Today I just went back to normal eating, and I spent my day has though I did not go through a binge yesterday. It was very hard because it was very tempting to either go all out and binge more, or to Make my day miserable, feel guilty, And go on some crazy fast, or restrict to barely anything. No I didn’t do either of those I just went back to the way I was even before, yes maybe I wasn’t eating ideally or enough, which is what caused me to binge in the first place, but I did not try to erase those calories through anything crazy like tons of exercise, fasting, purging, laxatives, restricting, and any other way to get rid of calories or food, yesterday was yesterday, I enjoyed the food I had yesterday so why should I feel guilty, I was hungry and I eat a lot of food, I should not try to get rid of that, I made memories because I was able to enjoy it, I watched a movie with my mom while having my cheat food/binge. Yes it was a slip up, yes there are things I could’ve done better, maybe even eat something healthier instead, but what is done is done and it is in the past not something I should think about now I should only go ahead and think about the future. I had this amazing watermelon you made me feel light and fresh and healthy. I enjoyed it and I already forgot about my binge I had yesterday. I look exactly the same as I did before my binge, maybe a tiny bit swollen/bloated From the high sodium food. I might feel like I gained 10 pounds, but in reality I probably didn’t even gain one. I just need to keep going and keep everything positive, even the binge. It is hard but I did it and I believe you can too. 😊😊😊