The perks of being a wallflower

I love skins I love Degrassi and many other controversial things. I am not really a peaceful person, my thoughts are disturbing and so am I. So if offended unfollow I reblog triggering things at times and say triggering things just a warning.

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I'm getting left back. I'm mentally fucked. I'm losing all my friends. My family simply do not care and can't help anyway. I get eaten alive everyday by painful memories, and uncontrollable guilt. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I will always be fat and ugly. My life is a repeating cycle of the same shit every day. Every year I say things will change and they don't. It's hard to commit suicide I've tried so many times, I just hate the side effects and guilt trips I go through and no one ever finds out anyway. I struggle with religion everyday. I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH. The only thing that keeps me going are things I know deep inside will never happen. Why am I still here?

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My life has no meaning.

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I wanna cut my bottom lip off and break my nose ugh I hate my face so much,

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I hate myself so much I don't even have the confidence to take pictures or go outside.

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I forget the names of the people that I asked questions to, of course I would how rich! -.-

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Thank you Nathan for sending that helpful message to me! It really made me feel allot better about the concept of astral traveling. I really appreciated it. The only reason I didn't post it was because I wasn't sure if the protection chants were personal to you.

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Okay so I'm gonna try and get back into astral projection I need as much advice as you guys can give (if you chose to help me). Are their any Christian travelers? Hope that didn't sound rude because I take advice from all I do not discriminate trust me. It's just maybe someone would have protection related to Christian things idk pagan stuff is fine to just asking! Hope I didn't sound rude :/ anyway advice please from anyone who wants to throw in their two cents.

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I feel you're pain Emma.

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But... why am I sobbing?

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Sometimes there’s airplanes I can’t jump out, sometimes there’s bullshit that don’t work out. We all got our stories, but please tell me what there is to complain about?

When you’re happy like a fool, let it take you over. When everything is out, you gotta take it in.

Oh, this has got to be the good life.

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Melissa Mcintyre has a really cute  bunny looking face like her nose is so cute and tiny. 

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I don't know what it is with me loving all the hated degrassi characters is it because I am a hated person as well? So mind boggling truly. 

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I wish I was dead. I wish I was dead. I want to die. kill me. I just want everything to stop I want it to all get better one problem after anther

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still really worried about what I am.

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Sexuality is so confusing, I only recently started caring about my sexuality (I promised myself I wouldn't because if you don't care to know it's basically nothing wrong right.) until I became really depressed that no other human being wants me. I mean I have made out with people before mainly girls but I never found myself wanting to be in a relationship with them or developing emotional feelings for them. I like guys but they don't like me that's the problem. I am in no healthy mental state for any relationship honestly, I have a completely unhealthy unsafe ideal of what a relationship is supposed to be. I either learned it from my mom and her many abusive relationships or television. I wanna be asexual but I'm not, I don't think I am actually Bisexual because I don't get attached to other girls even if we kiss or something in fact I find myself feeling yucky afterwards. I never really wanted to have sex with another girl but I have myself seeing a pretty girl and being like oh wow she's really pretty, the confusing thing is that I end up wanting to be that girl than rather wanting to be with her. Guys treat me like shit and all I do is think about sex all the time when I am near one so I don't know, and the thought of a guy taking advantage of me doesn't scare me away. I don't know what's wrong with me I just realized how fucked up I am mentally even when it comes to love and stuff. I wish I knew what I was I don't particularly like girls but I have no problem kissing one or making out with one when I am really horny, I like guys no doubt but I don't think I should be with one due to my overly hornyness and terrible over acceptance to the idea of abuse. So I will be a lonely potato forever. My whole family is homophobic by the way.