Meth and a Big One in Southern Colorado @thatguyyouusedtoknow2 - Tumblr Blog

REBLOG IF YOU IN DENVER AND GO FAST… 😜😜

Hey guys comment what part of this beautiful state you live COLORADO and if you like to parTy maybe find someone close to you area REBLOG and leave your COMMENT with the city you live

unadulteratedlandarcade-deactiv

Lakewood

gangstatweek

Park hill partier here!

lunacyrx

Westminster

the-rise-of-troy

Wheat ridge

thatguyyouusedtoknow2

Southern Colorado but in Denver all the time

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thatguyyouusedtoknow2

Possibly my favorite so far.....

#girls blowing cloud #spun nation #lets get spun #tweeker nation #tweeker family #colorado spun #denver meth #getting spun #spun sex #blowing clouds

thegingerpowers

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Unwrap me...

thatguyyouusedtoknow2

Gladly

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Oh yes!!🔥💋🔥💋

Normal sex is boring 😏

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Haha can't please everyone

onit-tx-angeleyes

thatguyyouusedtoknow2

Might as well try

onit-tx-angeleyes

Hello my name is Avery I would pove to attend one of your parties?

What up man. The more the merrier. I'll let you know when the next one is happening l

zodiacmind

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“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”

- Edgar Allan Poe

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thatguyyouusedtoknow2

Sounds familiar

anxietyproblem

inkedcell

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(Seen on FB)

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.

When I was at one of my lowest (mental) points in life, I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I had no energy or motivation and was barely getting by.

I had therapy once per week, and on this particular week I didn’t have much to ‘bring’ to the session. He asked how my week was and I really had nothing to say.

“What are you struggling with?” he asked.

I gestured around me and said “I dunno man. Life.”

Not satisfied with my answer, he said “No, what exactly are you worried about right now? What feels overwhelming? When you go home after this session, what issue will be staring at you?”

I knew the answer, but it was so ridiculous that I didn’t want to say it.

I wanted to have something more substantial.

Something more profound.

But I didn’t.

So I told him, “Honestly? The dishes. It’s stupid, I know, but the more I look at them the more I CAN’T do them because I’ll have to scrub them before I put them in the dishwasher, because the dishwasher sucks, and I just can’t stand and scrub the dishes.”

I felt like an idiot even saying it.

What kind of grown ass woman is undone by a stack of dishes? There are people out there with *actual* problems, and I’m whining to my therapist about dishes?

But my therapist nodded in understanding and then said:

“RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.”

I began to tell him that you’re not supposed to, but he stopped me.

“Why the hell aren’t you supposed to? If you don’t want to scrub the dishes and your dishwasher sucks, run it twice. Run it three times, who cares?! Rules do not exist, so stop giving yourself rules.”

It blew my mind in a way that I don’t think I can properly express.

That day, I went home and tossed my smelly dishes haphazardly into the dishwasher and ran it three times.

I felt like I had conquered a dragon.

The next day, I took a shower lying down.

A few days later. I folded my laundry and put them wherever the fuck they fit.

There were no longer arbitrary rules I had to follow, and it gave me the freedom to make accomplishments again.

Now that I’m in a healthier place, I rinse off my dishes and put them in the dishwasher properly. I shower standing up. I sort my laundry.

But at a time when living was a struggle instead of a blessing, I learned an incredibly important lesson:

THERE ARE NO RULES.

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE!!!

(by Kate Scott 2018)