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“There’s no such thing as life, it’s just catastrophe.” -Euripides 19 they/them cw: 132

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Relapsing so hard rn

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You read fairy smut while I read Shakespeare. We are not the same

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Haul today fkn rocked

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Haul :)

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My little sister cleaned out her closet and I get to keep all the clothes that are too small on her bc she’s bigger than me now🤭

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Raise your hand if your terrified of Fourth of July plans tomorrow

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I’m tired of fighting j to make no progress

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Wearing clothes from when I was 14>>>

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L o v e hiding the bathroom at school bc I feel like I’m gonna throw up even though there’s nothing in my system

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I haven’t eaten since Sunday night 🤭

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I swear I always come up with the best fits when I’m fasting

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Starting a liquid diet tmr bc I think chewing triggers me into a binge

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I’ve unintentionally made this rule for myself that days are only good if my watch says I’ve burned more than 2400 cals

I didn’t even realize this until recently

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YALL YALL YALL This is only gonna get easier.

I’m gonna be running more.

Also my mom said she likes that I’m eating “loaded oatmeal” wich literally is literally oatmeal, protein powder and half a banana.

She also told me to start eating more salads and stuff, like I could totally use eating a salad as an excuse to skip out on cal dense foods

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Istg everyone around me is so triggering. My moms sick so she barely eats, by brother barely eats bc ‘he doesn’t enjoy food’ my friend constantly says she’s lightheaded and forgets to eat and people from work brag about not eating all day. I wish my life wasn’t to accustomed to eating

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Literally in awe I was able to stay under my cal limit the past two days with everything going on. Terrified for tomorrow bc I will have to eat 3 full meals

Yesterdays limit: 950

Actual: 948

Todays limit: 900

Actual: 892

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Purple skinny diet day 2

Limit: 900

Actual 872

I literally went for a run in the rain with one AirPod it was so bad

Also nervous for the next couple days bc I’m going out to eat, then I have to run 10 miles the next day and my runs have been pretty bad recently