The Rot Within

He / It / Rot / Blood / Guts Radqueer

[the-rot-within]

Hi there ~

This blog belongs to me !!! Aka Hayden / Rot . I use He/it/rot/blood/guts pronouns , do not use they/them on me . This blog is to document stuff about my transition , my experiences , to interact w others who have similar experiences , etc . I've been stalking this community for a while now and finally decided to say hi .

I'm radqueer , therian , and part of a system . I am usually the one to post , however you will know if I am not the one posting . Physically and mentally disabled ! Chrono adult , I prefer not to interact with those chrono / trans minors .

We have a partner , do NOT flirt with us .

I do not have a DNI however I block freely and I will not give you a reason if I do not want to . If I see you talking about my triggers I may block you !!!

ID COLLECTION

CisIDs | CisGeneralAnxietyDisorder, CisSocialAnxiety, CisSeperationAnxiety, CisKyphoscoliosis, CisParasocial, CisQueer, CisWitch, CisShy, CisPushover, CisESSAHandler, CisAustralian, CisTermCollector, CisAlexithymia, CisSweetTooth TrisIDs | TrisTics, TrisMobilityAids, TrisCane, TrisAutism, TrisOCD, TrisEDS, TrisFurry, TrisTherian, TrisFictionkin, TrisPiercings, TrisSHScars, TrisObsessed, TrisArtist, TrisMaladaptiveDaydreaming TransIDs | TransForearmCrutches, TransSelectiveMutism, TransSemiVerbal, TransSignLanguage, TransScreenReader, TransAAC, TransCommunicationCards, TransTourettes, TransSeizures, TransDelusional, TransOSDD-1B, TransCPTSD, TransSchizoaffective, TransChronicFatigue, TransIVPort, TransFainting, TransMedicated, TransFrequentlyHospitalised, TransCaredFor, TransPsychosis, TransAIPsychosis, TransCollapsedLung, TransChronicPain, TransBrainDamaged, TransChronicPain, TransGunShotWound, TransKnifeWound, TransDelusional TransIndoctrinated, TransRAMCOA, TransCSA, TransAbused, TransHarmed, TransNeglected, TransCisMale, TransSpecies, TransDeer, TransAgeless, TransVampire, TransAngel, TransSpecies, TransHeight (Tall), TransBlueGreenHeterochromia, TransTheatreKid, TransCowboy, TransProxy, TransDrummer, TransMusician, TransStalker, TransTypingQuirk, TransRunaway, TransDead, TransVitiligo, TransScars, TransBlueBlood, TransGoldBlood, TransAnisocoria, TransHorns, TransSplitTongue, TransFangs, TransGhoul, TransDemon, TransBlackGradientHands, TransGoth, TransPunk, TransScene, TransEmo, TransAbidextrous, TransTattoos, TransExtrovert, TransCosplayer, TransRealityShifter, TransMasterShifter, TransAdored, TransAboriginalAustralian, TransRomani, TransAmerican, TransVaper, TransMonsterEnergyAddict, TransTeenager, TransMySpaceUser, TransRoadkill, TransOwned, TransWings, TransDemonHunter, TransGhostface, TransDragonRider, TransARGCreator, TransBirthday, TransPolyamorous, TransLiminalSpace, TransRadioactive, TransRAWR, TransSweetheart, TransRobloxNoob, TransBootCamp, TransWorshipped, TransSkullCollector, TransDatingHeadmates, TransSolarEclipse, TransLunarEclipse, TransManipulator, TransSuperiorityComplex ShrodingersIDs | ShrodingersADHD, ShrodingersMDD PermaIDs | PermaMuzzled, PermaAutumn, PermaChildish, PermaCollared, PermaHospitalised, PermaClumsy, Perma14, PermaCringe, PermaBurntOut, PermaStimming, PermaPaci, Perma2000'sInternet, PermaBloody, PermaOnline NullID's | NullTriggers, NullAfraid, NullDoubles MUDs | Fictional Reliance Disorder, Fawn Perspective Disorder, Vampire Mindset Personality Disorder, Incapable Creativity Disorder, Character Affinity Identity Disorder , Hateful Euphoria Disorder , Internet Addiction Disorder , Flash Memory Stress Disorder , Overcaring Personality Disorder , Post Avatar Depression Syndrome

Paras | Reverse zoophile, TransZoo4Zoo

( ik my para section is small guys , sorry to disappoint < / 3 )

And probably more to come ~

Send me asks if you want to know more about me , little maggots <3

[the-rot-within]

Hi guys . Looks around . Is I-reblog-rslur still around ? I can ' t find any recent stuff on them .

