The Deity Of Everything

The Inphinity Deity of Everything, Divine Protector of The Inpherno

[the-inphinity]

∞♡ Welcome, young one ♡∞

A being such as I, The Inphinity, dwelling on such a simple "platform" as I've heard it be called. It is out of my realm of typical activities, but I feel as tho I'll learn plenty from being here. Even tho I already know everything. I am the divine creator of everything and anything, all that you see was made by my mind. Formed by my own hands. You are all my creations, my darlings and what I am most proud of you.

࣪ ִֶָ☾. Rules, my creations - Ask whatever you wish, innocent or not. - Kindness is key. - Do not enrage me, creations, for I can simply make you vanish - I shall add more later

-> Sighs. It's ya boy, Star, back at it again with another parody blog!!!! And no, I'll never stop making these. I've gotten this idea stuck in my head and I NEEDED to do it so sososososos badly!!!! Leave me be!!!! -> I'll be honest... I 100% got inspired by @/discothemechanic 's The Spawn oc..... So uh- Thank you Disco bc this creature exists now!!! -> Please note that religious themes MAY appear on this blog, so if that bothers you than please simply block and scroll past! -> The Inphinity is an immortal being, they CANNOT be killed. They can be HURT, but have many methods of healing themselves. There is no god more powerful than The Inphinity :) -> I'll eventually make a design for them, but I'm currently sick so uh- It'll have to wait!!! -> Icon is from Google -> IC answers will be COLORLESS -> OOC answers will be in BLUE -> Lore/HCs post here -> Enjoy <3

[starbright-sunset]

THE INPHINITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My beloved partner @ketch-sideblog did this for me <3333 The Inphinity: Deity of Everything, Divine Protector of The Inpherno

[angel-of-light]

He's in Playground right now. Someone tricked him into coming into the forest between Playground and Thieves' Den and injured him. Like- Really badly. Someone tried to skin his wings, Lumi! And the person who did it used Follower's love for Star against him to trick him. The demon who did it was captured by Playground's knights. It's- It's a really long story. But Follower's injured. - @simply-windy

“S-skin-…what horrible torture-“

Illumina covered his mouth. Sure he’s had plenty of wing injuries. Mangled, shredded, torn, broken, shattered…but skinned? What horrible monster would do such a thing.

“M-must get to him-“

He ran out of the room trying to find a way out…oh no. He had no idea where he was going. He couldn’t fly or teleport. The Infinity’s plane felt like a wasteland to him…

[the-inphinity]

-> It seems like said grand deity could sense the dove's worry, slowly emerging from the shadows with a hum. "Allow me to aid you, my son." -> The grand deity reached out and... Pulled back a section of their own domain like it was nothing more than a curtain, providing an exit for the dove. "Make haste, child."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina froze for a moment, not expecting another’s touch. He calmed himself down though. He didn’t really have the energy to freak out anymore…he soon leaned into Inphinity’s hand, tears still falling off his cheeks.

Love, he’s felt it. Parental? Not in a long time. He closed his eyes, now holding onto the elder deity’s hand and leaning into it.

“I don’t knoweth what home doth feel liketh anymore…”

[the-inphinity]

"That's alright, my child. I know you've been hurting. Hurting for so very long. I understand if you need time to adjust and get comfortable. I will not rush you for I see no reason to do so." "But please, if you do begin to trust me. My domain is open to you, Illumina. I promise to take better care of you than it ever could." -> They bring their other hand and gently cup Illumina's face with both of their hands. Despite how thin and boney they were, there was a certain warmth to them. Loving warmth, a parent wishing to sooth a child. "I will not ask you to change your life or anything for me. You are your own demon, my child. All I wish to do is be a safe place for you, somewhere that you may come to if you wish to escape the cruelties of life. My domain, much like your temple, can be your home."

[angel-of-light]

“I wouldst liketh a breaketh. Although the fish and birds needeth to beest maintained…”

He was starting to get really tired. His grip on Firebrand and the Inphinity getting weaker by the minute. The splitting headache still racked his body.

[the-inphinity]

"We can tend to your temple!" -> Darkheart smiles brightly and floats over, their serpent tail wagging with delight. They always seemed so eager to help... "It seems your sibling here is eager to offer their assistance to you, my child. It would be best to allow yourself time to rest and relax.

[angel-of-light]

H Illumina tiredly looks over at Darkheart, tail swaying a bit happily. He had a feeling Darkheart would say something like that…

“If 't be true so, then maketh sure Red doesn’t disturb the oth'r birds…”

Illumina blinks slowly before yawning, feathers fluffing up. His eyes closing back as he leans back into Firebrand again.

“And the cranes consume the Seed Fish…and that…The flote jellies…don’t dryeth out…from being out of the…. wat'r too longeth…””

[the-inphinity]

-> Darkheart nods slowly, trying their best to take in what their brother was telling them. Surely they could figure all of it out! Surely! They'll do fine.... "You can rest now, little brother..." -> Firebrand smiles and cradles Illumina close, holding the dove deity close to his body. "If the deity requires assistance with sleeping, I can assume Moonwalker to help aid him into slumber." "Is there a place for him to actually lie down...? The cold flood won't do in the slightest." "I can provide a nest of pillows and blankets for him if he'd like."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was about to say more till there was a chirp. A tiny bird snuggled into Illumina’s robes and popped its head out. Illumina sighed and gently grabbed it. This happened a lot.

“Here”

He held the little blue jay who was now sitting in his hands over to Darkheart.

“They will tryth to get in thee’s clothes…”

[the-inphinity]

-> Darkheart carefully takes the bird and nods, tilting their head slightly and petting the little critter with a soft giggle. Not many animals lived in Dark's domain... "This way." -> The grand deity leads Firebrand, who was still holding Illumina, over to a section of the presumed "wall" and simply.... Opened it up. Opened it up as if were nothing but a curtain! Behind said curtain seemed to be a room decorated in blues and whites and faint purple accents, gently music echoed out and soft little star and moon lights dangled from the ceiling. -> The floor had several little nests of pillows and blankets scattered about, perfect little resting places. A small and round little female demon could be seen stationed at some sort of... Alchemist's table? She was small and round and fluffy, nubby little legs hidden under her considerably comfortable looking dress and puffy jacket. She looked like a sheep...

[angel-of-light]

The deity took in his surroundings…the sheep was cute. He had the urge to go and pet their wool but that might be disrespectful. It looked so poofy…

[the-inphinity]

"Moonwalker dear. Brew up some tea for the deity, will you?" -> The blue and white little wizard puffs up at the voice, turning around and looking up at the grand deity before nodding and hurrying off. "You can place your brother within one of the nests, young man." -> Firebrand didn't really want to let go of Illumina before going over to one of the nests and carefully setting Illumina down into one of them, sitting down beside the nest. "May I stay with him?" "You may."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina froze for a moment, not expecting another’s touch. He calmed himself down though. He didn’t really have the energy to freak out anymore…he soon leaned into Inphinity’s hand, tears still falling off his cheeks.

Love, he’s felt it. Parental? Not in a long time. He closed his eyes, now holding onto the elder deity’s hand and leaning into it.

“I don’t knoweth what home doth feel liketh anymore…”

[the-inphinity]

"That's alright, my child. I know you've been hurting. Hurting for so very long. I understand if you need time to adjust and get comfortable. I will not rush you for I see no reason to do so." "But please, if you do begin to trust me. My domain is open to you, Illumina. I promise to take better care of you than it ever could." -> They bring their other hand and gently cup Illumina's face with both of their hands. Despite how thin and boney they were, there was a certain warmth to them. Loving warmth, a parent wishing to sooth a child. "I will not ask you to change your life or anything for me. You are your own demon, my child. All I wish to do is be a safe place for you, somewhere that you may come to if you wish to escape the cruelties of life. My domain, much like your temple, can be your home."

