I assume this will be the true farewell.
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Honestly, I tried to build up motivation to continue playing as Judai, but I think... on this format and in this community, I've been burned out. Judai's a bit tired of it as well. While we enjoy filtering through questions and answering them, playing with other characters, and meeting new friends, the threat of the reason I took a hiatus in the first place looms overhead like an angry boulder.
For those of you wondering why I had taken my first hiatus, I'll gladly explain. I got sick of torturing Judai to fulfill anon and non-anon fantasies. When it was my own plot, I was okay with it. I knew the extent of psychological damage from the start. However, when I was playing by other people's games and rarely counseled as to what was going to happen, I truly felt like I didn't know how bad it was going to be. I know that this is only a roleplay blog and it's only for fun, but I have been rather attached to Judai's character for quite some time, as I've been playing him since before I made this account for it.
I just don't want to get peeved trying to make other people happy anymore. There's no point in me getting frustrated over this.
I'm not going to point fingers. I'm not gonna push blame. I knew what I was walking into when I joined this community, and I'm thankful for the people I've met and the people that are still by my side. I'm glad to call most of you friends, though  you have probably never talked to me out of character for any reason. Yeah.
That's it.
I'll close this blog and delete it after a few days have passed and this has been notably thrown around.
Thanks for the memories,
Angii