[highwaycal]

[ TRANS — HETEROCHROMIA ]

THOSE WHO IDENTIFY AS OR WOULD LIKE TO TRANSITION INTO HAVING HETEROCHROMIA. WHATEVER THIS MEANS IS UP TO THE USER.

[radqueer-hell-confessions]

as a MAP (and I say this lovingly and sympathetically); we want chronoages displayed because it is very, very hard to know if speaking with you will come back to haunt us.

this is separate from contact stances. the public won’t know the difference, nor do they care about it. to them, every one of us is a predator and should be shot in the street. but for those who are pro-contact? with how the Internet is today, nothing is gone forever. I grew up in a world where those chat conversations and text messages (and images, though not quite as thoroughly) would disappear once the server went down. they didn’t hold logs. yes, it meant years of conversation could be erased in an instant… but it also meant less of a looming threat of being charged with soliciting a minor for exchanging suggestive texts ten years down the line, all because discord held onto your records. or because said minor’s parents saw your text exchange and reported them to the police

is that all rather unfortunate and unfair for those who are chronominors but don’t want to engage in the nsfw side of the para community? absolutely. is it equally as unfortunate for those who don’t wish to be seen as anything other than their transage? yes. but it’s a protection measure for both sides, even if nothing salacious happens. call me paranoid if you want, but we’re the boogeyman to the general public. self-preservation does make people make unfair choices.

for what it’s worth, we wished we lived in a world where that wasn’t the case. but we aren’t there yet

[radqueer-hell-confessions]

my hot take is that chronominors not informing chronoadults of their age when interacting sexually with them is a form of noncon harm

considering the fact that c.adults can be prosecuted and jailed for interacting sexually with c.minors, a c.minor withholding their c.age from a c.adult does NOT allow the c.adult to give informed consent because they’d be consenting under the assumption that whoever they’re talking to is a c.adult also and that interacting with them has no legal repercussions.

if you enter into an interaction with someone without knowing it could get you jailed, THAT IS NOT INFORMED CONSENT. it’s not about ageism or not seeing people as their transids, it’s about giving c.adults agency in their decisions and the freedom not to be labeled as a sex offender

[the-rot-within]

Agreed . I think the system is ageist and that people shouldn ' t be forced to give up their chrono age , but I think a lot of individuals attach ageism to the individual instead of the system they ' re forced to abide by .

[the-rot-within]

its crazy how you can say transargcreator instead of just getting off your ass and making an arg lol

Yeah it ' s because I don ' t have the means to create one right now , hence the trans prefix . Crazy that you chose that to comment about instead of any of the newer stuff on my feed .

[liliumcruentus]

YOUR REQUESTS ARE OPEN JOYOUS DAYS ! ! ! ! !

Anyway , may I request a tier 3 pack for Pyro from Team Fortress 2 , with trans / cis ID and typing quirk add - ons pretty please ? Thank you very much , monarch < 3

❝ ⋅ Nuclear Weapons. . . ⋅❞

✧ Hi oomfie!!! You absolutely may and I'm elated to hear from you again! I just wanna thank you for being such an awesome mutual and a great person. ⋅ Everytime I see you on my feed you're spreading positivity and ur generally super kind and its just really nice to see 🥺 Happy to know you !

𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ✧ ⥽ Names ⥼ Renegade, Kenneth, Ignius, Vulcan, Phobos, Abbadon, Erebos, Cain, Callahan, Benedict, Orpheus, Orian, Fenik, Molotov, Pheonix, Raziel, Trigon, Tybalt, Crimson Age ⋅ 30-40 ⥽ Gender/Sexuality ⥼ Joygrenades, rainbowsambush, charredmagic, rainbowmania, atomicwhimsy, charredcandy, unlabelled vincian masc-leaning nonbinary. Pronouns ⋅ He, It, Pyrotechnic, Pyro, Arson, Flame, Fire, Gas, Atomic, Range, Offense, Flamethrower, Burn, Melt, Char, Roast, Toast, Thermal, Asbestos, Grenade, Ambush, Nozzle, Backburn, Axe, Pyromania, Afterburn, Scorch, Ignition, Kaboom, Boom, Firebug, Enthusiast, Candy, Toy, Whimsy, Delusion, Rainbow, Sunlight, Joy, Deranged, Bubbles, Wand, Magic, Criminal ⥽ Appearance ⥼

𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ✧ ⥽ Source ⥼ Team Fortress II Roles ⋅ Berserker, Aegir, Advocate, Adopter, Battery, Caretaker, Caregater, Charm Bracelet, Compassion Sponge, Delusion Holder ⥽ Personality ⥼ While pyro isn't particularly talkative, flame emits a serene sense of joy and warmth; despite grenades intimidating demeanor. Though, most are quick to flee from pyromania from a mere glance... Towering over most, bubbles finds its very difficult to interact with others; letalone befriend them. Especially given the fact that delusion is partially (or completely) mute. But to those who decide to grant axe their companionship, scorch is incredibly sweet.. Very much the 'gentle giant' type of person. Whimsy often desires to share different aspects of booms life with melts companions, opting to share drawings, flowers or stuffed animals with wands beloveds. Despite being fairly childish or appearing so grenadeself, nozzle makes for a very good caretaker.. Get alongs rather well with littles, likely due to rainbows fixation with all that is bright and sunny. Very passive and pacifistic, despite chars obsession with flames; arson has no true desire to harm others.

𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐜 ✧ ⥽ Likes ⥼ Stuffed animals, cupcakes, cookies, fire, metal, rusted objects, coins, bottle caps, scrap metal/scrapyards, general junk, cats, seals, shiba inus, firefighters, neon colors, LED lights, disco, dance/electronic music, hyperpop, sunshine/sunlight, the summer, hot sunny days in general, spring, blooming flowers, flower fields, butterflies, bumblebees, poptarts, bunnies, unicorns and ponies, My Little Pony Dislikes ⋅ ⥽ Hobbies ⥼ Watching cartoons, doodling/scribbling, going outside... Picking flowers, visiting animal shelters or looking for nearby strays, playing games- would probably prefer console games above mobile/pc, would probably enjoy decorating the Christmas Tree, making drawings for the fridge, putting together puzzles, collecting candy wrappers and scrapbooking Aesthetics ⋅

𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫 ✧ Front Triggers ⋅ The smell of anything burnt.. Food counts, even, seeing burnt or abandoned buildings, rainbows, general joy/whimsy, clear or partially cloudy skies.. Basking in the sunlight, large, empty fields or flowers, dandelions/wishflowers ⥽ Emoji & Signature ⥼ 💥🔥🧨🍭🍬🍫🧸❤️🍎🌸🌼🌻🌷

𝐀𝐝𝐝-𝐎𝐧𝐬 IDS ⋅ cisarson, transoffense, transunicorn, ciswarm, cisflamethrower, transambush, transscorch, transsizzle, cisdelusion, transcaretaker, cisrainbow, cisfun, cisderanged, transcriminal, transadopter, ciscandy, cisyouthful, cispyrotechnic, cisboom, cisflames ⥽ Typing Quirk ⥼ typ1ngg s0mthing l1k3 th1s ,,, ?? g3n3rrrally v3ry d1s0rg4nnn1z3d, n 1ncc0ns1stent typing something like this?? generally very disorganized and inconsistent, frantic/imitating shaking, misspelling words, etc.

