I am humanity. HE CRAWLED. I am humanity. HE FELL. I am humanity. HE GOT UP.

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@thearchivst
I am humanity. HE CRAWLED. I am humanity. HE FELL. I am humanity. HE GOT UP.
ooc. hey guys ! sorry for my absence ! had a family thing going on, and work has been absolutely killer. however, i will be back working on responses / asks / and general jon shenanigans later on today after work !
ooc. another ask box call! I'll get to replies after work, but sadly trapped for another 5 hours 😔
ooc. discord drop -- mutuals only ! im me / like this post for the code, and we can talk ooc, plot, or just be chaotic.
time travel aus live in my head rent free
edit cuz i forgot to clarify: this is season 5 jon and martin going back to season 1
the statement seems to come out of nowhere. jon gently glancing upward and confusion sparkling there for a second. tenseness sparks across his features and eyes flicker away.
a new scar had been added to his ever growing form, though it had ... quickly recovered. he wasn’t sure why loki was making such a big deal out of it.
“ ... honestly, i’m ok ... melanie is going through ... something. “ he covers his face, taking a deep breath. honestly, he thought that waking from a coma would have been tough, sure, but when everyone seems to hate you for even making it out of it -- it doesn’t make the survivor’s guilt any easier to deal with. / @hraunwyf
equal parts scared and thrilled to get into the next act
“ you know, the six month coma was probably the best sleep i have ever, and will ever have. ”
that wasn’t as comforting as elias seemed to think it was. jon gently grits his teeth, twists his hands together in anxious energy. eyes flickering toward the other with only a moment of hesitation.
he presses his hands against his eyes, willing for the energy to course through them. to allow some semblance of s a n i t y.
jon drops his hands, allowing eyes to match the others, gentle light sliding across the edge of his iris --- unknown to jon, of course.
“ why are you doing this, then ? “ / @healieas
eyes flicker toward the other, gently setting the pages down. he ignores the statement for a moment to watch loki for a second. he pushes his glasses up, a deep breath as he searches for the way to control his tone as not to reveal his stress.
hand, wrapped and recovering from the burn of jude perry, would be setting in his lap, under the table in an attempt to hide and avoid pity.
“ while appreciated, miss loki … i must ask why you are bringing this up now ? “ / @hraunwyf
𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
change any gendered language to your needs. ♡
“ you don’t have to hide your tears from me . ” “ you’re doing great , okay ?? i mean it . ” “ you are so strong . ” “ please don’t ever give up . ” “ i will always believe in you . ” “ why do you always think you have to do everything on your own ?? ” “ it’s okay , i’m here . i’ll always be here . ” “ you’ve always been strong for me . let me return the favor . ” “ just listen to my heartbeat , okay ?? ” “ come on , take a deep breath . it’s gonna be alright . ” “ please , just hold me . ” “ you always meant the world to me . i’m sorry i let you forget that . ” “ i never stopped loving you . ” “ you’ll feel better if you talk about it . i’m here to listen . ” “ you’re so much more than the mistakes you’ve made . ” “ i forgive you . ” “ you are so fucking powerful . ” “ i’m not leaving you here . ” “ i trust you more than anyone else in this universe . ” “ it’s okay to be confused . nobody has all the answers . ” “ i’m so , so sorry . you didn’t deserve that . ” “ healing is not linear , but it’s always moving forward . ” “ you can admit that you’re hurting . it’s okay to not be okay . ” “ hold my hand ?? ” “ you are my home . ” “ no matter what anyone else says , you are so important to me . ” “ don’t worry . i’ll protect you . ” “ shh , it was just a nightmare . you’re safe . ” “ don’t talk about yourself like that . ” “ just say the word . you know i’d do anything for you . ” “ you are loved . ” “ i just need a hug . ” “ i’ll destroy anything that so much as thinks of harming you . ” “ don’t ever let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are . ” “ you’re not alone . you’re stuck with me forever . sorry . ” “ well , hello sleeping beauty . you fell asleep on me . ” “ if you don’t take your butt back to bed , i will carry you there myself . ” “ i’m sorry to wake you up , but i really need someone to talk to . ” “ i hate seeing you like this … please , let me help . ” “ you are & always will be precious to me . ” “ i can’t believe that asshole said that to you . it’s not true , you know . ” “ you want me to punch him in the face ?? ” “ you deserve every good thing in the world . ” “ you know i always have your back . ” “ you don’t have to worry about anything , as long as i’m around . ” “ stop apologizing , okay ?? i’ve already told you i’ve forgiven you a hundred times now . ” “ don’t beat yourself up over this . be kind to yourself , it’s not your fault . ”
gosutm:
moving among the crowd sometimes proved to be difficult especially if all the eyes were glued on you. of course, seeing this was an occupation she chose, sayu always greeted anyone who’d recognize her with a false kind smile and occasional photo, autograph and small talk. this is something she chose and cannot back down on, even if she wanted to.
