dear heart,

[theautumnskies]

i still can’t believe i almost lost my mom...

God, thank you for letting her stay.

[theautumnskies]

why won’t you let me forget you?

why do you keep on appearing in my dreams?

is it because you think about me too?

or because unconsciously, i still think about the what ifs that we could have been?

[theautumnskies]

mga estrangherong alam ang lihim ng isa’t-isa

[theautumnskies]

i hope my absence bothers you the way your absence bothers me too

[theautumnskies]

just realized that no one’s really down for me

[theautumnskies]

ya gurl is back to normal

[theautumnskies]

hi lonely night, we meet again.

[theautumnskies]

thanks to you, i wanted to build my walls stronger and higher

[theautumnskies]

i guess this is where everything ends.

it was a good run, thank you for all the happy moments and new experiences.

[theautumnskies]

self we’re almost there,

we can almost see what self love truly is

[theautumnskies]

if you continue living in the past, you might lose what’s infront of you

just a little more and i’m done

[theautumnskies]

what i’m proud about myself is that i get to accept things so easily

[theautumnskies]

of all the messages you’ve sent me, these are my favorite

[theautumnskies]

just when i thought i already met someone that can stand how talkative i am hahaha i guess i was being delusional.

i hate you for making me feel this way.

but i hate myself more for being so stupid.

[theautumnskies]

02.11.2019

why does it always have to be the ones who are already taken?

[theautumnskies]

02.06.2018

i was telling my friend the other night that i was starting to get tired of waiting. maybe that was the reason why i feel so sad and bitter.

that same night before going to sleep, there were posts/quotes on my timelime about waiting for the right time and it will be worth it and i think that’s the only sign i needed.

[theautumnskies]

19.03.2018

why do i feel so bitter and unhappy these days?