Words for the Prying eye.

I'm the one you wouldn't think is so different. I smirk at things some would gasp at and I ponder at the things people gawk at. I used to fear death. Now I just welcome it.

[teathattast]

[vv-itchy]

[themooninthestars]

[remanence-of-love]

[the-one-and-only-fire]

Hello everyone!! I’m trying so hard to give it my best shot in the inked cover girl competition! There is two days left before this rounds Final Cut and you can vote for free once every 24 hours! PLEASE consider giving me your vote! ❤️

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[the-one-and-only-fire]

Hello everyone!! I’m trying so hard to give it my best shot in the inked cover girl competition! There is two days left before this rounds Final Cut and you can vote for free once every 24 hours! PLEASE consider giving me your vote! ❤️

Vote for Fire Martin to be Inked Magazine's Cover Girl

One tattooed model will be featured on the cover of Inked, win $25,000, and receive a tattoo session with Ryan Ashley.

[ranciavida-blog]

[daddyfuckedme]

[gifmovie]

[spewd]

[perfectfeelings]

“You don’t know her until you talk to her at 3am and listen as she pours all her troubles out to you.”

— Unknown

[feministism]

[heavyrain-dc]

“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”

— Unknown

[hatin]

Breaking Bad

[perrfectly]

[the-one-and-only-fire]

Just okay..

I never thought I could feel so alone.

Especially carrying a child.

I have people saying they are there for me,

But that doesn’t seem to be.

I shed tears for everything.

The things I’ve lost.

The things I love.

And the things to come.

I just want to feel okay.

We were so happy for this.

Now it just feels like it’s tearing us apart.

The pleasant thoughts of what’s going to be,

Now changing into a fever dream.

I’m drowning in these what ifs.

Of all the negative possibilities.

It’s overwhelming my dreams.

Snuffing out my functionality.

I feel like a shell of myself.

My safe person now just hides behind his screen.

Shutting me out and ignoring my emotions.

I just want this to be okay.

To know this suffering won’t be in vain.

The closeness we once had is fading.

Diminishing into cold words and long nights.

I lay alone until he creeps in bed.. always late.

I worry his time is being occupied by another..

My body has been through such hell..

Just to be able to carry this life..

It almost feels like it’s not worth this hurt..

Despite the love I hold in my heart.

I just want this to be okay…

-FM

[thoughtkick]

“It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”

— Rose Kennedy