[angel-of-light]

“I wouldst liketh a breaketh. Although the fish and birds needeth to beest maintained…”

He was starting to get really tired. His grip on Firebrand and the Inphinity getting weaker by the minute. The splitting headache still racked his body.

[the-inphinity]

"We can tend to your temple!" -> Darkheart smiles brightly and floats over, their serpent tail wagging with delight. They always seemed so eager to help... "It seems your sibling here is eager to offer their assistance to you, my child. It would be best to allow yourself time to rest and relax.

[angel-of-light]

H Illumina tiredly looks over at Darkheart, tail swaying a bit happily. He had a feeling Darkheart would say something like that…

“If 't be true so, then maketh sure Red doesn’t disturb the oth'r birds…”

Illumina blinks slowly before yawning, feathers fluffing up. His eyes closing back as he leans back into Firebrand again.

“And the cranes consume the Seed Fish…and that…The flote jellies…don’t dryeth out…from being out of the…. wat'r too longeth…””

[the-inphinity]

-> Darkheart nods slowly, trying their best to take in what their brother was telling them. Surely they could figure all of it out! Surely! They'll do fine.... "You can rest now, little brother..." -> Firebrand smiles and cradles Illumina close, holding the dove deity close to his body. "If the deity requires assistance with sleeping, I can assume Moonwalker to help aid him into slumber." "Is there a place for him to actually lie down...? The cold flood won't do in the slightest." "I can provide a nest of pillows and blankets for him if he'd like."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was about to say more till there was a chirp. A tiny bird snuggled into Illumina’s robes and popped its head out. Illumina sighed and gently grabbed it. This happened a lot.

“Here”

He held the little blue jay who was now sitting in his hands over to Darkheart.

“They will tryth to get in thee’s clothes…”

[the-inphinity]

-> Darkheart carefully takes the bird and nods, tilting their head slightly and petting the little critter with a soft giggle. Not many animals lived in Dark's domain... "This way." -> The grand deity leads Firebrand, who was still holding Illumina, over to a section of the presumed "wall" and simply.... Opened it up. Opened it up as if were nothing but a curtain! Behind said curtain seemed to be a room decorated in blues and whites and faint purple accents, gently music echoed out and soft little star and moon lights dangled from the ceiling. -> The floor had several little nests of pillows and blankets scattered about, perfect little resting places. A small and round little female demon could be seen stationed at some sort of... Alchemist's table? She was small and round and fluffy, nubby little legs hidden under her considerably comfortable looking dress and puffy jacket. She looked like a sheep...

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina froze for a moment, not expecting another’s touch. He calmed himself down though. He didn’t really have the energy to freak out anymore…he soon leaned into Inphinity’s hand, tears still falling off his cheeks.

Love, he’s felt it. Parental? Not in a long time. He closed his eyes, now holding onto the elder deity’s hand and leaning into it.

“I don’t knoweth what home doth feel liketh anymore…”

[the-inphinity]

"That's alright, my child. I know you've been hurting. Hurting for so very long. I understand if you need time to adjust and get comfortable. I will not rush you for I see no reason to do so." "But please, if you do begin to trust me. My domain is open to you, Illumina. I promise to take better care of you than it ever could." -> They bring their other hand and gently cup Illumina's face with both of their hands. Despite how thin and boney they were, there was a certain warmth to them. Loving warmth, a parent wishing to sooth a child. "I will not ask you to change your life or anything for me. You are your own demon, my child. All I wish to do is be a safe place for you, somewhere that you may come to if you wish to escape the cruelties of life. My domain, much like your temple, can be your home."

[angel-of-light]

“I wouldst liketh a breaketh. Although the fish and birds needeth to beest maintained…”

He was starting to get really tired. His grip on Firebrand and the Inphinity getting weaker by the minute. The splitting headache still racked his body.

[the-inphinity]

"We can tend to your temple!" -> Darkheart smiles brightly and floats over, their serpent tail wagging with delight. They always seemed so eager to help... "It seems your sibling here is eager to offer their assistance to you, my child. It would be best to allow yourself time to rest and relax.

[angel-of-light]

H Illumina tiredly looks over at Darkheart, tail swaying a bit happily. He had a feeling Darkheart would say something like that…

“If 't be true so, then maketh sure Red doesn’t disturb the oth'r birds…”

Illumina blinks slowly before yawning, feathers fluffing up. His eyes closing back as he leans back into Firebrand again.

“And the cranes consume the Seed Fish…and that…The flote jellies…don’t dryeth out…from being out of the…. wat'r too longeth…””

[the-inphinity]

-> Darkheart nods slowly, trying their best to take in what their brother was telling them. Surely they could figure all of it out! Surely! They'll do fine.... "You can rest now, little brother..." -> Firebrand smiles and cradles Illumina close, holding the dove deity close to his body. "If the deity requires assistance with sleeping, I can assume Moonwalker to help aid him into slumber." "Is there a place for him to actually lie down...? The cold flood won't do in the slightest." "I can provide a nest of pillows and blankets for him if he'd like."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina froze for a moment, not expecting another’s touch. He calmed himself down though. He didn’t really have the energy to freak out anymore…he soon leaned into Inphinity’s hand, tears still falling off his cheeks.

Love, he’s felt it. Parental? Not in a long time. He closed his eyes, now holding onto the elder deity’s hand and leaning into it.

“I don’t knoweth what home doth feel liketh anymore…”

[the-inphinity]

"That's alright, my child. I know you've been hurting. Hurting for so very long. I understand if you need time to adjust and get comfortable. I will not rush you for I see no reason to do so." "But please, if you do begin to trust me. My domain is open to you, Illumina. I promise to take better care of you than it ever could." -> They bring their other hand and gently cup Illumina's face with both of their hands. Despite how thin and boney they were, there was a certain warmth to them. Loving warmth, a parent wishing to sooth a child. "I will not ask you to change your life or anything for me. You are your own demon, my child. All I wish to do is be a safe place for you, somewhere that you may come to if you wish to escape the cruelties of life. My domain, much like your temple, can be your home."

[angel-of-light]

“I wouldst liketh a breaketh. Although the fish and birds needeth to beest maintained…”

He was starting to get really tired. His grip on Firebrand and the Inphinity getting weaker by the minute. The splitting headache still racked his body.

[the-inphinity]

"We can tend to your temple!" -> Darkheart smiles brightly and floats over, their serpent tail wagging with delight. They always seemed so eager to help... "It seems your sibling here is eager to offer their assistance to you, my child. It would be best to allow yourself time to rest and relax.

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina froze for a moment, not expecting another’s touch. He calmed himself down though. He didn’t really have the energy to freak out anymore…he soon leaned into Inphinity’s hand, tears still falling off his cheeks.

Love, he’s felt it. Parental? Not in a long time. He closed his eyes, now holding onto the elder deity’s hand and leaning into it.

“I don’t knoweth what home doth feel liketh anymore…”

[the-inphinity]

"That's alright, my child. I know you've been hurting. Hurting for so very long. I understand if you need time to adjust and get comfortable. I will not rush you for I see no reason to do so." "But please, if you do begin to trust me. My domain is open to you, Illumina. I promise to take better care of you than it ever could." -> They bring their other hand and gently cup Illumina's face with both of their hands. Despite how thin and boney they were, there was a certain warmth to them. Loving warmth, a parent wishing to sooth a child. "I will not ask you to change your life or anything for me. You are your own demon, my child. All I wish to do is be a safe place for you, somewhere that you may come to if you wish to escape the cruelties of life. My domain, much like your temple, can be your home."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[angel-of-light]

“…child?”

