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Fidel, Gitta, Rinta, Ria, Umi, Dinda, Ayi, Listi, Tuti, Ana, Ratna, Alda, Dinda 48

Catur, Brian, Khoirul, Eka, Bani, Baim

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Translation:

“It is hard to be you, but don’t pity yourself. You have no one to back you up, so you gotta be strong. Thank you very much for learning and struggling all alone by this far without ever complaining to anybody else. Thanks for always solving all problems independently and still do your best to make many efforts to be mature and act as wise as possible. Stay believe in God and in yourself. This is a big trial, a big exam of life. God loves you so much, Celya. His hands are coming.”

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He is a diplomat. Insyaallah.

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I wish you will marry a person who makes you feel safe whatever the condition is.

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In need of someone to hold on to. I’m tired of being alone and lonely. In need of a pure love, comfort and warmth. Somebody to cuddle with and give me a good night kiss.

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Halalan thoyyiban ma’rufan (halal, baik dan pantas)

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Kindness is absolute, truth is relative.

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Semoga dia baik-baik saja dan melalui ujiannya dengan baik.

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How to Speak Gibberish

Borrow real syntactic rules. Write a script.

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https://psmag.com/social-justice/can-a-law-save-a-language-42656 Gaelic  https://www.gaeilge.ie

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It’s time for you to give.

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I met Kajo today. I shared my romantic life to her and got some insight. Therefore, I replied his text on and on until I let myself to be the one who close the conversation. For this moment, only this moment, I think I don’t want to lose him.

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Indeed, it’s not fair for someone who wants to be close to her. It’s not even fair for her too.

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She’s too afraid to love. She’s scared that someone will hurt her again, like people on her past did. She’s scared to be left behind. She builds multilayerd walls in her heart. Every time she’s hurt, she’ll add the layer. More and more until she finds it difficult to express her feelings. She got overprotective to her heart since she has no one else to share the job. All she has is herself.

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To love is to give them power to break you, but trusting them not to. Let them in. Open your heart. It’s risky, I know. Life is about taking risk, isn’t it?

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The human imagination is powerful enough to feel affection for people we build solely out of the various data in our head.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/shut-and-listen/201805/is-it-wrong-feel-emotion-someone-youve-never-met

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Today I am Grateful For (TIGF)

1. Pizza trat for lunch. I’ve been craving for it for weeks!

2. Seeing my senior laugh. I feel warm and content even for just a second.

3. ‘Rujak’ treat. I eat apple and cucumber, sliced & served by friend at the office.

4. Saying a good thing that makes mba Fia saud “Thanks Celya. I’ll get up again.”

5. Niki told me to get a bonus from something (vocal group) I did it on Dies Natalis UNAIR last month.

6. I had morning greeting & evening text from someone in Shanghai. It’s a good thing to know that someone is thinking about you. I feel being cared.

7. Eating sate when I got back from work.

Great, Celya! Have a wonderful day! :)

#27/12/2018