[thedemonstration]

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

i want to be dead

[mournfulroses]

Vladimir Mayakovsky, from a letter featured in "Love in the Heart of Everything; The Correspondence between Vladimir Mayakovsky & Lili Brik, 1915-1930,"

[metamorphesque]

the meeting: my favorite embraces of 2023

[suburbanscrimshaw]

[revolvver]

[teeth-ing]

i-10

[marypickfords]

Transformations (Barbara Hirschfeld, 1972)

[pairs-studio]

[dollsinthedark]

COMMUNICATION

* 8x3, ink/crayon on burned paper

my instagram

[dollsinthedark]

YOUNG WOMEN INTERESTED IN TALKING

* zine no.1

my instagram

[thedemonstration]

somebody fucking kill me somebody make it fucking stop

[thedemonstration]

i hate this city i hate my job i hate myself i hate this life i hate being alone i hate everything i loved him so much and it wasnt enough

[thedemonstration]

ive stretched myself so thin for him. i was always there for him when he needed me. he pushed me away and i did everything i could to make it work and make it easier for him and to understand him but still it wasnt enough. why am i never enough for anyone

[thedemonstration]

why am i trying. why am i even trying when everyone just fucking leaves

[thedemonstration]

fuck this stupid fucking day

[thedemonstration]

we broke up. i feel so alone. i cant do this anymore

[thedemonstration]

justifying buying myself and building a new gaming PC so that i wont k*ll myself