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Boxes of closed words

Small talk. But it felt like She talked to you A whole day.

She hope that soon, one day, she won't feel lonely When you didn't respond to her When you ignore her When you don't talk to her When you did not care if she is sick and scared She know for now You don't have to be responsible for her You don't have to be caring for her You don't have to think of her There's no you and her. They are no one. No commitment between them. But she hope one day, One day, she'll go through that and she wanted it to be with you.

I'm getting a pinch of light but then you somehow turn it off and on.

A talk with you is all i need to stop all of this nonsense no sense feelings And so what's my purpose? Nothing I'll just grab a coffee and a book Read 'till i have a purpose.

Maybe if i had just one person i can talk to every night, it wouldn't be this lonely. Maybe if i had you to talk to, there wouldn't be lonely nights. I miss everything. I wish i can turn back to our moments Spending the night talking 'bout things, and laughing 'bout old pictures of you, Those were my happiest moments, is it yours too?

Jumping was like

A cave in an island where you can jump for fun and you’ll land in water.

As I jump, a line came into my mind, “isn’t this looks like a feeling of love?”.

What would you feel before you jump? Nervous, wanted to back out, and your heart was about to come out, the first feeling. Isn’t these were feelings too of falling in love? But still you jump.

What would you feel if you jump 2 to 3 meters above? You don’t breathe and you’ll realize it when your about to touch the water. That’s the second feeling of falling in love. When you realize you’re falling in love, you feel this stuff when that person is near you, touching you or whatever that makes you feel this way towards the person. But still you jump.

After jumping, was it fun? does it hurt? of course, it was fun but it also hurts, where? Right in your nose because of the impact. The third feeling, the consequences of falling in love. Short feeling of joy. But still you jump.

For that short feeling of joy, you still jump and wanted to over and over again until your heart hurts and your body become tired. Even though your too nervous, even though your feet was trembling, and even though it’s scary to fall into the deep water you still decided to jump.

Because of all feelings, these were the best feeling you could ever felt in the whole wide world. “Falling In Love”.

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Maybe i take things too fast Maybe i decided too fast Maybe i wanted you too fast Maybe i know you too fast Maybe i didn't really know this feelings Maybe it was only a sister love Maybe it was because of you making me happy, making me smile Maybe because no one else does that to me Maybe because i am confused Maybe i don't really fucking know why i am into you. But all of these maybe's, i still wanted to know you more and be with you.

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I'm starting to like the things going inside me things that are kept long enough but gonna reveal it to myself today, not tomorrow 'cause keeping it won't change anything it'll just make things harder when there's an easy way out. And liking you is one thing that i am accepting.

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It started with a talk and you ended up falling inlove.

six days left, i wish you can hear my thoughts And if you can, would you be surprised?

threesixxtyfive

Day Six Hundred Twenty Six.

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Something new

It's that new feeling when you realize your growing, Every single day is a new day. It's that feeling when you can control yourself, To not to be carried by this and that, To not to be scared of what others might think, To be careless and free, Because you know yourself now, And because your mind are open. It's that new feeling when you realize your changing because your growing up.

#growingup

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Day Four Hundred Sixty One.

Although I shouldn’t, I still wonder how You’re doing after all this time. I wish I could stop caring, Shut it all off and move on, Like you did. But then, I wouldn’t be me.

1/11/17

I miss you I long for you Always I get rid of memories you Left me, you Always Be here in my heart. I can bever forget you.

11/6/17

Why am i like this? Sometimes Positive Always Negative Is it only me? Or the environment And the people Around me Do made me Feel like I was always Left out.

1/4/17

Damn, its been 2 years. Still I can't move on I know I can't go back But Hell I wanna go back Something Stoppin' me From doing so And It pained me Everytime I miss you. Damn, It hurts.

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