Hi all
So I thought I was done with this place, turns out I'm not. I'm still lifting, I'm actually pretty good at it. I've taken up strongman - great. That's not why I'm back, though. I'm going to try and post stuff about lifting but honestly I just need to write, or type I guess. First things first, I started seeing someone and she is incredible. She's genuinely the best person I've ever met and I cannot get enough of her. Downside is, we aren't seeing each other anymore. She's got a lot of personal stuff on and she's not ready, which is cool, totally gutted but I understand. Now is where it really kicks off. She came round tonight and opened up about everything which I did not expect. Talking about how she cares and trust me, which in all honesty I didn't see coming. We've agreed to be friends and maybe give it another go when she's in a better place. I don't know how I feel about it or maybe I do? I've started to fall for her. Like, genuinely falling for a woman I barely know. I never thought I'd be the kind of guy that'd wait for someone, but I think she's worth the wait. I really don't fucking know where my head is. This piece of writing is disjointed as fuck which might be indicative of my current mindset. I'm telling myself it'll be fine, which is probably a lie, I know I'm going to keep falling for her and covering it up just got save face. Honestly do not expect anyone to read this, if you know me in real life, this stays here. I guess I'm just worried about what's going to happen.



















