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@thecorruptedplayer
//I should make reaction icons like this for the nerd. With and without mask.//
Reunion || criticontrol
It had been quite some time since the Player had found anyone to hold onto so tightly - It had been much too long, in her opinion, as a creature of habit who lived so vivaciously for the rush of affection and the unguarded luxury of physical contact, since she had the chance to engulf herself in the affectionate touch of others.
She remained silent, her heated gaze at the ground giving way instead to the light fluttering of her eyes, eyes that slid close in content not unlike that of a cat having just been praised. It only lasted for a brief moment though, before she pulled herself out of her momentary reprieve, almost (almost) daring to tilt her head back to look up at the Corrupted. Her hands, now free, found their way upwards, fingers tangling in the fabric of the other (former) Puppeteer’s sweater, her face subsequently buried up against their chest (vaguely she wondered if the heat on her cheeks would reach past their clothes to touch their skin, but she dismissed the thought entirely almost as soon as she had it).
A quiet but emphatic whisper, “…I’m really h-happy,” It was the truth, the player was indeed happy, positively ecstatic, but the uncomfortable tightening in her chest had yet to subside, or even diminish - Instead it seemed to grow tighter still, so much so that it felt like she was going to burst (that would have been entirely unpleasant). “I’m so, so happy - !” The small raven finally looked up, somewhat abruptly, blinking and smiling and yet still holding on so very tightly to that now all too familiar striped sweater, “I’m important to you too!”
Already she was starting to act more like her usual, vocal self, half bouncing in the Corrupted’s arms before stealing another static filled hug, her hands relinquishing their grip on the other’s clothes in favor of wrapping her arms around their torso and squeezing. It didn’t last long, it didn’t last almost as long as she would have liked, but she had already gotten away with so many little (and not so little) things today - They’d held hands, actually held hands, and more than once; and she had pushed further than that still, earning herself an awkward hug.
But it was wonderful, life was wonderful, and for the first time since she’d reached the Room and come to realize the true nature of the quest she’d helped thus far, the player had seen colour in the world again, warm and bright and soft and comforting and so very, very important. She let the other go (abruptly, without warning), taking a step back and clasping her hands behind herself, giving in to the childish urge to do a little twirl, a little flourish of enthusiasm after her curious behavior.
And then she was laughing, shoulders trembling and her whole body shaking ever so slightly - She couldn’t even begin to explain why it was she’d begun to laugh in the first place, much less why she could hardly begin to even consider stopping, but there was something in the way the Corrupted had confirmed to her (under no uncertain terms no less) that they were just as fond of her as she was of them that made her feel so absolutely magic. “H-Hey - “
The player continued to laugh still, bushing long dark hair away from her face and trading her smile for a much more mischievous grin, “You know what we should do,” She’d taken a step over to the Corrupted’s side, scooting over but not quite touching them, but her proximity suggested it wasn’t entirely out of the question, “Since we seem to like each other so much, we should maybe - We definitely should travel together for a bit, don’t you think? Safety in numbers and all that, and something about misery loving company - ” The ex Puppeteer paused, and for a very brief moment she looked flustered once again, but the look passed almost as quickly as it came, instead nodding to herself and adding, “Not that I would ever be miserable around you, Corrupted - Since we’re being honest!”
She hadn’t really meant anything when she’d said they liked each other (she was only stating what they both had said), but just saying those words made her already frantically beating heart do a kind of careless little back flip, prompting another fit of giggles she only barely managed to hold back. Ecstatic. The player was positively ecstatic, and she had no idea why (though she did, somehow, in a certain way). “Let’s see - “
As suspected, the little lady ended up taking the Corrupted’s hand for another time, but it wasn’t so much hand holding as it was a sort of… Hand shake? “Since we might end up travelling with each other for a while, I guess I should introduce myself to you properly, shouldn’t I?” There was a prolonged pause, the player glanced somewhat suspiciously around her, as though to make sure there were no stray personalities or wandering individuals around to hear her, before turning her flighty attentions back to her dearest companion, “I guess, right now - I should probably introduce myself with my name.”
