always an angel, never a god

willow/june/sasha/odile ★ 21 ★ whimsical lesbian ★ blorbo psychologist ★ girlboss

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Hi! Welcome to my blog!

★ Willow/June/Sasha, 21, she/he/they, lesbian, white (dutch/mexican)

★ fandom blog, mixed with a lottt of personal posts

★ main fandoms: amphibia, the amazing digital circus, in stars and time, occasionally the owl house

★ reformed problematic fandom goer (occasional relapses + they haven't managed to take away my addiction to fandom discourse)

★ alleged fanfic writer! Ao3 - springbreaksloose

★ not pro ship, not anti ship, but a secret third thing (do whatever you want forever, but the block button is a personal friend of mine if I'm not comfortable)

★ psych major working on my bachelor's degree. Not anti psych, not pro psych, but a secret third thing (psych critical)

★ schitzoaffective, sometimes I say strange things. Usually it's fine, often it's entertaining

★ OSDD/ptsd/auDHD. Sometimes I talk about those too

★ things happen to me an absurd amount. Expect lots of personal posts

★ I work retail so feel free to feel sorry for me. I post a lot about that too

★ professional hating lesbian. Professional boyfriend hater. I probably hate your boyfriend.

★ IM SUPER BUSY. Full time school + work + evil things happening to me means I'm terrible at responding to asks/DMs but I promise I'm never ignoring anyone. Feel free to send a follow up if I haven't responded!

★ no real DNI but if you wouldn't feel comfortable with me and my deal on your blog, I prob wouldnt want you interacting with me. I block freely.

★ tagging system ★

(note: other than triggers, I'm really inconsistent with my tagging system so these are all in an ideal world where I remember. Sometimes I don't)

Art I like -> #art reblog

Triggers -> #tw thing

(note: I trigger tag the main/common ones, but if you need something uncommon tagged to feel safe on my blog, send me a message or an ask and I'm happy to add to the list)

Mild nsfw stuff: #nsft + #suggestive

(I have a NSFW blog for more explicit stuff, DM for the @ if you're 18+)

Writing: #my writing

Situations that happen to me/longer reoccurring posts: #my situations

Work stuff -> #work

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Its been a long time since I posted about how Travis Kelce was so confident he was going to win the Superbowl that he only packed his sparkle party suit for walking out and doing interviews and then his team lost badly and he had to wear his sparkle party suit during his loser interviews. Anyway I randomly remembered it and I'm on the verge of tears from laughing about it.

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Does anyone want to ask me questions about Ragatha and my Ragatha theories......

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There's something about Pomni that really bugs me in the sense that there has to be something in her psyche/background that makes her the way she is in the show, but she was so underdeveloped and we know so little about her pre circus life that I'm not able to clock what it is specifically. I know there's something there or something that happened but I don't know exactly what it is.

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My theories:

- untreated anxiety disorder she isn't aware of

- autism she IS diagnosed with (idk just a feeling that if she's autistic she is diagnosed/knows about it) but is on the edge of burn out from high masking

- past relationships with shitty/emotionally abusive men that she didn't realize were shitty/emotionally abusive

- reactive and restrictive parents who were lax on rules but fueled her anxiety (potentially overprotective, or anxious adults who projected their anxiety onto their child(ren) without realizing it wasn't normal)

- some sort of non abuse related trauma like a natural disaster, major car accident, house fire, etc

- a single traumatic violent event in her late teens or during college that she left unaddressed and unprocessed

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There's something about Pomni that really bugs me in the sense that there has to be something in her psyche/background that makes her the way she is in the show, but she was so underdeveloped and we know so little about her pre circus life that I'm not able to clock what it is specifically. I know there's something there or something that happened but I don't know exactly what it is.

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Funnily enough, I'm also going to LA [to help my brother move into his dorm] so if you see a short little weirdo with a battlejacket that might be a mutual encounter

THATS CRAZY. If you see a mean lesbian in platform boots & a slutty Noah Kahan themed outfit that's me

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IT COULD MEAN NOTHING. I WANT NOTHING AND NO ONE

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RPF coworker was making weird faces at me behind my back to make me laugh when I turned around and I was like "lol what do you want girlfriend, or are you just trying to get my attention because I've been in the back all day" and she said "I'm always trying to get your attention :)" and there was that WEIRD beat in the conversation and that WEIRD tension in the air I've been feeling with her all day I can't identify. Which could mean nothing. It probably means nothing.

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I kinda went a little overboard on this one. It started as a fun sketch and then BOOM! whole comic in record time xD

Credit goes to the amazing @137syou (on X) where they turned Jax into a basketball player. ~so cool 😫💕

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Every time I go outside on my breaks I get harassed by a singular bee and I SWEAR it's the same one every time trying to drown itself in my red bull. I can't prove it but this specific bee has it out for me.

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NOAH KAHAN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

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I don't want to see a migraine doctor for my chronic migraines I've had since I was 11 because 1. I don't want to go on meds and 2. They're gonna say my Migraine Treatment routine of a red bull, cigarette, protein drink, kombucha, and a handful of ibuprofen isn't a valid treatment method and will try to stop my brilliance

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AUGH. MIGRAINE HIT WHILE AT WORK FOR NO REASON.

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Bonnie laying splayed over the floor because it's nice and cool down there.

Siffrin laying next to them because "oh yay floor time :)"

Mira also laying on the floor because her back just kinda hurts and sometimes laying on the floor kinda fixes it.

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I really really don't think Ragatha knows anything about queerness and is constantly fumbling. How many times have they had to pull her aside and be like "hey so you can't be saying that alleged straight baby" because she accidentally said a homophobic slur while trying to hype up Zooble or something

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Stupid sauce Ragatha was probably the most honest and chill we've ever seen her which makes me INSANE

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It's never too late. Ragatha circus didn't even try drugs, attempt to lez out on the clock, and fumble at that miserably until her 30s. There is always still time.