neurodisasterous

I'm Mech, 38 (any pronouns) AuDHD & CPTSD 🖤 Dark Romance 🖤 Co-CEO of LobaRev (see pin -🔞 themes) 🖤 the_mechanica on AO3

[the-mechanica]

Read First

Hello, I'm Mech (they/them) and the_mechanica on Ao3. I primarily write fanfic for Apex Legends.

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This is mostly a fandom blog dedicated to Loba Andrade’s perspective of her dynamic with Revenant, which I have shorthanded to ‘shipping’. Please note, I am a trauma survivor whose first boyfriend stalked them for several years. I am also a trained intimacy coordinator, feminist horror filmmaker, and former sex and kink educator, and former swer. Although I ship LobaLore, LobaCat, CatRev and Revhound, I also ship LobaRev/RevLoba for catharsis reasons. I beg you to leave me be about it.

All ships will be clearly tagged. Please make sure to check your filters in case you should like to avoid one. Please feel free to block me if that makes you more comfortable. Everyone on tumblr so far has been absolutely lovely, and I would love to make sure everyone can have that same experience. Thank you! I love you! DNI divider by @cafekitsune​

[the-mechanica]

it's too soon for context, sorry

[the-mechanica]

ok so fuck Respawn they just fired one of the last original Apex devs

[the-mechanica]

(not me, I have worked on the game about as much as any other folks in the fandom which is to say a little in passing)

[the-mechanica]

ok so fuck Respawn they just fired one of the last original Apex devs

[butch-witches-deactivated202412]

what doesnt kill you is still valuable data points for a graph im working on titled "how to kill you"

[rosie-dear-rosie]

[warmfigure]

i am massively overdue for a very very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy

[unlettered-heathen]

reblog to give prev a very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy

[the-mechanica]

they should make an eye makeup that doesn't need to be replaced every like 3 months being femme is a scam /hj

[dr-gaytorius]

The fact of the matter is that I do not want to do it

[dr-gaytorius]

"do what?" you might wonder. well. [gestures broadly]

[nadiasfanpage]

[the-mechanica]

am I the only one that thinks Arcana the visual novel was more influential than it was

[the-mechanica]

CW: former IPV/DV mention

There are days I really want to go 'do not fucking talk to me unless a man has actively tried to kill you and the cops never believed you' and sadly I know a few people I'd still be talking to after that

And ppl wonder why I think they are unintelligent when they make assumptions about me

[sals-sonic]

I love you ao3, I love you dead dove, I love you dark and fucked up ships, I love you weird and unusual kinks, I love you porn without plot, I love you unapologetic violent fiction, I love you horror, I love you splatterpunk, I love you unreliable narrators, I love you morally gray characters, I love you characters with no morals whatsoever, I love you authors that write whatever you want, I love you authors who don't stop others from writing whatever they want, I love you readers with critical thinking skills, I love you media literacy

[funstyle]

[recommending something i sincerely love] ok so the thing about it is it kinda sucks

[wolveswolves]

This wolf in British Columbia took a break from eating herring roe to investigate a half-submerged object: the photographer’s camera

Photograph by Ian McAllister

[simoneashley]

First look at The Batman Part 2 (2028)

[staticbluue]

“People should pass a test before being allowed to have kids.” “Isn’t it scary how white people have this inborn capacity for evil?” “I’ll never pass because males and females have different skull shapes.” “Autistic people have a stronger sense of justice than anyone else.” “I don’t want AMABs in my space because they’re dangerous.” “You shouldn’t have access to hormones if you dress like THAT.” “Anyone who does something that awful isn’t human.” “Some people really shouldn’t be allowed to vote.”

This is eugenics. This is phrenology. THIS IS NAZI SHIT, YOU ARE A LEFTIST BUYING INTO NAZI SHIT. YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO NAZI SHIT.

[edwarbteach]

is it a "dead fandom" or is your desire for engagement farming and numbers overgrown the simple joy of creating something? because sometimes fandom is you and three other lovely freaks in your mentions and that's okay