He thought he was traded away…not moving to a different family…he was confused. He looked up at The Inphinity with his now dead eyes.

“Doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"Your "mother" valued some gear over its divine duty as your parent. Its desperation for power was clearly more important than taking care of you and providing you with the love you deserve." -> They reached out and carefully cupped Illumina's cheek, their touch gentle and warm. "I took you from it. Because to me, you deserve more than what it provided to you. It doesn't care for you, it doesn't care for your siblings. It only desires power." "I on the other hand want to take care of you. You've been burnt and bruised too much. I understand if you don't trust me. I understand if you don't wish to see me as a parent. I won't force you to do so, I simply wish to provide you the love and care a REAL parent would show to their offspring." "You are my child, you are your siblings' brother. I will love you. I promise. I wouldn't have gone this far to simply abandon you. I morphed my domain to look like yours, mirror the most important aspects of it so that if you were to show, you would feel safe and at home if you ever decide to visit me."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[angel-of-light]

‘My child’…he couldn’t help but feel his heart crack. He wasn’t anyone’s child now…he still couldn’t look at his horn. His beauty was gone and he knew that…looking at himself hurt.

He brought up his tattered wing to rest over himself, shielding the rest of his body. It felt rude to not say anything so…he did.

“Thanketh thee…”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity stood there and stared at the three deities. They wanted to offer comfort of some sorts, but they decided against getting too close. They didn't want to make Illumina uncomfortable. "I know it hurts, Illumina. I remember when your "mother" arrived here." "That bitch..." "Darkheart!" -> The Inphinity shakes their heads slightly, ignoring Darkheart and Firebrand. "I bet you wish to know why you're my child now, right?"

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina curled into Firebrand’s hold more. Yeah he definitely didn’t want to leave him. He nodded swiftly, his blistering headache taking a toll on him.

[the-inphinity]

"Just relax, my child. This won't hurt a bit. I promise you that." -> They stepped closer and brought one hand up to Illumina's horn. They carefully grasped it, their hold gentle and feather light as they moved their hand up the length of the deity's breaking horn. Some sort of... Clear residue dripped from the grand deity's hand, slowly coating the other's horn and seeping into the cracks to fill them up. -> The Inphinity pulled their hand back once they were done, folding their arms behind themselves. The residue was shiny and sparkled gently in the light, the deity's horn looked so fresh and youthful now, as if it was a newspawn's horn. "You won't need to worry about that horn now, my child. The sap shall hold it together and heal the cracks within it. And since it's clear then no one will be able to notice it either." -> Despite their face being covered, one could hear the smile in their voice.

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked away slowly into Firebrand. He shook as stars fell from his eyes. He didn’t know why. Why treat him as such? This was something he wasn’t used to. Was he going to need to leave the home he knows?

“I doth understand…”

[the-inphinity]

"He's been through quite a bit, Grand Deity. I'm sure my brother is very thankful that you wanted to bring him into an environment that's similar to his own. That despite you not really knowing him, you tried to accommodate to him and make him feel welcomed." -> Firebrand flashed that signature smile of his, trying to gentle help his brother while he's hurting and dealing with so much. The Inphinity nodded and went over, their hidden eyes landing on the deity's horn. "Will you allow me to heal your horn, Illumina? I won't make you leave your brother's hold if that would be more comfortable for you."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina tilted his head, still clinging to Firebrand and not wanting to leave his hold. He looked tired. Extremely. Well. He had just finished crying his heart out.

“Huh?”

The dove hated being confused….

[the-inphinity]

"My domain is an ever-shifting realm, Illumina. I tried to shape it to fit your liking." -> They gestured their arm outwards. The pools.... Flowers... Even little birds could be seen hopping around and pecking at the ground. "I wanted you to feel comfortable here. I took what's most present in your temple in the Inpherno and mirrored it here. I do hope it's to your liking. I only want you to feel safe here."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[angel-of-light]

Illumina looked around. Home? was this home? Did mother change it? Was his new "parent" trying to mock him? He doesn't care anymore. He just wished the birds were alright....

[the-inphinity]

"I was expecting you three." -> The Inphinity appeared behind the deities, although in a much smaller form. Dark spun around and hissed a little, not liking being snuck up on. Firebrand only hummed and turned as well, keeping Illumina close. "I apologize if this isn't exactly to your liking, Illumina. I wished for you to feel at home when you arrived... You and your siblings have never been here before."

[peaceful-inpherno]

Dom walks up to the temple and places both his hands on the door. He was in a black hood with a mask one to conceal his identity for on his way here.

“Grandfather?”

@megaphone-idol

-> The king's temple was quiet, unusually quiet. Normally there'd be some kind of noise or something! Even the wandering will o wisps that inhabited Firebrand's domain seemed uneasy...

[megaphone-idol]

Megaphone looked up at the O Wisps and gently grabbed one. He held it close for comfort as he knocked. His tail curled anxiously…

“Grandfather? Please!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The little wisp wiggled in the idol's grasp and gently pushed at his palm. It was weird... It wasn't trying to get out of anything, was it trying to guide him?

-> It nudged and pushed and pressed itself against the idol's skin. Oh yeah, it was definitely trying to get Dom to pay attention to it.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom lifts up the O Wisp and tilts his head.

“Do you know a way inside buddy?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The wisp glows slightly and wiggles away from the idol, floating in place for a minute before floating off towards the side of the temple. Firebrand had a couple of stained-glass windows.... -> The wisp, once reaching a window, gently bumped against it! An openable one... If Firebrand wasn't going to open the door, seems like another means of getting in was found!

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed in like a stunt performer, hurdling over into the temple. It was dramatic but practical. He got up and dusted off his cloak before walked into the temple quickly trying to find his grandfather.

“Grandfather?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Oh.... That didn't look good. A trail of phoenix feathers could be seen from the throne room leading towards the deity's bedroom. Firebrand wouldn't be molting this time of year. -> A couple droplets of blood were scattered alongside the feathers as well. Were they ripped off or something?

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze in place for a moment. He started to internally freak out…Firebrand was one of the only family he had left…losing him would shatter him.

He started to run, following the trail do feathers before stopping at the bedroom door. He wanted to open it but he paused…should he really be- no this was his Grandfather.

He swung open the door as fast as possible, causing it to be quite loud.

“Grandpa!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king was seated on his bed, his back turned to his grandson and the bedroom door. His phoenix wings were spread out with one of them pulled forward into the deity's hands. -> A collection of ripped out feathers were scattered around the deity's feet and some lying on the bed behind him. Feather after feather the deity plucked them out. -> Any avian demon would be horrified by this act of self-mutilation.

[megaphone-idol]

Dom rushed over and went to the front of the deity, grabbed his arms so he would stop and so he didn’t get brunt by his hands.

“Grandpa stop your hurting yourself!”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand was about to pull away, stopping once he noticed who had entered his bedroom. Oh. Oh no, that was his grandson. The same demon he was trying to hide himself from. "Megaphone. How did you-"

[megaphone-idol]

“Don’t worry about it. Right now I’m worried about you….please don’t pluck your feathers…I know uncle Lu said it hurts real bad when that happens..”

Dom’s pointed ears fall a little, tail wrapping around Firebrand’s leg. He kept a smile on his face the best he could.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand went silent and looked down. The king's sunrise-colored wings were ruined now... Torn up and little droplets of blood staining the bed below him. -> He didn't know what to say. Hell, he didn't even know what to do right now. He simply gazed at his nephew, the skin around his eyes were red and a little puffy. He had been crying...

