we exist and that should be enough

the blog i lied about posting my poetry to

[thedeadarewhispering]

i want gauges and i’m afraid it’s because of geto suguru

[avpdsnail]

shoutout to that underlying sense of unease that’s made a home in my bones

[thisephemeralife]

Tove Jansson, The Summer Book

[bunnyycocaine]

i can’t listen to a song normally i need to have it on repeat for 30 days and 30 nights until i don’t wanna hear it ever again .and then two months later become obsessed with it again

[metamorphesque]

  ― Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

[text ID: I belonged always to whatever was far from me and to whatever I could never be.]

[thedeadarewhispering]

Opening up even though I know it won’t change anything part 7483

[thedeadarewhispering]

Kind of wish something would kill me

[metamorphesque]

Hammond B3 Organ Cistern by Gabrielle Calvocoressi

[noxfatalis-deactivated20250907]

autumn is coming to dig me out of the grave that summer buried me in

[h111p0wer]

[weltenwellen]

Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I’m Home

[fawnaura]

Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West, “All Day Long There Is a Bursting"

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

you’re not alone in the universe. at the very least, you have libraries, flowers, strawberries, poetry, stars, and the moon.

[thedeadarewhispering]

missing when i cut you and everyone off

[mournfulroses]

Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, from a letter featured in The Life & Letters of Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

[mournfulroses]

Sinéad O'Connor, from her book titled "Rememberings," originally published in June 2021

[flowerytale]

I'm still alive (just not very interesting anymore)