Tweakfreak666

unforgiven soul

[thechikasworld91]

It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[thechikasworld91]

Piece of shit

[yunusaziz]

"Terkadang sesuatu nampak begitu indah hanya karena kamu belum memilikinya saja."

Pernahkah kamu berada dalam satu momen dimana saat itu kamu mendambakan sesuatu, dan pada saatnya Allah memberi kesempatan kamu memiliki itu, lalu kamu bersenang-senang dengannya, tiba-tiba apa yang dulu begitu nampak indah itu kini menjadi biasa-biasa saja?

Kau tau? Memang demikianlah tabiat manusia. Yang jauh tampak berarti, yang sudah dimiliki justru tidak disyukuri. Begitulah fatamorgana dunia, apa yang nampak di mata memang memikat hati.

Maka dari itu, jangan sampai kamu letakkan dunia ada di dalam hatimu, sebab ia akan membutakan matamu. Dalam sebuah novel yang saya baca, berjudul Pangeran Cilik, Rubah berkata:

"Dan sekarang inilah rahasiaku, sebuah rahasia yang sangat sederhana: Hanya dengan hati seseorang dapat melihat dengan benar; yang penting tidak terlihat oleh mata."

masih perkataan sang Rubah:

"Hal terindah di dunia tidak dapat dilihat atau disentuh, namun dapat dirasakan dengan hati."

[quotemadness]

Scars on your body show that you have lived; scars on your heart show that you have loved.

Nina Dul

[thechikasworld91]

Anxiety isn’t crying all the time alone in ur room..it’s being alone silently wishing i had more tears to cry..Wondering why me? Why am i so broken? Why does no one see i’m suffering ? It’s drowning in myself. Its getting lost in my cracks n flaws as i look in the mirror. It’s the overwhelming fear when there isn’t a thing to be fear. It’s been nervous n feeling ur heart speed up as u enter a room. It’s feeling pressure as u walk out the door. it’s knowing no matter how many times u try to explain it,no one really get it. It’s feeling so alone u shut ur self from everyone . It’s wanting to scream but not being able to even whisper a word.It’s being up all night being afraid of tomorrow n all of the unknown. n it’s being so broken u become so numb. it’s making urself physically sick. it’s panic attacks in public that u can’t control . it’s feeling nauseous just thinking about it. it’s being exhausted all the time. it’s shaking but not much cold. it’s all the above n so much more. it’s part of me. it’s consuming me.

[thechikasworld91]

i choose forever

[thechikasworld91]

Sandarlah,tak apa..kau juga tahu penat..Cungapmu menggugat,izinkan mereka lihat..Hembuslah sekali hela bernada nyaring..Mereka usung cinta yang tak pernah asing..Biar berleluasa silau menusuk terang..Mereka juga mahu ikut perang..Menghambat bayang celaka di pundakmu,yang tak bisa nampak tapi bukan kalis serang.. 🥀

‎(صوفيه)

(17 D’Zulhijjah 1442)

(it’s been a while 🚶🏽‍♀️)

[thechikasworld91]

I’m here only for a good quote 💃

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Lol 😂😂😂

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Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes. Because for those who love with heart and soul there is no such thing as separation.

[thechikasworld91]

I choose to love you in silence…for in silence I find no rejection.

[thechikasworld91]

Needless to say 2020 has been a wild ride.. Dealt with a lot of dark moments & a lot of anxiety attacks, which I'm not used to.. Always kept my head up though and pushed through it 💚.. This year tested everyone's spirits but I'm grateful for every one of u for holding me down(u know who u are), thank u for giving me a reason to stay afloat ..

#2021

[thechikasworld91]

Sometimes we break our own hearts because we expect too much.

[thechikasworld91]

Don’t take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

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Not everyone gets the same version of me.

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Life ain't always what it seems to be, is it?