Adulthood
wow, I feel kind of stupid and funny posting anything here but hey, here we are. I started posting here in June of 2013 when I turned 17. Now Im 28, in June I will be 29. It's interesting to see a few things. First and foremost, I love myself and I would give my teenage self the biggest hug she ever had. The hug she absolutely deserved. I would tell her that her emotions are valid and that she's not complaining and that she is soooo cool. I get to express myself now, I have dreadlocks and tattoos, hey, I have a totoro tattoo which I found out about thanks to tumblr. The emotional core of me and my core interests have not changed. And guess what, I still feel so lost and like I don't know who I exactly am or who I should be or what i want. I still have the sadness and darkness inside me, that doesn't go away, but you learn how to live with the darkness, and despite having it, you also discover the light and glimmers of this world. You got to experience so many wonderful moments, hippie movie like moments you have dreamed of. To be honest, Im not feeling my best today, but damn, have I grown. I actually love myself.