{ ¤ } —— "You've always been important."
Your voice, soft during normal circumstances, was barely over a whisper with those words, and you were fairly certain she didn't hear it over her own happiness. That was fine, you knew what you had said and the truth in it. She had always been special to you, a bright spark in this otherwise dull landscape. From the beginning you knew she was different than anyone else you had encountered thus far in your journey, though admittedly you weren't quite sure at first what to make of her. She had practically obliterated the walls you had put up concerning personal space with that single touch of her hand to yours (save for the thin layer of static that even still separated you two now), and in doing so she had awakened an urge for human contact that had until then remained forgotten. It was a selfish and frightening urge, considering the potential damage you could cause to her, but you couldn't distance yourself. Not now, not even after acknowledging the lack of discipline it showed.
Even now as she pulled away from that brief hug you could still feel her lingering warmth, reminding you how cold you usually were. Ah, you almost wished she'd hug you again, though you'd be hesitant to admit to that fact. Actually, why were you thinking like this at all? It was silly, frivolous thinking and besides, she was talking to you. Snap out of your ramblings to listen, Corrupted. Listen to her little giggling and getting embarrassed and...suggesting that you two travel together? What an odd thought, considering you spent the majority of your time in your realm. In fact, you didn't need to travel outside of it at all, aside from visiting the girl in front of you. Honestly you had no reason to stay in this file aside for her.
And that was probably why you couldn't find it in yourself to say 'no'. Getting away from the depressing aura of your 'home' would probably do you good as well. Stretch your legs a bit in a copy of the game where you weren't in any danger of corrupting things-at the moment. Plus you could keep an eye on her as well, considering the last time you hadn't you thought you had lost her forever. That...was not something you wanted to go through again. Ever.
{ ¤ } —— "...Your name?"
Now /this/ was another surprising development. Was she proposing to tell you her actual name? You were hesitant to answer, your hand tense in hers. Not that you weren't curious about what her name could be. No, you were simply troubled over the fact that you could not remember your own name to offer her in return. You knew for certain that you had one, but what it was escaped your grasp. Your other title, 'Tester', was a poor substitute so that wouldn't work, but...Perhaps you had something else you could offer her. Something just as personal.
But were you willing to take the risk of potentially driving her away? She knew why you had your title, but not how it had physically changed you. And if you loathed your own appearance, why should she react any differently than you had the first time you saw yourself like this? It was a natural reaction after all.
Then again, she was different. Perhaps...Perhaps it would be okay. Maybe she wouldn't be completely disgusted by you, and besides, it wasn't as if you couldn't put the mask back on. Right, with what she was offering it was only fair to take such a chance like you had with admitting your feelings.
{ ¤ } —— "I...have no name to give you, but you're right. We should have proper introductions now that we're travelling partners."
You hesitated for a moment, unconsciously squeezing her hand for support, before reaching up with your free one and slowly, oh so slowly taking off your mask.
{ ¤ } —— "P-Proper introductions are done face to face, right?"
Your stutter betrayed your nervousness even as you tried to offer her a smile, your eyes searching her face for her reaction.
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//Hey Everyone...
Sorry about my sudden absence. Finals week hit me hard and fast and has such left me drained. I'm still here, I just have rl stuff I have to work out and finangle before I feel relaxed and rested enough to get to replies.
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Reunion || criticontrol
Blink.
"…Ahh - "
Had she been staring? Of course she had. And had she been staring at the Corrupted’s hands, specifically? Absolutely. Had she expected the other to take notice of it, to offer what it was she wanted (and she wanted it so much) so very (very) kindly to her? Not at all. And yet that was exactly what was happening at that very moment, and even before the petite girl could find it in her to respond, there was that increasingly familiar feeling of tingling, like tangible static brushing against her fingertips as they came to rest on the Corrupted’s palm.