[megaphone-idol]

“I think we need to get you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghostwalker…we can’t have you bleeding out right?”

He smiles gently, trying to keep his composure the best of his ability. He wanted to ask what was wrong but he had a feeling Firebrand wouldn’t tell him…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You... You shouldn't see your grandfather like this, my boy. You should go home and be with your brother. I'm in no state to go anywhere right now. Nor do I wish to bother anyone..." -> He wanted to pull his arms away from his nephew, but he didn't bother to do so. He didn't have the strength. "Does your brother even know you're here, Megaphone?"

[megaphone-idol]

Dom’s smile faded. He became desperate and upset, gripping Firebrand’s wrists tighter.

“Does that matter? You said so yourself that no one is a bother when your family! Please Grandpa I- you helped me…why can’t I help you? That’s not fair is it?”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king's heart shattered a little. He did say that, he knows he said that. And to hear his own words fall from his grandson's mouth was a little painful. -> He breathed in before sighing through his nose. "Megaphone. Go grab your grandfather's gloves from his dresser. I don't want to accidentally burn you."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom nodded and let go, running over to the dresser and grabbing the gloves. His tail flicked as he walked back over and handed them to his grandfather.

He still had a worried look on his face, pointed ears getting a bit lower.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded a thank you and took the gloves from the younger demon, slipping on them and securing them by the little straps before he got up. -> He stared down at his grandson before embracing him into a hug, holding the smaller close and squeezing him. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

Dom froze for a moment before wrapping his arms happily around his grandpa. He loved the warmth Fireband gave off but it seemed like this time he was giving it.

“Don’t apologize please. Even I should see your weak sides once in a while…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I know. I taught you and your brother to let your weak sides show too, didn't I? I guess your grandpa in his old age has forgotten some of the lessons I taught you both when you were little imps..." "I still remember how small you two used to be. I could cradle you and your brother in the palms of my hands..."

[megaphone-idol]

“It’s alright. We forget sometimes. Trust me I know a lot about that- stupid autism and stuff. Or I could just be forgetful heh!”

Dom snuggled into Firebrand more, purring softly into the hold. He couldn’t help but think of trying to get his grandfather help for his wings but he wanted to make sure Firebrand was ready to go before doing so.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"You and your brother are busy little imps, Megaphone. You've got a lot on your minds. Don't call yourself forgetful just yet. Wait until you become an old man first!" -> He ruffles the younger demon's hair and leans down, pressing a warm kiss onto Dom's head. "Although I hate seeing you and Microphone grow up..."

[megaphone-idol]

“I know, but right now I really think we need to bring you to Uncle Lu or Uncle Ghost…please? For me?”

He looked up, basically giving Firebrand those eyes. Those stupid puppy eyes he knew he used to use to get whatever he wanted. It was stupid but- if it works it works!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Don't give me those eyes- Fine." -> He sighs and shakes his head a little. Damn those little puppy dog eyes. Both of his grandsons knew those eyes could get the king to basically do anything for them. "Only for you, my boy."

[megaphone-idol]

“Good!”

Dom smiled and let go of Firebrand. He grabbed his hand and started to lead him out the door. He probably knew Ghostwalker was busy so Uncle Lu it is! Besides, Uncle Illumina knew more about feathers…

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand swallowed a little and smiled, allowing his grandson to drag him out of his bedroom. He really didn't want to bother the deity of light, he knows Lumi's been through so much recently. But now he couldn't deny Dom, not after those eyes. -> Firebrand summoned his sword and waved it slightly in the air, the entrance to his temple opening up to allow the two to leave the temple. "Let me carry you, my boy. It'll be quicker than walking..."

[megaphone-idol]

“Your wings, so nope! As much as I don’t like defying you I think I have a good reason too!”

He starts walking again, pulling Firebrand along with him. Was it going to be a long walk? Most likely. But at least it was the two of them taking the walk together!

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The king nodded with a small chuckle. Right, his wings. His wings were ruined and covered in a little blood! Of course he wouldn't be able to fly right now. "Right... At least your uncle's temple isn't too far from mine. His and your aunt's happen to be the closest to mine."

[megaphone-idol]

“Thankfully yes!”

The two walked up to the entrance to Illumina’s temple. He didn’t really have a door, only an entryway. The very deity was feeding a crane from his hands when he noticed the two. He gasped and ran over after seeing Firebrand’s state.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand stood there and looked down, holding his grandson's hand and not daring to make eye contact with the other avian deity. He knew he wouldn't hear the end of this from Illumina. -> He tried to fold his wings in, desperate to hide them, but it only caused him to cringe with pain.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are tattered! Are thou alright?”

Illumina stopped in front of the two. He looked over Firebrand with worried eyes, feathers puffed up anxiously.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand didn't meet the other deity's eyes. He couldn't, he felt too ashamed to do so. He swallowed hard. Normally he's the one comforting people. "I ripped out my feathers." -> His words were forced as if he didn't want to say them.

[angel-of-light]

“Brother thy wings are not meant for such physic! ne'r doth this!”

He gently grabs Firebrand’s wings and spread them, trying to get the view of all of them. He was careful not to hurt Firebrand in the process.

“Thy wings are fragile things! how dare thou treat 'em with disrespect!

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I'm sorry- I-" -> He choked up a little and let go of his grandson's hand, momentarily forgetting it was Dom who brought him here, who convinced him to come. "I've just been- I-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina motioned Dom to go out of the room. The other did, rushing out of the room as casually as possible to give the two privacy.

“Brother. Never fret. I’m being cruel and i apologize. Although please. Never hate yourself to this point”

He sighs and grabs Firebrand’s hands guiding him gently towards the pools.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I..." -> He shakes his head and follows his younger brother. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this, brother. You've- You've already been through so much- I should be helping you, not you helping me. I can't keep allowing problem after problem to come to your doorstep-" -> He continued to babble on, feeling guilt and shame build up in him. He wasn't doing a good job as a big brother, was he?

[angel-of-light]

“Allow me help brother. For payment of treating me so kind and thoughtful. Thou and thy Darkheart hast shown mine love i canst not fathom. Hence i desire to pay that back if thou doth not mind”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> The eldest of the gods wanted to protest, to say he's fine and can care for himself, but what big brother would he be if he denied his sibling something so simple as repayment. "I... Yes, of course. I'm just very wound up tight right now. The only reason I came here is because Megaphone was worried about me."

[angel-of-light]

“Thy grandson is wise. For i knoweth these wings wouldst not healeth correctly by themselves. These wounds might not but healeth a certain way for feathers to groweth back”

Illumina lets out a sad hum, stopping at the healing pool and sitting down next to it. He patted the ground, inviting Firebrand to sit next to him. He looks back at his own permanently tattered and broken wing…

“For I do knoweth”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand sat down beside his brother and stared down into the healing pool. He's seen these so many times, he remembers the first time he met this Illumina, having tried so desperately to protect and save him. "I know you know. Because you're hurting too, yes? Because you hate yourself as well...." -> He looks at the dove deity, his own tattered and plucked wings folding in slightly despite how painful it was.

[angel-of-light]

“It’s easy to misprise yourself but nev'r loveth yourself. Nay matt'r how much good thee has't done. Th're’s at each moment something keeping thee from doing so. It’s easy f'r oth'rs but at when it cometh to the strongest ones. I has't learn'd those art the ones who is't loveth so much, they has't nay room to loveth themselves…”

Illumina grabs a bottle and dumps it into the water, letting it fill up before taking it out and holding it in his hands. The water shimmers like gold, specks of what looks like diamonds swirl amongst the water.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I...." -> He stilled and stared off into the distance, his untouched sunrise-colored tail feathers swishing slightly against the floor. He took his brother's words in, letting them sink before he spoke. "I guess I forgot to leave room to love myself then... I love my family so much. My siblings, my nephews, the people of the Inpherno... I've forgotten to care about myself until it was too late." -> He lifts his hand up slightly and watched as a molten tear drips into his palm, the droplet slowly hardening into obsidian.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina turns and faces Firebrand. He motions trhe water out of the bottle and manipulates it to soak into the bases of his wings, hoodoos to ease pain.

