im back from the dead

you can find me in the void, somewhere between life and deaTH IS LIFE IS DEATH IS LIFE IS DEATH IS LIFE IS DEATH...

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

i hate crybaby who i was before...

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔦 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔟𝔲𝔦𝔩𝔡 𝔞 𝔭𝔶𝔯𝔞𝔪𝔦𝔡

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

i think you forget

i have four eyes to see

and i have a brain to understand

so dont you dare try to belittle me

for i am the creature

and you are a mere

little

earthling.

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

you earthlings require reminding that i am more than my forms.

crybaby my most recent form underwent extreme trauma, but, after all, theres nothing wrong with a little havoc. it builds character. evolves us as beings. my soul has developed from that experience. to which i am grateful. but im more than that, more than that.

am i not?

in forms you mere plebians are incapable of comprehending, i was but a weak soul. but as my true self, i flourish. i inspire.

so as they carve my name in the grave again, flowers fresh and faces wet, applauding my accomplishments, they must know...

im more than that.

more than that.

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

perhaps i should have eaten the oranges

given them the strawberry shortcake

let the little earthling Alphabet Boy have the last word.

but that is not the Creature i know

the Creature i know summons the sailors

destroys expansive webs

and seeks vengeance on its past forms

i will find a way

once i find a way out

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

^melanie martinez- DEATH music video

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

ive been thinking about my next life.

when i was crybaby my last form, i couldnt remember my true being, same as my many forms before that. so what suggests my next one, if it is to be, will not be the same?

i feel

...

conflicted. i do not want to forget my being. and i do not want to live in such a horrible form once more. but anything, ANYTHING, would be better than this void.

recess, im tired.

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO

i am not that form any more. i am the creature. and i will be free.

one day.

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

and they talk without thinking they bark while theyre shaking with teeth that are round and dull

✨🔪✨ and they yell while theyre chasing while im steady pacing

my syllables hit the floor...

✨🔪✨

how stupid, selfish, baby dont you battle with my larynx tonight

✨🔪✨ ill wreck you if you chase me but ill be silent til you cross the line

✨🔪✨ the line, the line dont you battle with my larynx tonight

✨🔪✨ so crude and selfish, baby dont you battle with my larynx tonight

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

merging spirit, mind, and body building all my insides, right to see the future

✨🩸✨ right before my eyes I know whats coming, whats coming...

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

drink from the leche of sirens summon the sailors in town

✨🧜‍♀️✨ strangle the fear of deciding which ones deserving to drown

✨🧜‍♀️✨ dont feel bad when these fuckers all drown

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

lying loud through it all cut your face from the fall

✨🆘✨ when you're hurt whod you call i cant answer now

✨🆘✨ spent the rent on a high one-way street to the skies

✨🆘✨ clean it up watch you die its yours to decide

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

i am above you

in every way;

superior

but also watching you

from the void

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

skin ready for my heavy daily crème i keep it handy

✨🌔✨ womb shedding any lessons making room for blessings

✨🌔✨ juice melting like raspberry pomegranate its so scary

✨🌔✨ how my aura got him howling at my moon cycle, baby

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

but you make mе want to plan out my last days on earth, eating you

✨🐌✨

the tips of your teeth fit perfect in me, you're the shower of light i devour

✨🐌✨

any day of the week baby, cleanse me

-🧚

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

i am superior to you simple earthlings. i have been you all. the boys. the girls. everyone in between. so dont you go and belittle me, for one day, youll be caught in this void too...

[the-creature-the-contortionist]

life is death is life is death is life is death is life is death is...