The cat's me-ow

I'm so tired. I miss you so much. 02/2011-01/2016.

[the-cats-me-ow]

Being able to see the beauty of this world, and the ugliness at the same time is a different type of misery.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[the-cats-me-ow]

😮‍💨

[earthtodes]

My problem is I never healed I just kept going

[the-cats-me-ow]

There's so much evil and pain and suffering in the world, and its like people don't care or don't know. I guess ignorance is bliss but for the ones that do know, how do you continue to live like everything is fine? How do you not feel the crippling sadness, hopelessness, anger, and guilt? Is it just me? Am I cursed to feel every ounce of this pain forever?

[kxowledge]

Sophocles, Philoctetes

[the-cats-me-ow]

So much

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[lostindarknessss-deactivated202]

"Death is the only way to escape from this hell."

-voices in my head

[the-cats-me-ow]

I cant do it today. I can't pretend to be okay when I'm losing my mind. I dont know what to do anymore. I literally can't move right now. I dont want to feel anything anymore. All this guilt and pain and sadness and anger. Just make it stop. Please just stop.

[velvetvetiver]

I fucking HATE what we have to do for money. I hate capitalism. I hate that we have built entire systems worshipping numbers that don’t fucking mean anything. I hate living in a world where these figures can be the difference between life and death. I hate that these numerical values are how we measure our worth. People kill for money, they work until they can barely stay standing for it, they debase themselves to the point of dehumanization just to earn a little extra. I have lost a disgusting amount of time, energy, and life to the mandatory pursuit of money in order to survive and exist with dignity. I’ve had enough.

[the-cats-me-ow]

I just want to disappear, stop existing for a second so I can get a break from everything.

[recaption]

[wallpaperprintery]

are you?

[janedoherty666]

[the-cats-me-ow]

My whole body hurts. I can't remember the last time I wasn't in some kind of pain. I'm so tired. Everyone thinks I'm just being dramatic or lazy because they can't see the pain. They don't understand what its like to hurt every single day. I'm legit losing my mind and I don't know what to do anymore.

[thepersonalquotes]

[hurtingtruth]

feeling shit etc.