Anxiety cafe

In all honesty I have no legit idea on what on earth I'm doing|. Filipina | 15 | bi | She/her pronouns! | N E R D S | 

[literallyglitchn]

Sorry

Heya yall! I think I should um...come clean with my inactivity Honestly I want to apologize about it. I started an Au and got some people interested and threw it all away because things got too overwhelming. Because I lost motivation and because I just- Don’t like what I create anymore. And for days I knew that this was selfish. I could have spoken about it and such but- I was afraid. I thought “Hey it was months. they’d probably hate you once you’ve come back” and “Just announcing that you lost motivation will upset people” and all these useless penniless thoughts. So I decided “hey maybe if I disappeared they’ll forget about me. And this will all be fixed” Though I kind of...miss inspiring people. It’s why I grew attached with my work and my stories- It makes people happy. Everyday I get an inbox saying that they were inspired to grow from seeing my artworks or I managed to make their day and well- I feel horrible for throwing that all away just because I was afraid.  I hopped off of the Sander Sides fandom to be forgotten but I just keep comin’ back. I truth is I want to continue the ghost Au and I want to continue posting here. And if that means coming clean then I am. So I am so sorry for being inactive for almost a whole year. or more- I don’t know if I can continue the Ghost Au, after all I started a comic along the way. I can juggle with the two but ya know- Mental health is always important. But I will continue drawing for you guys. DHWEDLj im sorry I am horrible with my words but uh- Im back?  For the Ghost AU thing I wouldn’t know what to do. I was planning on making a story, write it down and add pictures for it. And I was going to make the applicants write it out since im incapable of writing but- I don’t know maybe some of you lost interest? Again im sorry for dying on you all But I guess If you still are interested...you know maybe the Ghost Au will be on break. I still have come motivation in me so, why not start it when it feels right? God this is a messy post already if you have any questions just ask!

that will be all Goodbye not like- bye as in I’ll wh you get what I mean man have I been on discord for far too long

[erstwhilesky]

A little Logan warmup sketch. Playing around with some techniques and style stuff.

[literallyglitchn]

aaa this is gorgeous!!!

[literallyglitchn]

IM ALIVE

im sorry if i haven’t been on much! I wasn’t able to open Tumblr up for days! (and kind of forgotten about it to im sorry hksk-) But uum to catch you all up check my Instagram @I_am_glitchn and my recent stories to find updates about the ghost au.

also! regarding Remus. he is currently being disscussed about in my IG stories! so till then i will slowly update in Tumblr too!

i dont know if i will be able to answer all asks in the inbox so i will he airing “Ask the ghost sides” very soon so please look up for that.

again im sorry for having you wait a long time and have a nice day ^^

[literallyglitchn]

I'm gonna second that anon in a way! If you're drawing on your phone, what app do you use?

medibang!

[literallyglitchn]

What hardware do you use for drawing? A tablet? A laptop? What? love ur stuff btw

aa thank you! And at this moment I am using my phone though when I get to (which isn’t often despite owning one) I use my wacom on laptop

[literallyglitchn]

what's your favorite bnha/mha character?

Sero Hanta my sweet~

[literallyglitchn]

It would be cool if we could ask the sides (... ghosts... I dont know what to call them) questions, like if we could ask Deceit about what he thinks. Also, I love your art and you are so amazing so yeah!

oh thank you! And yes I will be planning an ask soon maybe around today! 

[literallyglitchn]

Logan looked... happy.

indeed :’)

[literallyglitchn]

Would you,,be interested,,in participating in a Deceit zine,,

ooh I definitely would 

[literallyglitchn]

do you,,like deceit

yes

[wolves-on-caffeine]

What if the sides’ height is based on how much they are listened to by the others and Thomas?

PATTON IS THE TALLEST

Roman

Virgil

Deceit

Logan is very very short.

@sidespromptblog

[sidespromptblog]

Oh gosh yes!!

Logan gained a few inches when he hit Roman in the eye with the paper ball, but he lost those inches almost as soon as the musical number started up. He lost even more during SvS, whole Deceit gained the inches that he lost.

Logan despises behng teases for being the shortest, because to him that means that the others are aware of how little Thomas cares and listens to him. And instead of helping him, they’d rather tease him about the fact that year by year, he’s lost the most height out of all of them.

Now he no longer takes their teasing about his height, instead sharply spitting out harsh facts just to get them to shut up.

He doesn’t hesitate anymore.

[era-eclipsed-deactivated2019072]

One day Logan gets super short, like, ridiculously short. The others legitimately do not see him unless he speaks up and during the video he had to grab a stepping stool, he was just really, really, short. What did the others do? They made fun of him. Virgil comparing him to a child, Roman…being Roman, Patton making a million puns, and… Thomas let them. You would think that this would give him some height do to the attention but no, he isn’t really being listened to…that is….until he snapped.

[sidespromptblog]

He tears them apart, he doesn’t need Deceit around to expose their deepest and most logical fears. He screams until his face is red, even though tears refuse to come to his eyes as he hatefully looks back at them all.

He rips the jacket from Patton’s shoulders, tearing its seams apart until there’s only little scraps of fabric left.

He tears the book that Roman made for him right in front of his eyes, and he looks heartless as he does.

He turns to Virgil…and says what the anxious side has always feared him saying.

He breaks them.

And he doesn’t regret a single thing.

[era-eclipsed-deactivated2019072]

Ok but like Deceit hears about it and is just like, ‘holy sh*t, Logan did that, our logical boi did that? Sister snapped, I mean, kinda saw it coming and not gonna lie they deserved but d*mn’. After this the others very much veiw him as a dark side, and Logan is adopted as one by the dark sides themselves. Despite still not being listened to by Thomas and therefore still being short, Logan felt taller than ever with the dark sides.

[literallyglitchn]

Holy Moly thank you for sharing

[literallyglitchn]

wait what's the sideblog?? Can you link it or put the username or something please?

https://tssidesghostau.tumblr.com/

here ya go! Check it out!

[tssidesghostau]

“It was all my fault..”

Just went through a Long art block but managed to finish these two! 

[literallyglitchn]

new post!! aand side blog!

[literallyglitchn]

hey random question but whats your time zone

I live in Hong Kong, which is GMT+8

[literallyglitchn]

Are there going to be any ships in your au?

no there isn’t. Everybody would be staying platonic. Though in occasions I would be drawing the ships in this au. Though it won’t effect or be relevant to the original plot.

[literallyglitchn]

For your ghost AU, what subject did Logan teach in school when he was still alive? btw I love your art ❤️

He probably taught the basics like Science and Math. (oh and tysm aa!!)

[literallyglitchn]

“My name is Tomoichi Sato. You milk bottles killed my father. Prepare to die” - Tom Sato

I'm in love with him-

sorry while I was having an art block I was playing Choices and well. I quickly fell in love with one dorky nerd so I got my ability to draw back!

also, this is an awesome game and if any of yall know this book then please let me marry you-