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@thebadassanderson
I should’ve been there for you more. Even if you didn’t want me, I should have…
Wh...no, no, you know that's not what I'm trying to...
It was stuff in prison, B. You couldn't...there's no way you could've been able to do anything about it while I was in there.
You know, it’s times like this I wish you cared about yourself at least half as much as I do.
I can't help how I feel. Everything was so shitty for a long time...drugs were the least of my worries.
…Can I ask why? I guess I just don’t understand why you, yourself, wouldn’t want to stop.
'Cause stopping never mattered to me before you.
I know. Or.. I guess I really don’t know, and I shouldn’t pretend that I do, either. Is quitting something you really want for yourself, or did you just try and stop because you knew I don’t like it?
I don't...I don't know. I wanted to stop, but I wanted to because you wanted it for me.
You should know by now that there’s nothing you could do that would make me turn you away. This is your home now, too, for as long as you want.
Look, there’s no real way to ease into this conversation, so I’m just going to come out with it, okay? I’m not going to judge you or anything, I just need to know where we are. Were you ever seriously trying to stop the drug use, or did you just try harder to keep it from me?
I was really trying, B. For a while I really was. But it's just...hard.
Oh… do I know them?
No, I don't think so... They're just a friend. I didn't wanna call and ask if I could come back 'cause I was afraid of what I'd do if you said no. So I just...stalled, I guess.
…where have you been?
...I was staying with a friend.
Text | Bleverett
B: You don't even have to ask, Ev.
B: Can we have a civil conversation when you do?
Ev: Yes.
Ev: I'll be home in a minute, okay?
Text | Bleverett
Ev: Can I come home?
Unbelievable.
Fine. You can take the bedroom, I think I’ll sleep on the couch tonight. Think about what I said, because I was being completely serious.
I don't want the fucking bedroom. I'll go stay with a friend, then, if I'm so goddamn infuriating to be around. Good night.
Unbelievable.
Yes! Because as dysfunctional as the rest of the world, and now I guess you, seem to think it is, all loving you in that way has done is heal me. And I’m proud of you for all of that, I really am, but the only reason I didn’t notice this is because you didn’t want me to. Everything might seem fine now, but if you think this won’t lead to problems down the road, you are sorely mistaken. And I’m not talking about sleeping around or acting up, I’m just talking about you. Physically and mentally.
Leave it alone, Blaine. I don't wanna talk about this.
Unbelievable.
I don’t give a shit about that, Everett! I’d prefer you acting like a disrespectful asshole all the time and clean over this. God, you are so infuriatingly stubborn. Stop pretending like everything’s okay when it’s not.
…I love you, I do, and you mean the world to me, but I will not put myself through another dysfunctional relationship destined for heartbreak. I can’t do it again. I’ll always be here for you regardless, but if you don’t get help, then we have to stop this. Whatever this is.
You think that makes our relationship dysfunctional? That's rich, coming from the guy who's sleeping with his brother. I've done everything you've asked of me since we've gotten together. I've stopped going out and getting drunk all the time, I've stopped sleeping around, I've been pulling my weight at work, and I haven't fallen in with any of the gangs I used to run with back in Ohio. Why can't I have this one little thing, something you obviously hardly notice if it takes a dealer showing up here looking for me to tip you off?
Unbelievable.
I want to believe that the only reason he came looking for you is because it’s been so long since you’ve gone to him, but that’s not the impression I got. What I want is for you to be honest with me, and maybe with yourself that you need help.
We've been over this before. I'm fine, Blaine. This isn't anything that's affecting my performance at work or how I act at home.
Unbelievable.
That is not what I’m worried about, and you know it.
What exactly do you want me to say?
Unbelievable.
I said I'd take care of it, B.
Unbelievable.
Okay, I believe you. It’s just a little unnerving for me, and not just because he came into a place where I’m trying to run a business.
Look...it won't happen again, alright? I'll make sure no one bothers us here.