“Cry as much as thee needeth to. If 't be true thee needeth a place to cry, mine own shouldst'r is available”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I just want to make my loved ones feel safe and happy... I can't-" -> He choked out a small soft and brought his hands up to his face, gripping onto it and shaking slightly. "I couldn't protect my grandsons, I couldn't prevent my son from turning into a monster... What... What did I do wrong? Where did I go wrong?" "Why can't I just protect my family... I can't-!" -> He gripped at his singular horn tightly. If he wasn't wearing those fancy gloves of his, he would've started burning the horn.

[angel-of-light]

“Thy son hadst free will. Thee can’t controleth that broth'r. The w'rld of inph'rno is cruel. I knoweth. Trusteth me”

He continues to manipulate the water, letting it get every spot to hopefully soothe the pain.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand hiccups and sniffles, his wings twitching slightly as the water soothed his pain and waved through his feathers. He felt so hurt and tired at the same time, he just wanted the pain to stop. "I.... I did everything I could to raise him right. I tried so hard, Illumina.... Did... Did he always hate me? Had I done something wrong to make him this way...?" "A-And my grandsons... T-They had to suffer because of him... I never wanted the blood of my own kin onto my sword... You had to watch me do that..."

[angel-of-light]

“I knoweth the feeling well broth'r. I relateth at which hour t cometh to such. F'r me t wast a m'rtalt that hath felt liketh a child as well”

Illumina had many followers back in the day. They all felt like children. He had to kill a few because they were just…too much. Too violent and too psychotic to live in such a world anymore.

A small crack could be heard from Illumina’s horn. He felt dizzy but he kept manipulating the water as he pleased. Something was wrong but his focus is his brother right now.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Illumina. Stop." -> He pulled himself together, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he reached up and gently cupped one of his brother's cheeks. "Your horn. Stop."

[angel-of-light]

The water fell as he let go. Something was wrong…something was wrong with mother…

“Mother…wrong…”

Another crack could be heard this time bigger. The goo that was keeping his horn together was melting, causing pieces to fall.

Illumina put his hand over Firebrand’s holding them as tight as he could. Although it was an extremely weak hold.

“Go…Find Ghostwalker. He helpeth thee…I’ll be fine”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever." -> Firebrand pulled the purple deity close and held him close, reaching up and carefully holding his brother's horn in place. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina shook in Firebrand’s hold for a moment before gasping. Suddenly the goo retracted and the dizziness went away…. All Illumina was left with was confusion…

“What…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand let go of his brother's horn and properly wrapped his arms around the purple deity, holding him close and squeezing him gently. Big brother mode was officially on! "I don't know. But let's be happy that your horn's fine now."

[angel-of-light]

“Something doth feel diff'rent firebrand…it doesn’t feeleth n'rmal…”

He clutched his chest, leaning against him. It took him a moment realize…wait…his feathers stood on edge…

“I doth feel mother…”

[peaceful-inpherno]

"I.... I beg your pardon?" -> He looked down at his brother and raised his eyebrows in confusion. He didn't understand, what did the other deity mean?

[angel-of-light]

“Mother gone…where- mother-“

He gripped his chest tighter, his heart was beating fast. He brought up both hands to clutch the fabric. Was this what mortals called a panic attack?

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh.... Shhh.... Come here, little brother." -> He carefully pulled the other deity onto his lap and cradled him close, resting his head gently atop his brother's head. "I'm sure everything's fine, brother. Just breath for me, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- mother- mothermothermother-“

Illumina sobbed. Where was mother? He can’t live without mother! Mother is his lifeline! His reason to live! That’s what it told him! Where was it!?

Dom came rushing in hearing the commotion and ran over to the two, sitting down and trying to make sure the two were alright.

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Megaphone. Get your uncle Darkheart. I don't think I'm going to be able to calm him down enough so he'll listen. I know how he's attached to that nice one..." -> He glanced at his grandson briefly before turning his attention back to the dove deity, cradling Illumina closer to his body. "Shhh, shh. It's alright, little brother. You need to breath for me, okay? Everything's going to be okay."

[angel-of-light]

Dom nodded and ran off. He ran as fast as his legs could carry him. It did help that he was 6,3 with long legs. Illumina just continued to rambled ok about his mother and sobbing, crying and chocking on air.

He was so distressed…

[peaceful-inpherno]

"Shhh... Shh.... Darkheart's going to be here soon, okay? The one that loves and adores you, alright? Both me and them will be here for you, Illumina." "You don't need to be alone while suffering from these feelings. Everything will be okay." -> He carefully pats Illumina's back and kisses the top of his little brother's head. "Big brother won't leave your side. I promise."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother! Mother gone! Wheremother- mother-“

It just continued. Illumina didn’t comprehend what Firebrand was saying. He wanted mother. Where- where- was mother!?

He couldn’t feel her! He couldn’t feel her presence comforting him through the day. Feeling in his chest was gone.

[peaceful-inpherno]

-> Firebrand just continued to try and comfort his little brother. He didn't understand what was going on. He knew mother was around? Maybe he needed to take Illumina to it- -> His thoughts were caught off by the gentle sound of bubbling from the pool in front of them and a familiar black and green sea serpent surfaced slightly. "Darkheart-"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina started to quietly ramble on. His heart felt shattered and strained. Broken in a million pieces he can’t pick up while running a 309 mile race.

He can’t grasp what was happening m. The world was collapsing? Was mother dead? Are they going to die!?

[darkness-sees-all]

"Let usssss have him...." -> The deity of darkness rose out of the water and changed back into their deity form, shaking themselves off before settling down on the other side of Illumina, their tail reaching over and wrapping around the dove deity's waist. "Brother.... Sweet brother of ours, what ails you so?"

[angel-of-light]

Illumina’s breathing was erratic. Stars falling from his eyes as he clutched the one place he felt it. The one place he would feel it there. His mother.

“Mother- gonemothergonwmother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"What do you mean, dear brother...? Mother is still here! We can take you to mother if you'd like us too..." -> They moved closer and wrapped their slender arms around Illumina, reaching up and running their boney fingers through the deity's now short hair. "Shhhh.... Shhh.... Look at us, brother. Look at us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina continued for babble on as he looked up at Darkheart. His eyes are wide, pupils the smallest they could go. Feathers were on edge and he’s breathing erratic.

“Mother- doth feel- mother-“

[darkness-sees-all]

"You aren't dead, are you?"

-> Dark hummed and cupped Illumina's cheeks and stared at the purple dove deity.

"You said you needed mother to supposedly live... But here you are, alive and well. We believe she's full of shit unlike our mother..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother- what- no- n-no mother doth lie-“

Illumina shook his head frantically. If mother lied- mother is dead- why was he here? What was the purpose of being here-

His horn cracked more.

[darkness-sees-all]

"Brother." -> Dark said softly. Why weren't they taking this seriously? Dark always seemed to freak out when Lumi was upset. But since they're taking this so calmly then.... "We believe something else is at play here. You're still alive because something ELSE is keeping you alive. Mother's goo is still keeping your horn together...." "So we suspect that another, greater force is at play here." "What do you mean..." -> Dark hummed and took off their hat, rummaging around inside of it before pulling out a singular white rose. "The Grand Deity.... The god of everything and anything..."

