SQUIRMING THOUGHTS
Can’t help and think that Love is just not for me. I would love to be inlove and be connected to someone and feel like like we belong together or that i belong with someone but I really think i like the idea more then i actually want to be inlove.
I finally have someone I ve never connected with since my last ex from 2012 and its already 2018 and its like its not enough for me or maybe its him. Hes the same person as me but worst.
Talking about feelings or even showing emotions is tough for the both of us, but since this is our second chance that we got (to make things work) its like hes not trying anything different.
Its might just be me asking or expecting too much from him. But c’mon dude, its all or nothing. If you dont wanna try then leave me alone. I hate when men think women can’t handle the truth. Im a grown ass women i handle things different. If you care less then me be out.
Just stuck in a situation where I wanna be but don’t want to be.