as she sat by herself, carefully endorsing the food ordered not too long ago, amethyst hues peered up upon hearing a thick accent rushing an inquiry. a man, clearly a foreigner, stood patiently for sayu’s answer. she’s stunned for a second, unused to not being asked for a picture, before snapping out of her thoughts and nodded.
❛ um, you can speak english. ❜ says the idol with a soft smile before nudging the chair as if to give some space to the man. ❛ but, yes, i don’t mind. uh…where are you from, if i can ask? ❜
“ ah, thank you. “ a ghost of a smile spreads across his face, tired and just there for a moment before it quickly disappears. he’s obviously exhausted, but if anyone looks as if they’ve been through the ringer, it’s him.
“ i apologize, my japanese is ... passable at best. “
more like the beholding gave him access to the knowledge of the language, but an inexperienced tongue is still inexperienced.
“ london, england. quite a ways a way, if i must say. “ fingers grip the edge of the chair, pulling it away from the table and sitting there. a breath, relieved to sit down and get some relief on his legs.
he fiddles with his food, taking a bite and seeming just to try and get himself fed more then to enjoy the food.
“ this is actually my first time in japan. im here for work, so i dont have much time to enjoy the sights. “ kept vague, but still truthful.
ooc. anyone want fear god jon ?
jon stares at the other, simply willing for him to disappear under his gaze. fingers rap at the table with a quick, anxious precision before he’s taking another sip of his coffee – what number cup was this again ? he stopped counting after four. caffeine jitters in his veins, but the exhaustion stays tight in his chest, unmoving.
the question, right.
“ … i’m not sure where that is your concern, elias. “
a terrible redirection of a question that he simply didn’t know that answer to. well, he supposes he could know, but right now his mind was too hazy to even try. / @healieas
OOC. BEEP BOOP. IM OUT OF WORK AND READY TO REPLY.
CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. for when the person you’re trying to care for insists they don’t need your help.
“at least let me clean the wound!” “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “i really think you need to see a doctor.” “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.” “your feelings matter too! i can’t help you if i don’t even know what’s making you upset!” “..i’m here if you need anything, okay?” “stop trying to push yourself! you can’t do this on your own!” “listen, i know you don’t want to, but.. maybe you should rest for a while. you’re not going to get anywhere like this.” “i’ll make you a deal: i’ll just get you some bandages, and nothing else, and you stop making a fuss over it.” “how long has it last been since you slept?” “have you even been taking your medicine?” “i know you think you have to get through this by yourself, but you have people here to help you.” “let me take care of you, for once.” “you’re gonna hurt yourself even more if you do stupid things like that!” “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.” “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.” “stop trying to act like you’re not bleeding out in front of me!! this is serious!” “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” “oh my god, why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?!”
ooc. i am now home ! feel free to im me for wire/discord, or give this post a like for me to jump into your im for some plotting ! im trying to binge aggretsuko rn, so may be a bit slow in regards to replies !