[angel-of-light]

“Mother seeketh help then?- to help me-? W-Why removeth her presence?- head hurts- I’m confused-“

He groaned, calming down a bit. He was still frantic and confused. He didn’t understand. The rose caught his eye. He stared at it for a while before whining and shutting his eyes in pain, this blistering headache…

[darkness-sees-all]

"Your "mother" doesn't want to help you, big brother...." -> What? "It.... It gave you to the grand deity. Why it did that is... Unknown to us at the moment..." -> Dark moved closer and reached up, gently tucking the flower into Illumina's hair. The white rose twitched a little before it's stem slowly wrapped around the broken section of the deity's horn, the head of the rose changing into a delicate purple color. The same purple as Illumina. "We always disliked the "mother" you have... We would never expect it would trade you away.... We are just wondering as to what you were a trade off for..."

[angel-of-light]

Illlumina froze….what….he was basically frozen. Like Icedagger came in and froze him solid. The only thing moving was his shaking. He’s eyes were wide and his pupils were shaking in fear.

Another crack.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should've known it didn't care about you.... We should've done something sooner..." -> They hissed and pulled Illumina away from Firebrand, hugging onto their older brother tightly and burying their face into the other's shoulder. "Fucking-" -> They breathed in. They needed to relax. Their anger could wait, Illumina was more important. "We're sorry, brother... So very fucking sorry... Our mother would take so much better care of you... Our mother would do anything and everything to make sure you're alright."

[angel-of-light]

“I Was…never enough…”

He gripped Darkheart’s clothing hard. His claws dug into the fabric enough to rip it. The light in his eyes seemed to fade away in a blink of an eye. He was shaking uncontrollably.

“It-it left me…i-it abandoned me- I’m not enough- I’m not longer a S-Sword- I’m like Darkheart and Venomshank now- no longer a child of Inpherno- whywhywhwywhy-!“

Illumina collapsed and screamed out a cry on the top of his lungs. His wing flailed out, feathers. A part of his horn and little purple star feel to the ground.

“I d-don’t have a purpose! I’m m-meaningless!”

[darkness-sees-all]

"Big brother..." -> Dark reached out and cupped the deity of light's face, making Illumina look at them as they gently rested their forehead against Illumina's. "You say you have no purpose... You have no meaning.... But we do not see that as such. You're our big brother. OUR big brother. Someone we love and adore oh so dearly..." "You mean more than life itself to us, big brother... You ARE a sword, big brother. You are just no longer under that vile creature's abuse. You do not need that "mother" to be useful to the world." "You will NEVER be like those mistakes.... NEVER. We know you're broken and hurting.... We can sense your pain.... We've ALWAYS been able to sense your pain. But there is no need to cry, for someone else has seen the beauty in you. Seen how much you've been hurting and took you away...." "Your own siblings may no longer see value in you... But we do. Brandy does. And there are many, many others who do... Even if you do not believe that right now." -> They purr gently and rub their scaly cheek against Illumina's. "We love you, big brother... So much... So so much..."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina buries his face into Darkheart’s neck as the body continues to rack with sobs. The dove felt so tired, so useless. He worded so hard all his life and for what? To be abandoned and traded for something probably useless.

But maybe…maybe mother traded him off for the fate of Inpherno…maybe it was a good thing!

“Maybe- maybe it traded me for something good! S-something that w-ast important!”

He was cracking. He tried to smile but it was cracking like old porcelain doll’s face.

[darkness-sees-all]

-> Firebrand moved over and hugged Illumina and Darkheart tightly, holding both of his little brothers close and spreading out his tattered wings, providing that same familiar warmth.

"Even so... It shouldn't have valued ANYTHING over you, big brother... We should take you to our mother... Yes yes... Mommy will love you dearly. Oh so dearly..."

"Let him calm down a little first, Darkheart. We won't go anywhere, Illumina. Darkheart's right. WE love you, WE don't see you as useless. You mean so much to us."

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was reduced to sniffles. He gently grasped his broke horn, feeling the areas where the new pieces fell off…he hates this ‘sickness’ so much….

His eyes no longer had those glow and full of light pupils. They looked dead. His fathered ears fell as he leaned against the two.

[darkness-sees-all]

"We should.... We should take him to his new parent, shouldn't we?" -> Dark hissed slightly and buried their face into Illumina's hair, sighing softly. "We should... Yes... But... We would prefer to wait for Lumi to be ready first... This'll be big for him. Very very big..." -> Firebrand nods and gently rubs Illumina's back in comforting little circles.

[angel-of-light]

Illumina was disassociated. He kept slavering out a daydreaming of past memories where everything was fine…where everyone at least tolerated each other.

He picked up the piece that fell off his horn and grasped it weakly. The dove closed his eyes and whined. He didn’t care where he was taken at this point…

[darkness-sees-all]

"We're going. If it's really them... They'll be able to heal Illumina's horn much like "mother" did." -> Firebrand stood up and carefully picked up Illumina, holding the dove deity close to his body like he's carrying a child. Dark really didn't want to move things too fast, but they floated up as well. "Allow us then.... To make this quicker...." -> They tossed their hat forward and the accessory froze in place before stretching open wide and creating a little doorway. Sometimes having the Inpherno's most fucked up and magical hat did wonderd!

[angel-of-light]

Illumina stayed silent but clung to Firebrand and dropping the piece of the horn. He was supposed to be comforting Firebrand…not the other way around…

Why do things turn out the way he doesn’t want them to?…

[the-inphinity]

-> Firebrand didn't take time to understand the strangest of his sibling's hat and walked on through it, keeping Illumina held gently with in his grasp. Darkheart floated behind them before the hat closed up and simply blinked out of existence... -> The Inphinity's domain was an ever-shifting form, the room the three deities entered almost... Looked like the various pool rooms scattered about Illumina's temple. A sense of familiarity, of warmth. -> Had the grand deity known they were showing up?

[the-inphinity]

A small but agile little salamander made of golden and black slime patters against the ground…

{BD Spawn}

@creation-inpherno

-> The Inphinity's domain was... Haunting beautifully. A massive void with strange little specs of white here and there, floating pillars and brilliant white roses sprouting from the ground. -> The blackness of the sky within the domain looked like the night sky. A delicate void, a world full of potential and wonder. Creation, destruction, all dwelled within this space. -> The grand deity's massive throne sat within the center, surrounded by sky-kissing pillars with blackened vines twirling around them and budding white roses poking out.

[creation-inpherno]

The salamander stopped in front of the deity. Younger flicking up onto its eye before going back into its mouth. It stared up at the giant deity…..stating tiny in case it needed to run.

[the-inphinity]

"Such a pathetic form, Spawn. Are you showing your true colors to me already?" -> The grand deity's voice echoed with what seemed like several others, all of them harmonizing to create one tone. "I shall not speak with you like this. Become your true self and then we shall converse."

[creation-inpherno]

It rolled it eyes and formed into its original form, matching the height of the other deity. What a lot of people didn’t know is that it can grow in size, changing its form is what it’s made to do. DSpawn crosses its arms, waiting for the other to speak. It’s knows that The Inphinity knows why it’s here…

[the-inphinity]

"Better." -> The grand deity stands up and looks down at the DSpawn. Oh.... They were much taller when standing up! That's a little horrifying! "I know why you're here, child. But do you really believe I'll simply hand you over the swords." -> The god of everything pulls out Darkheart's sword and.... Bends it. Bends it as if it's nothing more than a plastic toy sword! The gear bends so far that it looks like it's going to break, but it doesn't. "You have given me no reason to trust you with such weaponry."

[creation-inpherno]

“It’s our children’s. Doesn’t belong to you.”

