The North Star Constellation

Dolls and Stars

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The North Star ☆ 🎧

★ Our name is Polaris collectively, although the host is named Jax

★ we use We/Us and I/Me interchangeably, our pronouns collectively as of right now are They/Them

★ as far as I know we are collectively trans, but we still have female alters! Other things are still being worked out lol

★ headcount: Good question😅

★ I draw sometimes in an art style I created, it’s black with white or colored lineart but no shading or only glow added for affect. I made it as a low energy style based on plural comics

★ This is a vent blog at times, there will be mention of sui, sh, mental health. Don’t like? GO AWAY BITCH

★ I like TADC, Dr Stone, Rescue Bots and more! Send me art!

★ Please send me asks! I love anons, asks, comments. INTERACT

★ Dm me! I love DMs! (Absolutely NO FLIRTING)

★ I am Pro all systems, but right now I don’t care for system course so just no.

★ Jirai Blog! Block don’t report, used to be the Jax or Jirai now I’m the Star of Jirai if that isn’t taken :3

@uzmacchiato for the divider credit

[sounddesignerjeans-deactivated2]

girl I love your posts but you are literally my entire dashboard right now

[sounddesignerjeans-deactivated2]

I’m glad you all relate to this but the truth is that at 5:55 am this morning one of my mutuals reblogged a picture of a capybara over 40 times and I am going to hunt her for sport

[rawrdragonblah]

@beanthebenny you know what you did

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this but @th3deadmanwalking because my entire feed is your shit (whatever fandom your apart of) or TADC lol

[pmamtraveller]

Feelings about AI generated art by Veronika Kozlova

[tiredbtw]

*spends all of my time alone* perfect! but why am i crazy

[tankaramo]

me, making a phone call: god i hope they don’t answer

[the-north-star-constellation]

my turn (Lilith post)

I could have saved him

I could have protected him

I was shoved away

that man did this

I felt his control, I felt his hold

I felt disconnected

I felt ashamed

I don’t know how to explain it

but I regret not helping Jax

I couldn’t but I fucking REGRET IT

[the-north-star-constellation]

I love the idea of a relationship

but deep inside I’m afraid

I tried twice

four times

maybe more

I know me personally as an alter had two committed relationships with people who traumatized me (the others have had relationships too and don’t feel this way)

first was a situationship with a girl

then a relationship with a boy

I still feel his hands on me from the memories

I just want one but I feel a disconnect, a fear

I don’t know if I can ever love again

if I’ll ever forget his hands

(and I feel guilt for this too, dam you *redacted* I COULD HAVE PROTECTED HIM -Lilith)

[th3deadmanwalking]

What did Clara do? /genq

Mostly stalking and previous polyphobia and I believe anti endo(take this one with a grain of salt since my memoryisn'tthe best)

She basically stalked mossy to a point where it was borderline obsessive and creepy and didn't stop plus block evading.

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also manipulation

as someone with trauma of mind control and manipulation she used a lot of common tactics

she would often change her mind on stuff and made people feel guilty

one of her biggest things was saying she was gonna *abstract* when someone blocked her which caused a ton of fear

(she was also just an asshole -Lilith)

[th3deadmanwalking]

For anon asker ^

Thx chat

Ik muttz has all the screenshots, you can ask for em when they get back

[th3deadmanwalking]

What did Clara do? /genq

Mostly stalking and previous polyphobia and I believe anti endo(take this one with a grain of salt since my memoryisn'tthe best)

She basically stalked mossy to a point where it was borderline obsessive and creepy and didn't stop plus block evading.

[the-north-star-constellation]

also manipulation

as someone with trauma of mind control and manipulation she used a lot of common tactics

she would often change her mind on stuff and made people feel guilty

one of her biggest things was saying she was gonna *abstract* when someone blocked her which caused a ton of fear

(she was also just an asshole -Lilith)

[dakota-wuz-heer]

Seeing all these ideal systems knowing we’re the most mediocre system ever

[angel-of-d3npa]

i feel so much more comfortable around other mentally ill and neurodivergent people. i don't care that there's something wrong with us.

[the-north-star-constellation]

ok tagged the other post so here’s an update post:

I’m gonna be offline most of the day with my grandma

and then tomorrow I’ll be with my dad

so if you don’t hear from me

I’m ok

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eeekk I’m so nervous

I’m going out with my grandma today to pick up my baby and I’m nervous

[hismercytomyjustice]

[magickscrapbook]

some people say "it's alright, it doesn't make your whole personality" in response of their friend explaining (warning?) to them they have DID / OSDD / are plural. While I understand where they come from, they have to acknowledge that it does make your whole personality because your personality changes from alter to alter. They're talking to a different person that handles your body too, the same as you do!

ignoring instead of acknowledging & treating respectfully your plural friends is not good or cool. You're not helping your plural friends by ignoring them & how they work.

[the-north-star-constellation]

yall are gonna freak

I’m getting my hair cut tomorrow

(not dyed, yet, gotta wait until the eczema is gone)

[just-shower-thoughts]

Peppers are the spicy of the fire, mint is the spicy of the ice, carbonation is the spicy of the air, and vinegar is the spicy of the water.

[get-j1nxed]

[lachesismeg]

Ginger is the spicy of the earth.