Kill Your Shame

Pretty much only TADC here || follows from @hook-of-hearts || on AO3 as A_Little_of_Everything || graphic design is not my passion at all, someone help me with this trainwreck

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jokers-star -> the-laughing-boy

Because I found the name and decided I liked it better for a tadc blog! My bad, likely won't happen again 😅

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Ragatha Friday today!! Only thoughts about Ragatha today!! 🎉🎉

While I'm at it, tagging the master of only thinking about Ragatha: @universeleads

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Does anyone wanna think about how cute and sweet Ragatha is. Does anyone want to think about how she gets punished for it and torn to pieces and ignored because of it.

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Do you think Ragatha knows what a burrito is yes or no [silly]

Yes but ☝️ she's white as fuck so she thinks burritos kind of suck because the ones she's had have been like. Barely seasoned ground beef in an uncooked tortilla and beans from a can and that's it. I think having a good burrito may have had a really good shot at fixing her. This is, of course, because everyone knows a good burrito can fix anyone of any ailment.

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ragatha favorite movie/tv show?

I love Ragatha canonically being a horror movie fan but unfortunately I've seen like zero movies so I couldn't tell you which horror movies she likes.... I think she would also be really into sitcoms that are now considered kind of cringe or cheesy, but still iconic (remember she's a millennial). So think Friends, the office, etc.

OKAY ACTUALLY on second thought I think her being a DIE HARD Supernatural fan would be really funny. I think it would be really funny if she was a Destiel fan, but she never told anyone because she thought she was going to hell for liking a (at the time) non canon gay ship. RIP Ragatha, she totally missed it becoming canon and him going to super hell in 2020 💔

(OK I actually just looked it up and Castiel wasn't introduced to the show until late 2008 so she couldn't have been into Destiel for long, if at all, but pleasepleaseplease can we pretend that the timeline is slightly different and Ragatha being a Destiel fan is plausible. As a favor to me)

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when Ragatha was a kid who did she hang out with. Siblings? Mother's friends' kids? Nobody?

I think she was an only child. I headcanon that her father was never a huge part of her life (left, died, messy divorce, never known, etc) and so she was alone with her mother for the majority of her life. She may have had some "approved" friendships encouraged by her mother (so yeah maybe her mom's friends kids) but I think she was never really close to them because anyone who was approved by her mother definitely wouldn't be someone Ragatha would personally get along with. So she probably spent a lot of time on her own, which is when she got really into taking care of the animals on her farm, especially her horses. They were really the only positive bond she had growing up

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Do you think Ragtha felt a level of sympathy towards Caine since they both wanted desperately to be liked? Do you think she would felt bad over it?

I think out of everyone, she understood Caine the most. She was always the gentlest about his adventures and the slowest to be angry at him. I think she does recognize that he was deeply lonely and wanted friends and to be liked, but I think she kept it a secret because if she told someone else, it would be too obvious she felt the same way....

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can she drive?

Hmmmm. I think she can technically drive and has her license and a car (it would be hard to be in real estate without some form of reliable transportation) but I think she HATES it. She hates traffic and freeways and I think she has a little bit of OCD going on so she's terrified of getting into an accident. She does drive when she has no choice, but shes scared the whole time and avoids it at all costs when she can and she 10000% prefers to have someone else drive or take public transportation.

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disabled ragatha thoughts related to her stitches ripping 🎤🎤

ON IT BOSS!!!!! I think she is very careful and is always worried about tearing her stitches. I think it's probably the most sensitive part of her, and it hurts really badly when she tears them. I think she has to stitch herself back up after even the mildest of damage (like bumping into a table or falling) and those stitches hurt for days. I like to think it's the human equivalent of joint instability & chronic pain! I think she may also have just constant phantom pains in her body because her body looks human enough, but her mind can't comprehend it's made of fabric and stuffing.

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Whats Ragatha’s relationship with gender

Probably a little bit strange. I think she's most comfortable presenting feminine and doesn't mind being a woman in theory, but I think she may struggle with a lot of internalized misogyny from pressure from her mom/upbringing (ie she feels she looks bad dressed more masc because it's not what she's "supposed" to look like, in the real world she did her hair and makeup everyday out of obligation, she shaved her body religiously, was very insecure about being perceived as not perfect and put together) so I think getting a little experimental with gender and unlearning patriarchal standards would really do her some good! However I doooo really really enjoy butch Ragatha.......

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Zooble smokes (marlboro reds). Gangle goes through cycles of starting and quitting fruit/sugary flavored vapes. Pomni likes a drunk cigarette and occasionally after stressful days but mostly left it behind after college (newports). Ragatha smokes when she's already feeling bad about herself and wants to feel worse (American spirits/parliaments). Jax says he smokes to sound cool but coughs so hard he throws up whenever he tries in front of others. Kinger hasn't had a cigarette in his life.

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kinger is locking in don’t worry about him

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Happy Ragatha Friday to all who celebrate!! 🎉🎉🎉

Tagging the #1 celebrator of Ragatha Friday: @universeleads

[jorongbak]

So if Caine and Kinger finally have a father-son relationship… does that mean Kinger calls him by his first name, all three middle names, and last name when he’s about to unleash the full force of his parental wrath

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aight bet, what dessert would ragatha order at a fancy restaurant (pomni is just to the left offscreen obviously)

She would be suchhhhh a fancy tiramisu girl but she's really particular about it. It has to be made in a specific way and she can tell exactly what ingredients they chose to use or not to use

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Ragatha not knowing gay marriage is legal.... Ragatha not knowing anything that happened after 2008..... And it strikes me that Ragatha would be interested in niche celebrities so how many times did someone have to really slowly and gently break the news that a certain event happened or a certain beloved celebrity died....

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Do you think Ragatha knows about the furry community? Do you think she'd enjoy it?

I think maybe she had a vaugeeee idea but didn't really understand pre circus, and then I think eventually like Gangle explained it to her more in depth and I think she would enjoy it quite a bit!

Ask Me Anything about Ragatha as if I'm the one who makes canon and I'll respond with my own canon