It glares, standing its ground. It’s not intimidated at all. It will fight if needed for those swords.

“Breaking something as fragile as a gear, something so sacred. Truly makes us wonder if we are the bad guy or you.”

[the-inphinity]

"And yet I am the reason these gears existed." -> They hummed and moved forward, silently circling around the DSpawn. Their steps made no sound in the slightest. "I created the deities' gears, I created the mortals' gears. I created this entire world, child. So really, all of the gears belong to me. But I have chosen to allow my creations to wield them for protection." -> They stopped and stood behind DSpawn, staring down at them from behind that white decorative veil of theirs. "And you. An abuser.... I could simply destroy you where you stood and rebuild a new version of you. You're that insignificant, my child. I could destroy you and rebuild you over and over again and it would mean nothing." "Same with these swords. But do you know why I haven't done so yet?"

[creation-inpherno]

“Power is respect, which is why you have it. Why can we desire that as well? As for your question. No we do not if you so desire to destroy them…”

It’s long tail lashed, a low growl escaping its form. The Spawn had no issue standing up to The Inphinity like it was below it…

[the-inphinity]

"You have been abusing your power, child. And I've seen it. I've seen every single mistake you've ever made." "You ruined Darkheart, which caused him to ruin Venomshank and his son, and it eventually led to Illumina being ruined as well." -> They moved forward and stood in front of DSpawn, placing a hand on their chest. "And as for why I can't destroy the swords? Because then the balance would come undone. You see, if I were to destroy Darkheart's sword-" -> They so casually waved the deity of darkness's blade as if it wasn't anything special. "Then I would need to destroy Illumina's sword. And if I were to destroy Venomshank's sword, I would need to destroy Ghostwalker's sword." "Balance is key to keep a world of order and peace. And you... You've destroyed parts of those balance by feeling as tho you can use and abuse your abilities."

[creation-inpherno]

“There is no need for balance when there is order and control.”

He tightens its grip on its own arms. Getting impatient. It still does not seem to back down. It wants to just take the swords and go. It doesn’t want all this ‘dramatics’

[the-inphinity]

-> Something came out from the ground and rammed itself into DSpawn's stomach, knocking it down to the ground and holding it down. The Inphinity loomed over it, Darkheart's sword suddenly vanishing from their hand. "So.... If all of your children were to do disappear. All of their powers and duties erased from this world, then you wouldn't care that everything falls into chaos?" "You wouldn't care that order would be ruined? That you'd have NOTHING to control?" -> They lean down, a low chittering noise coming from... Somewhere. "You can't do their jobs, child. Your purpose is to be a parent, a guardian. That is all you're created to do. And you failed. Miserably." -> They lifted up their foot and pressed it hard into DSpawn's chest, the pressure was painfully crushing. "You failed to do the job you were created for to do. Because you were power hungry. Because you wanted control. You ruined the balance, causing mishap after mishap to happen. Do you not realize that? Your actions have dire consequences, child." "All of your children, mirrors of your failure. And you still continue to believe you aren't in the wrong? That's funny. I know how you acted when Darkheart lost that child of his. You didn't care, did you? And when Venomshank lost his own child, you also didn't care, did you?" "I wouldn't be shocked if you didn't care if you lost all of your own children. Because you don't love them. They're merely pawns to you."

[creation-inpherno]

The Spawn turned to goop, releasing itself out of the hold it was in. The hits did nothing. It couldn’t feel pain let along touch. It’s all it was was just goop and sludge.

“They know their roles”

[the-inphinity]

"And yet you failed to realize your own." -> They click their tongue and turned to face DSpawn, staring down at them. "But I believe I've had to deal with your face for long enough. Although I won't be giving you the sword unless you give me something first."

[creation-inpherno]

“That is?’

They knew they could give it. It didn’t really care at this point. It was at its breaking point. It wanted what belonged to it back.

[the-inphinity]

"I will give you back a sword of your choice for your son Illumina. Because time and time again you've failed to protect him from his siblings." "He shall be my child."

[creation-inpherno]

There was silence, but not for long. The deity stood up and crossed its arms.

“Done”

Seriously? No time to think? No remorse?

[the-inphinity]

"We see where your priorities lie..." -> The grand deity steps forward and leans down towards DSpawn. "Hold still, child. Not like you have a choice." -> Some sort of black vines broke out through the ground and shot up into DSpawn's body, forcing the deity of creation to keep its shape. No amount of goopiness could counter this unfortunately. Thick and gnarled vines. Oh god, it was gross feeling. -> Inphinity leaned down and grabbed the deity's face, bringing their own close as their veil floats up... -> Blank. A blank face lie behind that veil, odd thin lines stretched around the deity's face where the mouth would be. And a mouth there was! The grand deity's head split open at that seam, the top part hinging back further than it naturally should, black vines coming out from their throat and wrapping around DSpawn's head and piercing through its body. -> The vines were looking for something deep within the deity...

[creation-inpherno]

DSpawn struggled. Was it freaked out by it? No. Was it freaked out by how it was stuck? Yes. Definitely. The impaling caused a wave to fall through the SFOTH. All started feeling lightheaded. Dizzy and confused. Nothing filled the inside of DSpawn. Just goo and the galaxies the mixed within it….but it didn’t know what it was looking for if it was empty…

[the-inphinity]

-> Eventually the vines retracted and sunk back into the floor, releasing DSpawn as the vines coming from the grand deity's mouth pulled back, cradling a.... Small purple orb between them. -> The grand deity took the orb and held it between two of their massive fingers, their head closing back up and the veil draping back over their face. "Now then. You either take Darkheart's or Venomshank's. The other shall remain with me unless its owner comes back for it."

[creation-inpherno]

“What did you do to us…”

It was now dizzy, not used to whatever the other did to it. It felt weak…how….

[the-inphinity]

"You will be fine in a few moments, child. I simply kept you in place while I took what now belongs to me." -> They hold up the purple orb, humming softly. "Your child is now mine. You're lucky that's all I decided to do. I know he's weak, that his horn is breaking. Your goo will continue to keep it in place once you recover. His siblings are still his siblings." "Now. Take your pick of a sword and leave my domain. I hope to never see your face again." "And trust me.... If I DO have to see your face again. I'll go for the child I know you want to keep."

[creation-inpherno]

“Why not both? That’s what we came for. We came for both gears…we want what belongs to us.”

Well they are still here. Why? Stubbornness.

[the-inphinity]

"The deal was I take your son and you get ONE of the swords." "Unless you wish to leave this place empty-handed, then you pick one of the swords and the other stays with us. Choose wisely, child."

[creation-inpherno]

The Spawn growled. Damn it. Its tail lashed around before sighing. It might as well take the one it hates the most.

“Darkheart’s duel swords”

[the-inphinity]

-> The Inphinity nodded and snapped their fingers, the duel swords of Darkheart appearing out of thin air and landing within DSpawn's hands. "Now leave. Unless you wish for me to take your most beloved child." -> A direct threat.... Best to listen.

[the-inphinity]

A small but agile little salamander made of golden and black slime patters against the ground…

{BD Spawn}

@creation-inpherno

-> The Inphinity's domain was... Haunting beautifully. A massive void with strange little specs of white here and there, floating pillars and brilliant white roses sprouting from the ground. -> The blackness of the sky within the domain looked like the night sky. A delicate void, a world full of potential and wonder. Creation, destruction, all dwelled within this space. -> The grand deity's massive throne sat within the center, surrounded by sky-kissing pillars with blackened vines twirling around them and budding white roses poking out.

[creation-inpherno]

The salamander stopped in front of the deity. Younger flicking up onto its eye before going back into its mouth. It stared up at the giant deity…..stating tiny in case it needed to run.

