I am not perfect. I do not have all the answers, nor do I ever expect to. I simply wish to do what I can. I want to listen, and seek, and hear... and although I am just a person, I am a person with an idea, one of many. Talk to me, so that I may learn your idea, find your center, and so that you may see mine: The Archangel. "What are angels but arrogant? My brothers hold themselves to such high pedestals, looking down upon humanity. They do not even see their own corruption, or the true beauty of humans. As long as I have been in existence, I have cared, oftentimes too much for my own good. In my life, I have battled through the rough and stormy seas for those who need it. I am a defender, a guardian, an Archangel. Or I was. I am no longer welcome in my old home, my brothers fear me and my ideas of change. Luckily , it is not up to them to decide who is an Archangel and who is not. I fight for those whom so many look down upon. Here, perhaps only in words I may do that, but words can hold power when the idea they contain is potent enough. I do not know everything, but what I do know is that sometimes, a single smile can change the course of someones day. If you need me, I am here. I am not looking for something, I will never ask for any sort of a reward, your happiness, whoever you are, is enough. I am a voice, a helpful hand to hold a torch high in the darkness, I am The spirit of hope, of vengeance, of justice and guardianship..." - J.W.M I am your Archangel. And my name is John :)
Lets have a little conversation about death, shall we?
You see, Death is often seen as an evil, lingering figure of violence and hate. The world portrays him as twisted, conniving, and as clever as the Devil... when really, he is quite different.
If there is one thing you need to remember about death, its that hes old. VERY old. As old as life, as old as God, maybe older. He is a constant, and he has watched life grow from its infancy to its doom a million times. He does not devour life, nor feed from it, he exists because life does, because he MUST.
He is not a doom bringer, he is a guardian. From the old vessels he claims the souls, returning each one to himself and the world, and ensuring that their power is respected. Respect is a very important thing to Death; he will always thank you for anything you have done for him, he is proper, enjoys the little things, and will never cross you before your time unless you cross him. A Reaper once told me, upon the sudden death of one of my more arrogant brothers, "It takes a great many atrocities to evoke the attention of my father [Death], and while I marvel at him completing such a task, now he pays for it".
Do not fear Death, nor hate him, he exists to due his job and has a sort of... endearment with life. He is proper, and sometimes brittle, but i think that he is not incapable of love, after all; who could guard something like life for as long as he has if did not love it?
I’m 100% serious when I say that I will do anything to help anyone who needs help. My ask/message box is always open to whoever needs it. PLEASE don’t be afraid to talk to me.
I have recently been irked but the amount of people who post a specific reason not to self harm. That reason being: “what will your husband/wife/kids think of your scars in the future?”
I am going to sound like a massive jerk, but who the fuck cares?
Hey, sorry if my response seemed weird, I don't normally tell people about my issues, I've just been having rough time lately. I really did appreciate your message, though, it felt good that there was someone out there (even if it's just a stranger) that cared. So, thank you for that. :)
Your answer wasnt weird, your ok hun :) i may be a stranger but... i care :) oftentimes too much... and i just happen to really like talking to people :)Im sorry :/ life sometimes has a way of feeling unfair and.. well it isnt easy. But hey,im here to listen :) thank you for talking to me as much as youhave :) and dont worry, ok? You arent and wont be bothering me :)
I went to the beach the other day, for the first time since I was a child, I didnt wear shorts or anything to cover up, this is a massive deal for me, I hate my body even without the scars, I believe I am fat and disgusting but, I pushed through the major anxiety, shaking and almost crying and made it to the water. Its a big deal, I did it.
This took a whole fucking lot of courage to post..
If you have anything you need to say, or if you need help or even just want to talk, send me a message :) ask me anything, i promise ill answer, anon or not :)
I say the things i say because if anyone dissapeared, i would care. I ask the things i ask because im worried about you... all of you. I talk the way i talk because i am a corny romantic bastard ;) and finally, i love the way i love because i can. Because you deserve it :) because i love to see you smile :)
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