I never actually introduced myself on here, so I guess itās finally time I do so!!
Hey everyone, my name is Gaby, or Jukebox, or Nycto, whichever you prefer!! You might know me from TikTok or Instagram (nyct0ph0bia.cosplay), or from AO3 (nyct0ph0bia)! And you might also know me from my I Donāt Love You Seagull meme that I did back in university when it was 3AM and I had classes that morning.
Iām a cosplayer, artist, musician, fanfic writer, and full time cancer patient with Metastasic Colorectal Cancer due to my genetic condition (Familial Adenomateus Polyposis). Iām also an advocate for fellow cancer patients and survivors, and disabled people since Iām disabled myself!
I love art, music and craft (as mentioned above) and I make resin art and sew sometimes. I want to make ostomy covers at some point since I have an ostomy myself.
I have had this blog since my teenage years and now Iām turning 27 this March! Feel free to ask questions, Iāll be happy to answer them! And follow along as I start using this blog to document my medical journey and other things related to my favourite fandoms!
Hereās a few of my cosplays, some date from before I got diagnosed with cancer and some are from last year.
Characters in order:
Jyugo (Nanbaka)
Aventurine (Honkai: Star Rail)
Childe/Tartaglia (Genshin Impact)
Kaedehara Kazuha (Genshin Impact)
Kyouka Jirou (My Hero Academia) (photo by VelvetR3d on Instagram)
Gundham Tanaka (Danganronpa)
Ororon (Genshin Impact)









