TheBirdieEmpire

Just a DID system trying to make it another day

[thebirdieempire]

₊˚⊹ ✯TheBirdieEmpire ✯ ⊹˚₊

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Heyo, it’s Gil. I’m the host for the BirdieEmpire.

We’re open to interaction from singlets and systems alike. We really just want to find people who enjoy the same media as us haha.

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✯ Body Age┊➞ 19

✯ Collective Pronouns ┊➞ He/They

✯ Collective Labels ┊➞ Queer

✯ OSDD/DID ┊➞ DID

✯ Host ┊➞ Gil

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Frequent Fronters

✯ ┊➞ Gilbert +He/They + 23

✯ ┊➞ Keith + They/He + 22

✯ ┊➞ Feliciano + Ask + 19

✯ ︎┊➞ Sam + He/Him + 20

✯ ┊➞ Ace + They/He + 24

✯ ┊➞ Pidge + They/Them + 16

✯ ┊➞ JD + He/Him + 23

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DNI

✯ ┊➞ ProShippers

✯ ┊➞Endos/Non-Traumagenic/ProEndo

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Special Interests

✯ ┊➞ Hetalia

✯ ┊➞ Voltron

✯ ┊➞ Kpop

✯ ︎┊➞ Stardew Valley

✯ ︎┊➞ WTNV

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[agnarid-deactivated20260112]

Having empathy is morally neutral. Not having empathy is morally neutral. Having high empathy is morally neutral. Having low empathy is morally neutral.

Empathy is not what makes you a good or bad person. Actions do, feeling don't.

[theorygenic-deactivated20250424]

saying you can just identify as plural if you want is wild af this isnt the same as gender and sexuality omg

[yourfavpunchesnazis]

you punch nazis!

(requested by anonymous)

[yourfavpunchesnazis]

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[entropychronicles]

[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: this system is insecure about their alter count and worries there may be more hidden]

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[zamvza]

Lemme make sthn clear

I see ppl sayin “ya need to say that ur all part of the same person or its anti recovery!!”

First thing.

Your version of anti recovery ain’t anti recovery, it’s anti final fusion, and a lot of people don’t want final fusion. Don’t try and push shit on people that they don’t want

Secondly.

I ain’t the same as Vox. Never fuckin will be. Don’t tell me we’re the same person. We ain’t. Your experience of plurality might be that ya feel the same as or similar to each other, but ours ain’t

Stop tryna dictate how people live an already difficult and confusing disorder

Really fuckin bothers me that im expected to say im the same as some of these fuckers. Really bothers me.

[doomsdayradio]

honestly i wish people would just talk more about how like. exhausting HPD can be. (this may also apply in part to NPD as well, as after writing this it kinda sounds like a mix of our HPD and NPD symptoms.)

my brain is 100% of the time, 24/7, non-fucking-stop trying to figure out how to make things about me or trying to figure out how to twist a conversation to be about me. it is just about as exhausting as it sounds and even more exhausting to resist lest i sound like a self-absorbed jackass to people who don't know about or understand my PD(s).

i understand objectively my friends care about me, i understand objectively them not giving me 100% of their attention 100% of the time and not making every conversation about me exclusively doesn't mean they don't care about me or love me, but that's how my brain reacts to it. i feel rejected and worthless and and stupid for wanting their attention in the first place when i fail at attempting to twist a conversation towards me.

this kind of shit especially amps up when people are venting to me, like i have other problems with empathy and venting due to my other PDs and past trauma, but the constant "i don't care. we should be talking about me. i want to talk about me. i should purposefully trigger myself into a breakdown after this so you'll pay attention to me" in the back of my head makes me want to fucking scream.

speaking of that quote by the way, yes, i will literally purposefully put myself in states of active distress and disarray because i know my friends will pay attention to me when i do it. i don't fake breakdowns, the breakdowns are very real, but i very much did it on purpose.

yes i know that's toxic as fuck, i don't like it either! i am working on healthier ways to ask for attention when i need it but this is the fucking disorder at work! it's exhausting! it is so fucking exhausting to be like this all the time. it feels like no amount of attention is ever going to be good enough for me, like i'm going to spend every day until i fucking die just trying to make it feel like enough and trying to fill some fucking void and it'll just never be good enough.

i'll never run away from the harm my symptoms possibly cause other people, i know being hyperaware of how my brain works and it's affinity for attention can be anxiety inducing for some of my friends, but it's just so fucking exhausting. you get a break from me, i don't. i could be talking to literally no one, i could be watching a fucking video, and my brain would somehow still be trying to make that video about me. i just want a break from my brain. constantly trying to do this shit means it's constantly on high alert and that's just one reason of many that it is. i just want it to stop.

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