I’m trapped. Once I was so young I didn’t understand it, when I grew up I ran from it and threw myself into everything to grow and leave it behind. I walked right back in. Into the devils mouth.. between abuse.. and the one person I confide it. That I trust. That I love, hating me because I don’t give them their needs.. when I’m at my most dire. They abandon me.
What am I left but a lone wanderer.. hoping for a way out again... feeling as hopeless as I do at 23 as I did at 7.
Get me out. I need to run and start a new life again.. I tried once and again but I need to escape this place.
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