Some leviticus headcanons and a pseudo fanfic:
first a fact not a headcanon, Ryan has exhibitionism kink. First the photo booth, then the bus ride and at last the school bathroom.
Naim likes to lick and bite, but he never does mostly because anytime think about it he remember Ryan's ear.
The only time did it Ryan jump off, this make things weird that lead a both trying to one up in apologies, who it ended in a short fight.
Ryan's father Is verbal abusive (not physical) that why he goes non verbal during stress.
The clothes that Ryan lended to Naim in the mean time they buy new ones never return to him, Ryan pretended to be annoyed but he secretly like it.
Their apartment is filled with candles, Naim was against it saying that the lighters were enough. Ryan convinced Him buying a Pine-scented candle.
Over the years they build up a lighters collection, most of them are cheap almost empty ones. The most expensive one is the one Naim gifted to Ryan for His 30th birthday.
Their fights are almost one sided, being Naim who speak the most, Ryan stands still or tries to leave the room to cold off.
Naim says and scream more, but Ryan say the more harmfull ones.
During their worst fight both of them were having a vas day, at some point Naim complained about being forced to be together all the time, to which Ryan responded under his breath "is not my fault that we are cursed"
Naim didn't belived it at first neither Ryan, they look at each other in shock during what felt like hours. Then the sreamings started like never before.
Ryan was paralyzed, did he really said that? HOW can he say that? He could not talk barely breath. Naim was in front of him but he wasn't hearing, not even tinking.
When he finaly stand up Naim was about to cry, or was already crying? He could not tell His vision was blury. His word barely left His mouth and the ones who does were incomprehensible.
He tried to reach him but Naim used the table to keep the distance, that was until he hit the kitchen countertop.
Then Ryan tried to Hug Him, he resisted, he hit him in the shouders, but he stops tinking in the Entity.
Ryan was talking, saying how sorry was, that he not meat to say it.
"But that is a lie" Naim's mind say to him "he always hated you", "he never forgive you", " he is with you so he can control the Entity"
Ryan's mind wasn't kind either "you are a monster!", "how could you say that!?", "you know how he hates himself for this!", "how you are gona fix this!?", "you should Learn to shut your fucking mouth!"
When they finally hug the voices get quieter, not completly but quiet enough to ignore them, they didn't kiss they were not ready neither of them belived that they deserved it.
They wanted to, of course they wanted reasure to the other that they still love each other, but they could not not after what they did: curse them, one than Naim will never able to lift, open a woud than will never close no matter what Ryan say or does.
They just hug, geting each other shouders wet ultil they break the hug and look each other to the eyes. And here was again the Entity with his blood stained eyes.
Naim jumped off getting away, Ryan understood it Naim tell him about it how the Entity attacked him in his house, but still hurt him.
That night they sleep apart "it's for his own good" both of them tink "no, Is not" replied their minds.
Thing were awkward for a couple of days, the necesity of be always together not help at all.
It was Naim who spoke first always Is, he asked Ryan if he still wanted to be together, than he understand if he wanted to be with somebody else, than was ok to hate him he also would.
Ryan could not Belive it, "i told you, i told you didn't?" Ryan say with tears in His eyes "I don't want that thing to look like someone else, i want to looks like you... Always".
Naim couldn't control his tears anymore neither Ryan could, so they don't did it anymore neither they desire to touch eachother, to hold eachother, to kiss each other.
That night they refuse to separate not even one second, only to go to the bathroom not with a lots of complains of the other a lots of kisses as a bribe.
Well that was a lot longer than i expected Haha, i hope you enjoy it reading as i was writing it.
Ps: sorry for all the angst.