slowly-losing

[the-drowning-one]

Please don’t report

This is my way of emptying my mind and it helps me a lot.

Thanks and have a great day

[the-drowning-one]

Nobody notices that I’m relapsing even when I try to send signals

[the-drowning-one]

I start to sleep all day again

[the-drowning-one]

Am I isolating myself or do I just not have real friends?

[cureofwellness]

✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

[the-drowning-one]

Please write my life down so every kid learns how to not get to your 20s

[the-drowning-one]

I‘m not afraid of anything cause I don’t want to be here anymore. Why should I care about drowning, fire or somebody waiting for me in the dark,when I tried to do it myself?

[the-drowning-one]

Why do I try to push everybody away from me just to change my mind and beg them to stay again until I hate them again.

[the-drowning-one]

Sometimes I am amazed by my own stupidity.

Why can‘t I do it right. I tried so many times but every single time it didn‘t work or someone came in. I just don‘t want to exist anymore.

[the-drowning-one]

Sometimes I forget how sad my life is and than my friends tell me how much fun they had without me. Maybe I am the problem.The reason why they don’t even ask me to go out anymore is just that I destroy every ounce of fun and happiness.

[the-drowning-one]

It kinda got normal that I say things like “my life is so miserable“ or “I am just a big disappointment to you“ and go on with “Well guess that‘s my life. How was your day?“

They just ignore it