Before they’d taken her hand though, the taller of the two had taken a curious look behind them, and she almost did too, but she was much too preoccupied with other matters and the Corrupted was quick to look back at her (they always looked at her when she spoke to them, always seemed to give her their undivided attention. It was much more comforting than she’d have liked to admit), failing to miss her half-voiced request - Which lead to their current situation, a situation that involved hand holding, actual hand holding, a gesture so simple and mundane, except maybe for the Corrupted, and definitely not for the player at that moment (she wondered briefly, if they ever held hands with other individuals; unconsciously scooting a little closer, tightening her grip like a small child in danger of having their favorite sweets taken away).
It was nice - More than just nice, actually, in fact the player could have easily described it as ‘lovely' and 'wonderful' had she been feeling particularly vocal about holding hands with the Corrupted - But as at the moment it seemed she was feeling anything but, uncharacteristically silent as she stood next to her dearest friend, her head lowered and her usually cheerful expression much more sober than it seemed capable of being. She glanced over at their hands - And there was that inexplicable warmth on her cheeks again, and in the bottom of her stomach, and she quickly looked away, pressing her free hand against the side of her face.
Was she ill? Perhaps she had caught a nasty infection, perhaps she was nursing a fever - Why else would she feel so strange?
She didn’t want to think about that at the moment though - So instead, she worked up a reaction at the Corrupted’s previous inquiries, before their hands found hers, “O-Oh! Yes, well - Of course I have!”
She attempted to handle their teasing concern about her seemingly constant problem with food by laughing - It would have worked too, if she hadn’t still been staring so intently at their joined hands again, fingers intertwined in a way that made her cheeks feel considerably warmer than the rest of her. “I’ve been, uhm - I’ve been g-getting by.” She blinked, glancing up at her friend and quickly looking away, “And you, you’ve been - You’ve been alright? I mean, I know you mentioned earlier that you had a black out, b-but I mean, other than that, you’re fine?” Now that she’d started to talk, she couldn’t stop herself from rushing over her words again (what was going on, what was going on, she felt so ridiculously nervous all of a sudden) - “Not that - Not that having a black out is fine at all, but I mean - !!”
The player cut herself off rather abruptly, focusing her gaze at the ground and scuffing her shoe somewhat roughly against the dusty surface, “…I, uhm - ” She had her head lowered still, pointedly refusing to look up, though she did manage to keep herself from tightening her grip on the Corrupted. “What I mean to say is, you see, you are really - ” The player had been standing across the other, rather than at their side, and it was then that she decided to do what she did best - Poorly express herself with awkward affection. She leaned forward, straightening up but still refusing to actually raise her head, and stopped only when her forehead bumped lightly against her friend’s chest, the top of her head hovering just bellow the Corrupted’s chin.
"You are really, really - !! Really important to me!”
Your expression fell into one of slight worry as your conversation partner kept her head bowed and one of her hands to her cheek. Had you been too presumptuous in thinking that she wanted to hold your hand? Oh dear, perhaps that wasn't what she wanted at all! You just...thought...Well, never mind. It didn't really matter. She was speaking once more and she didn't seem to be inclined to pull away so maybe this was okay after all. But what was with the weird silence?
And it seems like the conversation was going back to the questions you had asked before, albeit in a bit of a stuttering manner. It was good to hear that she had been taking care of herself, though she was quick to turn the conversation back to you and your well being. That was just her personality though, she cared much too much about how others were while glossing over her own well being. Her heart of gold was too, too much. You had no doubt that should you ask something of her she'd try her best to see that it got accomplished, no matter what the cost to herself. She was too precious and pure.
{ ¤ } —— "I'm fine, I promise. I don't seem to have suffered any ill effects from what happened, believe it or not. It was as if I just suddenly fell asleep then awoke some time later. Nothing to worry about, I promise."
