meet anyone. I just hope he doesn’t hate me. Please don’t hate me.
