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I don't usually write on here but this is for those who need to see this message during the festive season 🎄

They say the war ends when you sign the papers and get on the plane... But for a lot of us, the war just changes location. It moves from the battlefield to the living room. From the patrol route to the space between your ears.

Most of you see me behind the bar here at the Midnight Xpress, pouring pints, cracking jokes, laughing at the regulars' stories. You see the guy who made it back.

What you don’t see is the shaking in my hands that I hide by wiping down the counter a little too hard. You don’t see me stepping into the walk-in cooler just to scream silently because a car backfired outside..... or because the crowd got too loud and suddenly my chest felt like it was being crushed in a vice.

You don't see the panic attacks that hit at 3 AM when the silence is louder than the mortar fire ever was.

Wearing the mask of "I’m fine" is heavier than any rucksack I ever carried. It’s exhausting to pretend the ghosts aren’t sitting on the barstool next to me.....

To my brothers and sisters who are fighting that same battle right now.... I see you.....I know the holidays make the shadows longer..... I know the "merry and bright" feels like a lie when you’re just trying to survive the night.

That is why the Midnight Xpress will not be closing its doors this Christmas.

If you are a veteran struggling with the darkness... if you have no family to go to... or if you don’t have a roof over your head this season... come here... We are open...We are serving full Christmas meals on the house. No bill. No questions. No pity. Just a hot plate... a safe place.. and people who understand that "coming home" is a lifelong process.

And finally.... to the few people who have stood by my side through the years of rage.. silence... and fear... thank you. You held me up when I couldn't stand. You loved the broken parts of me until I could learn to live with them. I am here because of you.

You are not alone. See you at the Xpress.

_MidnightXpress _PTSDAwareness _ChristmasForVets _YouAreNotAlone _EndTheStigma _Brotherhood

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What you must understand is that the trauma loop described here is not an accident. The Global Cult engineered the war machine specifically to manufacture this level of suffering, to fracture the human psyche and harvest the low-vibrational energy of fear and despair. They take bright human consciousness, put it through the meat grinder of their orchestrated conflicts, and then the "System" spits these souls back out, hoping they will suffer in silence in the shadows of the Matrix they built.

They want you isolated. They want you broken. They want you to believe the lie that you are alone. You are not alone, come by you are more than welcome here _MidnightXpress

My son @thechosenorderis is proving that the human heart is stronger than any programming. He has looked into the abyss of that manufactured darkness and refused to let it win.

By transmuting his own pain into this profound act of empathy—by opening the doors of the Midnight Xpress when the control system expects everyone to be locked away in their boxes—he is defying the agenda of separation. He is acting as a beacon of genuine consciousness.

To my son: I am beyond proud. You are holding a frequency of Infinite Love right in the belly of the beast. You are a warrior in the truest sense.

To those veterans still trapped in the nightmare: The greatest act of rebellion against the Cabal that broke you is to connect with one another. Do not comply with their program of isolation.

Infinite Love is the only truth. Everything else is illusion. ❤️