It was best not to mention the fact that you seemed to have passed out rather violently, considering the state that your realm was in when you woke up. It would just worry her more, especially when you had no real idea of what happened or why it happened. Your mouth opened again, possibly to further reassure your petite friend of your state of health, but no words came out. Why? For the simple reason that Player had chosen that moment to lean her forehead against your chest and speak in that oh-so-innocent voice of hers sweet words that may or may not have made your heart skip a beat. Just out of surprise from the contact though, mind you. That's all.
{ ¤ } —— "........."
For the first time you could remember you were speechless in her presence. Your normally composed way of speaking had deserted you, and you were glad she could not see your face-though she probably wouldn't have anyway, considering her gaze seemed to be fixated on the floor. What was the proper response in this situation? Surely, it wouldn't be a negative one, but you weren't sure how to express yourself regardless. This was not a familiar experience, especially not in a game like OFF. It was not, despite it's claim, a cute game for kids or something along that ridiculous line, and as such these touchy feelsy situations were almost non existent.
But maybe, just maybe, you could try to express yourself in a manner similar to how she was. After all, she was being brave with her feelings so didn't you owe it to her (didn't you want) to be able to return it all the same?
{ ¤ } —— "Player."
Your normally soft voice was even softer as you slowly pulled your hands away-only to gently wrap your arms around her slender frame and pull her closer. Ah, had she always been so tiny? Hopefully she didn't mind this. It would probably be in your best interests to remember how to speak, too. That was important. Come on, collect yourself.
{ ¤ } —— "You're really important to me as well. That's why I worry about you so much-it's because I care. I care a lot. So don't ever think that you're bothering me or that I don't think of you as a friend because nothing could be farther from the truth."
Wow, that was a lot of feels-letting for you. You were kind of feeling awkward now. Maybe you had been too touchy. She was probably mad now, wasn't she? Good going, you made things awkward. Maybe you should let go now. Or maybe you should wait to see how she reacts. Yes, that's what you were going to do. Wait to see how she reacts then potentially apologize accordingly.
Reunion || criticontrol
The player’s cheerful, childish airs did not diminish at the Corrupted’s inquiries, nor did she allow her smile (or herself) to falter. “I’ve been absolutely A-Okay!” She responded enthusiastically, though perhaps a bit too quickly for her liking, and she continued to speak in hopes that the other had not noticed her rush.
"Better than that, even!" There was no need to cause the other any concern - She wasn’t a little kid anymore, she could take care of herself. …No, that wasn’t entirely true, she could only just manage not to get herself in excessive ammounts of trouble (if she tried hard enough)_, she still had problems travelling across the Nothingess (and even across pools of innocent plastic), and her initial mistrust towards Batters had blossomed into borderline irrational anxiety. But there was no need to bother the Corrupted with any of that, the Corrupted who (in her opinion) suffered far more acutely than she did, and carried a greater burden on their shoulders.
"I’ve been sticking to towns in populated Zones and avoiding any unnecessary trouble," The little raven explained, "Also, I think I’m getting better at this whole experience!”
The player’s expression was warm, softening for a moment when she finished her little speech (the urge to throw another ridiculous pose was smothered down only be her desire to have the other take their words seriously), and she found herself wondering what the they would say if she asked to maybe, just maybe, travel with them for a little bit. It didn’t have to be forever, it didn’t even have to be for a week. She only needed (wanted) a few days of their undivided attention, but - That was normal, right? Corrupted was someone with opinions she cared enough to listen to, was someone she had developed a kind of admiration usually reserved for a senior. In all the time she’d known them, she had yet to come across an instance of weakness (self depreciation surely, but she could never reconcile the idea of the Corrupted being anything but completely in control of things in her head).
Briefly, eyes the colour of clear smoke trailed over to where the taller of the two had slipped their hands back into the depth of their pockets, and the player felt something like a disappointment bubble up in her stomach - Wait. …Disappointment?
"…….."