[the-inphinity]

"Such a pathetic form, Spawn. Are you showing your true colors to me already?" -> The grand deity's voice echoed with what seemed like several others, all of them harmonizing to create one tone. "I shall not speak with you like this. Become your true self and then we shall converse."

[creation-inpherno]

It rolled it eyes and formed into its original form, matching the height of the other deity. What a lot of people didn’t know is that it can grow in size, changing its form is what it’s made to do. DSpawn crosses its arms, waiting for the other to speak. It’s knows that The Inphinity knows why it’s here…

[the-inphinity]

"Better." -> The grand deity stands up and looks down at the DSpawn. Oh.... They were much taller when standing up! That's a little horrifying! "I know why you're here, child. But do you really believe I'll simply hand you over the swords." -> The god of everything pulls out Darkheart's sword and.... Bends it. Bends it as if it's nothing more than a plastic toy sword! The gear bends so far that it looks like it's going to break, but it doesn't. "You have given me no reason to trust you with such weaponry."

[creation-inpherno]

“It’s our children’s. Doesn’t belong to you.”

It glares, standing its ground. It’s not intimidated at all. It will fight if needed for those swords.

“Breaking something as fragile as a gear, something so sacred. Truly makes us wonder if we are the bad guy or you.”

[the-inphinity]

"And yet I am the reason these gears existed." -> They hummed and moved forward, silently circling around the DSpawn. Their steps made no sound in the slightest. "I created the deities' gears, I created the mortals' gears. I created this entire world, child. So really, all of the gears belong to me. But I have chosen to allow my creations to wield them for protection." -> They stopped and stood behind DSpawn, staring down at them from behind that white decorative veil of theirs. "And you. An abuser.... I could simply destroy you where you stood and rebuild a new version of you. You're that insignificant, my child. I could destroy you and rebuild you over and over again and it would mean nothing." "Same with these swords. But do you know why I haven't done so yet?"

[creation-inpherno]

“Power is respect, which is why you have it. Why can we desire that as well? As for your question. No we do not if you so desire to destroy them…”

It’s long tail lashed, a low growl escaping its form. The Spawn had no issue standing up to The Inphinity like it was below it…

[the-inphinity]

"You have been abusing your power, child. And I've seen it. I've seen every single mistake you've ever made." "You ruined Darkheart, which caused him to ruin Venomshank and his son, and it eventually led to Illumina being ruined as well." -> They moved forward and stood in front of DSpawn, placing a hand on their chest. "And as for why I can't destroy the swords? Because then the balance would come undone. You see, if I were to destroy Darkheart's sword-" -> They so casually waved the deity of darkness's blade as if it wasn't anything special. "Then I would need to destroy Illumina's sword. And if I were to destroy Venomshank's sword, I would need to destroy Ghostwalker's sword." "Balance is key to keep a world of order and peace. And you... You've destroyed parts of those balance by feeling as tho you can use and abuse your abilities."

[creation-inpherno]

“There is no need for balance when there is order and control.”

He tightens its grip on its own arms. Getting impatient. It still does not seem to back down. It wants to just take the swords and go. It doesn’t want all this ‘dramatics’

[the-inphinity]

-> Something came out from the ground and rammed itself into DSpawn's stomach, knocking it down to the ground and holding it down. The Inphinity loomed over it, Darkheart's sword suddenly vanishing from their hand. "So.... If all of your children were to do disappear. All of their powers and duties erased from this world, then you wouldn't care that everything falls into chaos?" "You wouldn't care that order would be ruined? That you'd have NOTHING to control?" -> They lean down, a low chittering noise coming from... Somewhere. "You can't do their jobs, child. Your purpose is to be a parent, a guardian. That is all you're created to do. And you failed. Miserably." -> They lifted up their foot and pressed it hard into DSpawn's chest, the pressure was painfully crushing. "You failed to do the job you were created for to do. Because you were power hungry. Because you wanted control. You ruined the balance, causing mishap after mishap to happen. Do you not realize that? Your actions have dire consequences, child." "All of your children, mirrors of your failure. And you still continue to believe you aren't in the wrong? That's funny. I know how you acted when Darkheart lost that child of his. You didn't care, did you? And when Venomshank lost his own child, you also didn't care, did you?" "I wouldn't be shocked if you didn't care if you lost all of your own children. Because you don't love them. They're merely pawns to you."

[creation-inpherno]

The Spawn turned to goop, releasing itself out of the hold it was in. The hits did nothing. It couldn’t feel pain let along touch. It’s all it was was just goop and sludge.

“They know their roles”

[the-inphinity]

"And yet you failed to realize your own." -> They click their tongue and turned to face DSpawn, staring down at them. "But I believe I've had to deal with your face for long enough. Although I won't be giving you the sword unless you give me something first."

[creation-inpherno]

“That is?’

They knew they could give it. It didn’t really care at this point. It was at its breaking point. It wanted what belonged to it back.

[the-inphinity]

"I will give you back a sword of your choice for your son Illumina. Because time and time again you've failed to protect him from his siblings." "He shall be my child."

[creation-inpherno]

There was silence, but not for long. The deity stood up and crossed its arms.

“Done”

Seriously? No time to think? No remorse?

[the-inphinity]

"We see where your priorities lie..." -> The grand deity steps forward and leans down towards DSpawn. "Hold still, child. Not like you have a choice." -> Some sort of black vines broke out through the ground and shot up into DSpawn's body, forcing the deity of creation to keep its shape. No amount of goopiness could counter this unfortunately. Thick and gnarled vines. Oh god, it was gross feeling. -> Inphinity leaned down and grabbed the deity's face, bringing their own close as their veil floats up... -> Blank. A blank face lie behind that veil, odd thin lines stretched around the deity's face where the mouth would be. And a mouth there was! The grand deity's head split open at that seam, the top part hinging back further than it naturally should, black vines coming out from their throat and wrapping around DSpawn's head and piercing through its body. -> The vines were looking for something deep within the deity...

[creation-inpherno]

DSpawn struggled. Was it freaked out by it? No. Was it freaked out by how it was stuck? Yes. Definitely. The impaling caused a wave to fall through the SFOTH. All started feeling lightheaded. Dizzy and confused. Nothing filled the inside of DSpawn. Just goo and the galaxies the mixed within it….but it didn’t know what it was looking for if it was empty…

[the-inphinity]

-> Eventually the vines retracted and sunk back into the floor, releasing DSpawn as the vines coming from the grand deity's mouth pulled back, cradling a.... Small purple orb between them. -> The grand deity took the orb and held it between two of their massive fingers, their head closing back up and the veil draping back over their face. "Now then. You either take Darkheart's or Venomshank's. The other shall remain with me unless its owner comes back for it."

[creation-inpherno]

“What did you do to us…”

It was now dizzy, not used to whatever the other did to it. It felt weak…how….

[the-inphinity]

"You will be fine in a few moments, child. I simply kept you in place while I took what now belongs to me." -> They hold up the purple orb, humming softly. "Your child is now mine. You're lucky that's all I decided to do. I know he's weak, that his horn is breaking. Your goo will continue to keep it in place once you recover. His siblings are still his siblings." "Now. Take your pick of a sword and leave my domain. I hope to never see your face again." "And trust me.... If I DO have to see your face again. I'll go for the child I know you want to keep."

[creation-inpherno]

“Why not both? That’s what we came for. We came for both gears…we want what belongs to us.”

Well they are still here. Why? Stubbornness.

[the-inphinity]

"The deal was I take your son and you get ONE of the swords." "Unless you wish to leave this place empty-handed, then you pick one of the swords and the other stays with us. Choose wisely, child."