A girl left in darkness, deprived both pleasures and pains of the human experience
She sways lightly, cradled by the hand of those who seek destruction
A girl finds herself warm for the first time, butterflies fluttering in her ribcage
Face to face with a new experience, a warm gaze trails up her form
Sparks like fireworks, her amygdala lights up like an explosive
Love is an unknown concept for her
Love is a strange feeling
Kicking and screaming, fear takes hold once again
Biting and thrashing, begging for forgiveness
Love surrounds her, snaking up her thighs and towering over her senses
Love grasps her tightly, throbbing tears bruising her insides beyond repair
Nighttime comes like a bad omen
Suddenly, the girl hated herself for being in love Her wants and fears contrast
The contradiction breaks her mind, and causes her perfect script to derail
The flooding gore that would warmly embrace her before no longer does the trick
It has grown dull and weak by the guidance of times marching arrow
White blood cells put to great work over an eternity of endless jitters
One more fix, a last solution. Fog fills her mind as a realisation hits
For the first, and last time.
A string connects her to this world, and to the next. All she has to do is kick off and release
A girl unafraid to open her inner library to the world around her
Reduced to a ragdoll, free will a blur
A swift comprehension that her cradle shall be home forevermore, rapidly approaching her conscious as the twine between worlds pulls at her windpipe.
The girl hated herself for being in love
Luckily, the she killed herself just in time.