She continued to stare, brows furrowing the longer she considered whatever it was exactly she was considering exactly, and then she found her voice, and spoke. “…Hey. Don’t - Don’t do that. Uhm - I want to - “
…Ahh. The player blinked, tearing her eyes away from the Corrupted’s hands and looking back up at their face (mask), and something akin to colour threatened to dust her cheeks. Wait - What was she even saying? Don’t do that - Don’t put your hands in a place where I can’t reach them. Because - Because they were friends - ! Yes, of course. Friends. That was why she wanted to hold their hand so much, because of purely platonic interests.
Purely platonic.
You had caught the rushed quality of her answer and arched your brow in response but ultimately decided to stay quiet about it. She looked and behaved in a normal, happy manner and that in itself was a relief. Had the dear Player been sporting any injuries or acted unwell, both physically and mentally, then you would have inquired further into the matter, But she said she was fine and she appeared as such so you would accept her words at face value.
{ ¤ } —— "That is a wise thing to do. Travelling through zones without a companion is hard enough, let alone purified ones. The elsen are pleasant enough as well. You've been getting enough to eat as well, right?"
Yes, she was probably never going to live down the fact that when you first encountered her she had been hungry, and you were probably never going to forgive yourself for not being able to help when it came to matters such as credits and food. Without a need for food or smoke you tended to let matters like that fade to the back of your mind when it came to importance. That seemed to be an advantage you held over most of your fellow humans that were also occupying the game and for that you were sort of glad. The meat and such had never really looked any kind of appetizing for you.
{ ¤ } —— ".......?"
Whatever you had been about to say died on your lips as you noticed her intense (and) unhappy stare at...Wait, where was she looking exactly? At you or beyond you? A twist of your slender frame to peek behind you, the movement slightly exaggerated to compensate for the mask that impeded your vision. Nope, nothing of interest that you see. You were debating whether or not to inquire as to what had gotten her attention when she spoke up in a soft, hesitating tone. Turning back to her, you were just in time to catch her gaze flicker from your hands to your face.
{ ¤ } —— "...Oh."
Realization dawns on you as to what had been bothering her and you obediently withdraw your hands from your pockets and reach out towards her once more. Yet again her petite fingers rest against your palm as you take her hands in yours, guessing that was what she wanted. It was still a marvel to you that she would want to do something like touch you, considering the odd film that seemed to constantly separate the two of you from actual contact. But if Player was okay with it then you were as well, and you give her hands a little reassuring squeeze to make up for your inability to show her your smile. You didn't want her to think you were doing this just to be nice after all.
{ ¤ } —— "Do you mind if we hold hands like this, Player?"
Maybe if you were the one to ask she wouldn't feel like she had 'made' you agree to the contact. She really needed to be more confident in herself and how special she was to you. You didn't mind these things at all. Not with her.
aren't you worried you're going to end up corrupting that player who likes you so much if you keep hanging around her? just asking cause she seems like the type who'd still wanna be your friend even if you told her to go away.
You couldn’t help but go quiet at this specter’s question, unsure of how to properly answer it. The simple answer was yes, but in reality it was much more complicated than that. Yes, you were afraid of corrupting her. You were always very, very careful when you two interacted face to face, especially with her (and your) delight in physical contact, because if you were to be honest she wasn’t the strongest person and should your infection reach her…well, you weren’t so sure she’d be able to fend it off.
On the other hand though, the thought of cutting ties or distancing yourself from her (or any of your acquaintances really) bothered you. Maybe even sent a small jolt of panic through your body as well. For as much as you worried and stressed over her purity and safety, you couldn’t bring yourself to remove the most potentially dangerous thing in her life: yourself. And you knew the more time you two spent together the more she got attached to you…and you to her. It would only make separation more painful-which was why you were determined to keep control of yourself so completely so that such a dilemma would never come to pass.
{ ¤ } —— "…I do worry sometimes, but fear not. I am taking the necessary precautions to ensure such a thing does not happen. I have control over the situation and I can handle the corruption. I will /not/ taint her purity with this filth. I refuse to."