[the-rot-within]

I ' M REALLY GLAD YOU ENJOY SEEING MY ON YOUR FEED FLOPS AROUND ON THE FLOOR / VVVPOS

Thank you for the pack bestie slobbering all over it < 3

[radqueersaint-deactivated202604]

kill yourself

what

[the-rot-within]

We have lost the plot oh my goddddd ( aimed at dandy ) . My condolences twin .

[the-rot-within]

Just blocked the anti blog ( we all know the one ) . Let me know if they do anything funny or stupid or crazier than usual , or if they made a new account < 3

[the-rot-within]

I ' m crying what the actual hell is wrong with them LMAO . What a fucking donkey imagine your on community telling you you ' re doing too much and not even caring .

" I don ' t use reddit " and ? The people who you are associating with by posting are telling you to stop because you ' re doing too much lolll

What is even the pointtt

[the-rot-within]

THEIR BLOG IS GONE I-REBLOG-RETARDS IS GONE WAR IS OVER < 3 3 3 3 3

[acpt-babydoll]

ABLEIST DOWN!!!

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Unfortunitly they back under a new user :[

[the-rot-within]

Yeah : (

Lmk if I ' m wrong but they are worse this time too considering they ' re posting gore and severe sh under our tags .

Look it might have been fun but I really think it ' s time everyone starts blocking and reporting , being a bully is one thing but posting gore and sh is another .

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Yea you're rite, they posting animal gore, uncensored sh and more under our tags now :{ hopefully they get termed again soon!!

[the-rot-within]

Me too . Apparently a main blog can be banned if their side blog continually gets deleted / banned so I ' m hoping they ' ll lose their whole account in like a week lol .

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Yeah hopefuly!! Unfortunitly if they determind enouf then i could see em making a whole new blog, but hopefully they quit at some point

[the-rot-within]

Look there ' s only so many accounts they can make doing the same behaviour before they ' ll get ip banned lol , so unless they ' re gonna buy a whole new device just to spam a community with gore , they ' ll be gone one way or another .

[magic222puppie]

genuinely antis are so disturbing. what do you mean you dont like a kids opinions so you sen them gore. you dox them. you tell them to die. you genuinely think thats the way to treat a child ? any child ? like i know that adults are in our community but the majority is seemingly minors. genuinely i hope whatever you wish on radqueers and radqueer children happen to you

[cisadored-deactivated20260425]

warning!! user @ i-reblog-*rslur* just posted uncensored and heavy gore in the radqueer tags. please be careful if you're going to scroll in the radqueer tag as of rn!

[the-rot-within]

THEIR BLOG IS GONE I-REBLOG-RETARDS IS GONE WAR IS OVER < 3 3 3 3 3

[acpt-babydoll]

ABLEIST DOWN!!!

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Unfortunitly they back under a new user :[

[the-rot-within]

Yeah : (

Lmk if I ' m wrong but they are worse this time too considering they ' re posting gore and severe sh under our tags .

Look it might have been fun but I really think it ' s time everyone starts blocking and reporting , being a bully is one thing but posting gore and sh is another .

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Yea you're rite, they posting animal gore, uncensored sh and more under our tags now :{ hopefully they get termed again soon!!

[the-rot-within]

Me too . Apparently a main blog can be banned if their side blog continually gets deleted / banned so I ' m hoping they ' ll lose their whole account in like a week lol .

[the-rot-within]

THEIR BLOG IS GONE I-REBLOG-RETARDS IS GONE WAR IS OVER < 3 3 3 3 3

[acpt-babydoll]

ABLEIST DOWN!!!

[sillyrabbittrixareforkidz]

Unfortunitly they back under a new user :[

[the-rot-within]

Yeah : (

Lmk if I ' m wrong but they are worse this time too considering they ' re posting gore and severe sh under our tags .

Look it might have been fun but I really think it ' s time everyone starts blocking and reporting , being a bully is one thing but posting gore and sh is another .

[the-rot-within]

At least they ' re giving me content sighs < / 3

[the-rot-within]

THEIR BLOG IS GONE I-REBLOG-RETARDS IS GONE WAR IS OVER < 3 3 3 3 3