SUFFERING AS PERFORMANCE.

ykhedel, nineteen. author & theatraliker, liebhaber of psychosexuality and esoteric eroticism.

[theatraliker]

our play begins in the middle of things, it might take you a while to figure out what’s going on, but it will all come together soon.

if you’re faint of heart, this is not for you, no one is compelled to watch a tragedy, the exit remains where you found it. this will be your last warning, do take it to heart.

yuriy or ykhedel, an artist by trade, but a melodramatic fool by nature; swallowed whole by melancholy and unstaunched sehnsucht.

any asks, whether anonymous or not, are always appreciated, be not afraid to come and talk to me.

[theatraliker]

killed to keep the world turning, throw his bones over the white cliffs of dover, and into the sea, the sea of rome, and the bloodstained coast of ostia.

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“he isn’t a cruel man, but he gets drunk with the moments of triumph and the realization of his own strength.”

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“he was old burakh's best student. wilful. headstrong. sturdy. he will always do what he believes to be the right thing and be stubborn as a mule about it. it's almost impossible to find a common tongue with him. he doesn't respect any authority except for that of his precious master." — vlad the younger’s take on rubin.

"a strong person in every sense of the word. he can break your neck or set your dislocated joint equally easily. a very gifted autodidact. his main concern is the others, never the man himself. a selfless man. a man of principle. someone you can always rely on." — alexander saburovs take on rubin.

[theatraliker]

upon your pale, pale body i will put many hands, (made me think my time was nigh) and rough, rough fingers for every hole you have.

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and the lord spat and held me by my neck, i would die for you, i would die for you, he wept.

[theatraliker]

i shall replay classic hd.

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had to close the game approximately twenty two seconds upon opening it to start a new journal.

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enter: death (of meaning), the fellow traveler.

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aporrhais serresianus, a species of medium-sized sea snail, a marine gastropod mollusk in the family aporrhaidae.

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remembering stakh fondly…

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“but he didn't even have time to teach me, even though i was by his side all those years, sleeping on his floor like a dog…”

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i remain deeply fearful about playing pathologic 3…

[theatraliker]

observe me, observe my beating, pitiful heart, laid open here before your sorrowful eyes, how it bleeds, but i have bled for you so now i am pure and you must observe me!

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having a lot of thoughts on the body parts mentioned in the character concepts from the in-game documents…

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corsican vendetta knife, the blade reads “che la mia ferita sia mortale / may the wounds i inflict be fatal.”

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i shall replay classic hd.