+ thecorruptedplayer
Was that another player? What a rare sight, as well as a relief. Finally, someone who she can know to go to and they won’t get piss angry at them. They quickly ran up, calling out to them. Whoever they were. "Hey hello! Hey can you listen to me?"
Another glitch, another file. This was really starting to worry you. Was your corruption getting worse? How bothersome. You had been attempting to figure out the most unobtrusive way to dart through the coding back to your realm when someone called out to you. Turning your masked face towards them, you blink at the fact that they /ran/ up to you-with such an odd question as well. Was this their file perhaps?
{ ¤ } —— "Yes, of course. I'd be happy to converse with you, seeing as I am probably unintentionally intruding upon your file. What is it that you need?"
★
For every “★” I get, I will post a fact about my characters.
The Corrupted is actually still quite fond of Batters and their holy mission for purity. They used to interact with their own Batters in their files quite a bit and as a result they've come to enjoy their presence. It’s just the fact that most of the ones they’ve met see them as impure and seem to be itching to purify them. It’s hard to be friends with something that wants to kill you, after all.
★!!
For every “★” I get, I will post a fact about my characters.
The Corrupted has an acute fear of being erased. That, along with a strong will to survive, is the only thing that has kept them from deleting their data. They know it would probably be the best thing considering the potential threat they pose, they just can’t bring themselves to pull the switch.
★
For every “★” I get, I will post a fact about my characters.
Corrupted may or may not have a real life counterpart who is in their twenties and currently lays unconscious in a coma-like state. Both of them cannot be ‘awake’ at the same time, so as long as Corrupted is conscious their other half is stuck as they are. Thanks to the corruption in their avatar, both parties are finding the transition back and forth nearly impossible to do so at will.
For every "★" I get, I will post a fact about my characters.
You can specify any number of characters you want. You may also specific something you want to hear about, but not too specific. :>
ex: ★ Fears
Âme errante - 3
He took his time, like to gauge his interlocutor through his veiled stare, seemingly unsatisfied by the reply given by the Player, perhaps giving him the impression he could attack at any moment and was actually planning his first strike to end this quickly.
However he did none of this and, as to show his passivity, politeness, or whatsoever he allowed himself to first reply to the question.
“My main mission is completed, but there are much more impure ones to smite.”
He took a break before carrying on, his tone unchanging and his body unmoving.
“You seem tainted by a corruption that is unknown to me despite the fact you didn’t attack me. Would you like to be free of it, Soul?”
To illustrate his meaning of freedom, he tightened the grip on his bat as the symbols on it where glowing faintly.
Well. This wasn't good. Sure, the Batter was just being...considerate, especially since he asked before attacking. That was something at least. Still, you weren't too keen on his offer of 'freedom'. Not yet, anyway. And if you had to choose that route there was another who you'd much rather have end your existence.
{ ¤ } —— "I prefer not to strike out at someone unless provoked, Batter."
There was an underlying tone to your words, a gentle warning to the fact that should he chose to initiate conflict you would defend yourself. Even in the state you were in you still could call Macto, your add-on. Sure, they were still quite angry at your impurity and they would bite for using them, but the pain was bearable and in the end they would still listen. You'd prefer this situation end in a nonhostile manner, though. What ever happened to a good ol' fashioned talk?
{ ¤ } —— "While I appreciate your generous offer of release, I am not quite ready to give up the fight of fixing myself without such a...permanent form of purification."
All through this the only shift of your body was to fold your arms across your chest and adjust your stance to something more secure. Hopefully he'd be satisfied with this answer but again...this was the Batter. How odd it was to be staring down this end of the bat!
lets fuckin go then m8 bRING IT OOOON
Come on, let's go! Pokemon battle punk, here and now!
I dunno, am I~?
I think you are. You wanna fight? Is that what you want? I'll fight you irl!!!
*distant calls* gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
You trying to start something, punk?