I haven’t taken a survey in a hot minute
● Name something you lost or gave away that can never be replaced.
Honestly that’s a tough one.. any friendship or relationship I suppose.
● What 5 websites do you visit often, and why?
Is TikTok considered a site? Instagram, youtube, pinterest. Uh. Fox News lol.
● Name a totally useless possession and how you came to acquire it.
Any of my knick knacks but specifically the bottles Kev got me at jobs.
● What music album would be used for a movie about your life?
I don’t know.
● List your bad habits and/or addictions and what you have tried to rid yourself of them.
Coffee. I have never really tried to stop drinking it though.
● If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be, and what would you do if later on you changed your mind?
I would want to change the fact that I overthink. I literally internally torture myself all the time and nothing ever comes of those worries, so.
● What are your religious beliefs? Have they changed, or have they always stayed the same?
I don’t have any.
● When was your last food craving, and what did you crave?
Mmm.. salt and vinegar chips a few weeks ago.
● Who was your first crush and what made them special?
My FIRST crush was probably Mikey in like fourth grade.. well before that was 2nd grade Ryan but I don’t remember why I liked either of them?
So I would have to say first real crush was Alex because I thought he was cute and super funny, and somehow did not drop him as a friend when he told me the only thing holding him back from dating me was the fact that I had a “boy haircut”.
● Name your most cherished childhood memory.
Anything in upstate New York.
● Turn to an entry in your journal or diary from a year or more ago. What has changed and what has stayed the same since then?
I mean I know for a fact what has changed. I was drinking fairly heavily without considering it much of a problem, working in a dead end job that made me violent, and taking on the role of parent to too many people my age. I was coasting.
● What is one thing nobody knows about you because nobody ever cared to ask?
Ha. Most of my inner anything.
● Robert Frost write a poem titled The Road Not Taken. Name a road you’ve always wanted to travel. Where do you hope it takes you, and what might you see on the way?
I would like to take a road that leads to me to the hopes and goals we originally discussed.. I hope to eventually find self peace. I still do not quite love myself, but at least I no longer hate myself.
● Name one thing you always wanted to do, but haven’t. What has prevented you from doing it?
Travel. Money.
● Write about your first kiss. Was it everything you wished or hoped it would be?
My first kiss was pretty lowkey but cute. I was head over heels, and super giddy after. It was with Joe, he walked me to the bus on one of the last days of school in 8th grade and kissed me goodbye. After weeks of both of us saying to “prove it” with the “I love you more” battles LOL.
● What was the worst mistake or decision you have ever made in life? What could you have done differently?
Honestly.. maybe mentioning that I wasn’t sure of what I was doing with life before I caught feelings for someone else. Or being more upfront with everyone so there would be less drama. But to be honest everyone will make their own judgments regardless so I guess I did everything to the best of my ability.
● What song was stuck in your head recently, and what were you doing at the time that made you think of it?
Some stupid song I heard on TikTok I don’t even know what it’s called.
● Write about something you now know that you wish you knew earlier in life. How could this knowledge have helped you?
Uhh.. I dunno to be honest. I don’t know much.
● Write about your greatest fear.
It used to be death, losing those I love and water.
Now I do not overthink about death, and I know losing those I love will come with time but it no longer scares me. I think my biggest fear is now confined spaces and water still lol.
● Name one thing you feel brings out the good in people.
Not too much lol. Not anything is for everyone anyway.
● Describe a time in your life when everything turned out fine, despite the odds.
Leaving someone everyone thought I would marry, I thought I would lose it all, my money my job my friends, everyone’s trust. When in reality such is life, I lost some people, I lost a shitty job I hated, and I had to leave home. But was shown who truly cared for me as a person and not as a unit. And him and I are on good terms which is important to me because..reasons.
● If you invented a device that could fix one problem you are facing right now, would you use it? What problem would you like to solve?
The fact that I get bored so friggen fast. I need to be stimulated at all times or I literally start to dwindle to nothing and make up scenarios and other think and ugh.
● Write about the last time you spoke to your best friend. What did you talk about?
Listen... let’s be real. I am my own best friend. I am a free bird.
● Describe a time you felt alone.
A lot of my life I have felt alone. Well hell, all my life lol.
● Name something you found; what was it and where did you find it?
Idk?
● What’s on your calendar for tomorrow?
Work. Maybe a tech appointment with Asurion.
● What is the most annoying sound you have ever heard?
I hate the sound of people chewing honestly.
● Describe your first job.
A small diner like restaurant run by the same family for 50 years now. A fun place but also a shit hole all in one. Glad I got out tbh.
● What is the one thing you cannot live without?
Uh, music, drives, the lake, dogs.
● Quote the nicest thing anyone has ever said about you.
"You’ve handled yourself so much better than in the past I am proud of you”
”This is the happiest I have ever seen you”
● Are you afraid of the dark? Why or why not?
Mmmm yes and no. I tend to get myself jumpy but I am not like scared scared.
● Describe the longest amount of time you have ever been away from home.
Two weeks. Upstate.
● Name one thing you have always been good at doing.
Jumping to the worst case scenarios. <----SAME
● What is your favorite season, and why?
I don’t dislike any of them. I love Winter for the crunch of snow and looking up when it’s falling down and just this year snowmobiling and perching while we plow. I love seeing your breath and feeling snow under your feet. I love Fall because I love the scents and the colors and it’s around my birthday. I love Spring because Winter is finally leaving and you start to have those golden rays finally, and warmer days. I love Summer because it is the first season that I was with you, and late nights and sitting on the porch and corn, and fires, and upstate and fishing and quadding and all of it.
● What was the title of the last book you read?
I’m reading Life or Death, just started it.
● List your biggest regrets.
I do not really regret anything. Hurting Joe, that’s really it.
● Do you believe that we are all here for a reason? What might the reason be?
I hope so.
● What effect does music have on you?
It can fix me.
● What did you learn today? What did you learn yesterday?
Nothing.
● What 5 traits do people first notice when they meet you for the first time?
Hmmm... I don’t know. Objectively, probably that I am not very girly, I am quiet at first but I get annoying when you know me, I wear a lot of hoodies, I laugh a lot...
● Have you ever carved your name or initials into a tree or stone?
Yes.
● Where is a great place to get breakfast?
Mini Mac
● Name something you would like to devote more time to seeing or doing.
Loving myself.
● What is the name of your favorite book, magazine, or publication?
I have too many favorite books.
● Describe your first car.
Jeep Cherokee baby!
● Thunderstorms… Inspiring or scary?
I love them.
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