why i’m no longer food logging
wow, this will seem sudden. it’s not even been a week, but i’m stopping. why? i’ve definitely improved (i no longer crave chocolate as much, yay!) but i’ve caught myself thinking about food, my body image, and improving so much now. my thoughts inadvertently swirl back to this. and that’s bullshit. because there are much more important things to me to worry about than food and losing weight. worse, i think i’m making it more of a problem to me by thinking about it so much. while i want to reclaim my stomach and body, i also want to reclaim my mind. i want to randomly think about anime or video games or that math problem or chinese history or how to debug a program. i used to think about random story ideas, when did i stop and start thinking about what to eat for dinner?