Just Breathe

Becca. 25. Recently lost my first baby. Past history of self harm and eating disorder. Working through finding myself again through the pain.

[queerlysad]

And if I had known that depression would turn from my favourite choker to a rope tightening more and more everyday, I wouldn’t be so into jewelry anymore

A piece I wrote which isn’t good but bear with me (via couplesandsadness)

[novembermord]

i don’t have the healthiest coping methods but i haven’t killed myself yet so where’s my fucking medal

(via novembermord)

[backshelfpoet]

Do not try to be pretty. You weren’t meant to be pretty; you were meant to burn down the earth and graffiti the sky. Don’t let anyone ever simplify you to just “pretty.”

Things I Wish My Mother Had Taught Me | d.a.s (via shegufta)

[love-personal]

[everythingcanbenothing]

Remember yourself as a little girl, she is counting on you to protect her.

I love seeing this on my dash, it’s what keeps me going   (via lykereally)

[write-vs-right]

My daughter will ask me for another cookie after she already had three that day. And I will start to say “No, too much sugar, too much fat.” But I’ll catch myself and remember my own mother saying “No, you cannot have those chips. No, your birthday cake is for the other kids - not for you.” And I will remember back to school shopping in too small, dimly lit dressing rooms; trying on dresses that showed my baby fat thighs and shorts that all the other girls were wearing and my mother saying, “No, wear something longer, don’t show your shoulders, suck your stomach in.” Don’t exist, don’t be seen, you take up too much space. And I will catch myself before I say, “No” to my own daughter, as I imagine her at 10 years old sucking her stomach in pinching her skin, missing out on ice cream cones. I will imagine my daughter at 13 memorizing the calories in a single grape, skipping meals saying she already ate. And I will imagine my daughter at 15 wanting to disappear, I will imagine seeing her – a reflection of me – slowly wasting away. And I will catch myself before I say, “No” And instead say, “Yes baby girl, another cookie won’t hurt.” And I will let her know she is allowed to take up space she is allowed to grow out of her jeans, she is allowed to eat when she is hungry. I will let her know she is loved I will teach her how to love herself. And I will always say yes, to dessert.

Why my daughter won’t use “fat“ as a curse word  (via write-vs-right)

[chinxchilla]

No guy is going to get you naked and be like, “Sorry, I thought you were like five pounds less, nevermind” he’s probably going to put his mouth on you wherever you let him and that’s that. Any guy that doesn’t completely worship the naked body of a woman he’s into anyway is an asshole. Or a teenager.

(via rogerdabbit)

THIS. I WISH SOMEONE TOLD ME THIS WHEN I WAS 16.

(via wynn1ng)

[readingwritingarrhythmia]

Eating disorders aren’t always about starving, binging or purging. Having an eating disorder can mean to be terrified of the calories in an Apple one day, eating uncontrollable the next day. It’s not clear, it’s a continuing battle to eat or not to eat, it’s a constant battle with food.

[thetallblacknerd]

I find it comical when women think I care about

Stretchmarks If one titty is slightly bigger than the other Birthmarks Fat areas Bumps or discoloration Cellulite Sweat Morning breath Human flaws

If I have you naked in front of me and I am naked too, the only thing on my mind is where am I putting my mouth first

[tarynel]

This turned me on

[thetallblacknerd]

I need to like add this permanently to my blog, shit is too relevant

[naturalbellaaa]

i love this

[theannachrist]

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I HAVE WAITED FOR THIS MY WHOLE TUMBLR LIFE

[tiredofbinging-deactivated20131]

seriously.

[fighting-against-myself-forever]

THIS NEEDS TO GET FUCKING PASSED AROUND GUYS

[alwaysecretlyours]

remember this everyone

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follow my second blog

keepcalmandfindpeace.tumblr.com

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[thewastedgeneration]

I hate you. My soul is missing. I know you took it. I miss smiling and happiness is an outdated concept. Karma will come for you with a baseball bat, and when your blood stains the earth, I will smile. I built my castle and I will also tear it down. If you had a heart I would eat it, if you had a soul I would steal it. But I’m not cruel so I’ll just leave you alone.

I’m a friend of the devils. Are you a friend of mine?

want to find an abandoned house so i can just write.

[vipeur-deactivated20150124]

Possibly my favourite post ever

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[explore-my-universe]

I would post this 100000000 times

[broken-from-memories]

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