#sh vent

[thatsnotme424]

I WANT TO FUCKING CUT MYSELF BUT I CANT.

WHY IS THIS THE WORST FEELING EVER.

[xxxxheartshapedcvts]

Bro i need to say this.

”if u shh then use ice on ur skin-“

THAT SHIT DOESNT WORKKKKKKUHHHHHHHHH STOP SAYING USE ICE ON UR SKIN BECAUSE IT DOESNT GIVE THE SAME FEELING TO MEEEEE IDK IF ITS JS ME BUT ITS JS NOT THE SAME FEELING AS ACTUALLY R3LAPS1NG

[hiraethdreamworld]

feeling the bl*-d roll down your thigh >>>

[guteatter]

been struggling this past week so instead of relapsing i draw it

[coyoteisroadkill]

i feel like it isn't talking about enough how truly addictive sh is. The chemicals your brain releases when you harm yourself are common in addictive substances, it's not just that the pain is a distraction. Now, I'm not comparing sh to smoking crack but you certainly get the idea, right?

[cupcake-jira1]

Can't wait for winter.

[bunnygirlonthemoon]

“do I creep you out” but I want someone to hurt me so I can feel justified when I relapse so it’s not my fault for having bad self control but their fault for making me feel like this, and I hope they find out and feel bad about it after so they’ll be sweet to me and take care of me