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{she/her - 23 - infp} messy online journal

[thatredlady]

jaki piękny księżyc, patrz. widzisz to, to co ja, jakie to jest proste.

[thatredlady]

Tacy sami, a ściana między nami.

We are the same, but there's a wall between us.

[thatredlady]

we're just two humans who found each other, who need to make our way towards the lines of the stars.

[thatredlady]

sometimes I disappear. some times I reappear.

[cinemaandbooks]

wylan and kaz look nice

[corporaloretsev]

Good. Don’t look down. Always look forward.

SILVER SKATES (2020)

[thatredlady]

literally forcing myself to think that this summer was not real in order not to hurt my own feelings with memories

[thatredlady]

he "came back" but then proceeded to disappear again after I told him I was busy, and he didn't show up again even tho he told me that now "he is with me again". well, I don't see you. and he made up the most stupid excuse the other day. I'm thinking to finally stop giving a fuck about him because he hurts me so fucking much whether he is there or not. sorry but I'm not going to be in a relationship with somebody who doesn't even care if I'm dead or alive and literally texts and calls every other girl on the planet every day except for me, "his girlfriend" (according to him).

I can't forget what he did to me this summer. he disappeared with no explanation and when I tried to reach out he was avoiding me, making me feel like I was always bothering him, like I was annoying to him. and he always used the most stupid excuses, when he was clearly always online everywhere.

fuck off.

[ijaazat]

everything is so so significant to me how am i supposed to live

[thatredlady]

literally forcing myself to think that this summer was not real in order not to hurt my own feelings with memories

[ashstfu]

(me january 2022) seriously though its time to pull my shit together

(me november 2022) seriously though its time to pull my shit together

[babyangel-jpg]

I love life because there will always be a situation u think u will never get over and u always do every time

[thatredlady]

hoping to get over this one soon because it's killing me

[romanceangel]

i, personally , don’t like this but what can i do

[thatredlady]

I can't remember a day in which I didn't feel anxious or scared this year. it's a fucking hell

[thatredlady]

seeing him online all the time for hours and even at night without going offline clearly having a video call with some girl really hurts so bad because it makes me think he's even sleeping on video call with her and I literally feel sick, I don't want to live inside of this anymore it's hurting me so fucking bad

[typiing-deactivated20240430]

"it's fine" = you really disappointed me but I'm used to it

[stargirldotcom]

-on alternate timelines and universes

everything everywhere all at once/ @inanotherunivrse/ complex- katie gregson-macleod/ @tiredbtw/ @loviely/ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind/ @death-born-aphrodite

[feral-ballad]

Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Concerns from a hot-boxed jeep”

[Text ID: “How do I stop / carrying everything / that had ever / happened to me?”]