Carcrash Heart

a killjoy aesthetic and headcanon blog

[spekterjester]

every time i listen to vampire money this is how it plays out in my head 

pls do not repost

[thedesertfallen]

@itstocreateoritstodestroy hes here

[thedesertfallen]

[REDACTED] deserves appreciation

[thedesertfallen]

HOLY FUCK

[thedesertfallen]

Ghoul, throwing down a green smoke bomb and disappearing into the smoke: SEE YA FUCKERS

[saveyourself]

👀👀

Another favorite response to one of my works? Well. 

See, my good friend Mars ( @thedesertfallen) was reading the first chapter of Art & Gasoline. They helped me edit it, so they already knew what to expect. Right?

No. See, I added the last scene with Kobra and J afterthefact… (gotta keep the Details a secret, even from Mars…). And I am physically incapable of not grinning like an idiot every time I read “BITXH I DIDNT GET TO READ THAT LAST PART UNTIL IT WAS POSTED AND IM CRYING” and “YES WE WRITE TOGETHER BUT STILL HECK YOU”. Haha. Half of it is because I find that funny because, well, it is, and the other half is because that is so not the worst thing that’ll happen in A&G lol.

[thedesertfallen]

IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I WAS READY TO F I G H T

[saveyourself]

What did you THINK I was going to do? Isn’t the sole plot of A&G Kobra having been captured?

[thedesertfallen]

AND?????

[thedesertfallen]

ur name mars too??

Yes!!! Or at least, friends started calling me that and I adopted it because it felt Right

[saveyourself]

👀👀

Another favorite response to one of my works? Well. 

See, my good friend Mars ( @thedesertfallen) was reading the first chapter of Art & Gasoline. They helped me edit it, so they already knew what to expect. Right?

No. See, I added the last scene with Kobra and J afterthefact... (gotta keep the Details a secret, even from Mars...). And I am physically incapable of not grinning like an idiot every time I read “BITXH I DIDNT GET TO READ THAT LAST PART UNTIL IT WAS POSTED AND IM CRYING” and “YES WE WRITE TOGETHER BUT STILL HECK YOU”. Haha. Half of it is because I find that funny because, well, it is, and the other half is because that is so not the worst thing that’ll happen in A&G lol.

[thedesertfallen]

IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I WAS READY TO F I G H T

[thedesertfallen]

"YOu have horns holding up your Halo" + Kobra Kid or OC

GOSH DANG IT IT ALWAYS POSTS THESE BEFORE IM READY- I'll work on it and reblog with the short ASAP :)

[discocritic]

party poison has terrible, frequent mood swings on a spectrum that can range from thinking he’s god himself to being borderline suicidal. the other guys are pretty sure he’s bipolar. 

[saveyourself]

Don’t You Know Who I Think I Am?

Or, Kobra asks an uncomfortable question, and eventually Jet realizes he knows nearly nothing about the past lives of the Venom Brothers~

Read it here!

[sickpoetry]

what if ur brand of zone energy is determined by which part of Fun Ghoul and Party Poison’s names u most often refer to them with 👀

tag which ones u use, i’m interested to see!

[saveyourself]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

On the nights when Ghoul sits and star gazes with Party, he learns -

Tonight, he learns Party can't read.

I wrote the thing for @neon-rat 's anon about Ghoul teaching Party to read, but it got a bit out of hand.... With special thanks to @thedesertfallen for helping when my brain got Cancelled.

[thedesertfallen]

Sometimes we seem to forget that the four were just teens- teens who have been forced to grow way too fast, and yet still knew so little about the world other than the harsh cruelty of war.

Party and Kobra grew up in the city, and they didn't really get to have much of a childhood. Everything they knew was censored, and everything they were taught was monitored. They didn't get to have the fun that we associate with children, and so when they first got out into the zones, being allowed to do the things they'd always longed to do  would likely have been so freeing to them.

Between the chaos and the running and the fighting, imagine what it must have been like for them- having the chance to experience things with their own sense of self for the first time, to unleash the child within them that never had the chance to break free. 

Life would be chaotic, and dangerous, and yet absolutely wonderful because for the first time they got to learn about the world through experience and fun!

So sure, let yourself have your dark parts of the four. Let them suffer the gritty lives of adults with bloodstained hands and a revolution to help run. But don't forget that the fact that they were kids. Kids who started this wanting nothing more than to just be themselves and experience the world in the way they wanted to experience it.

Inspired by a conversation while writing with @itstocreateoritstodestroy

[discocritic]

food runs low in the winter. the girl knows this, but it doesn’t stop her from being hungry. 

she used to look longingly at one of the fab four’s half-eaten meals at dinner, not even realizing she was doing it until they would catch her staring and push it to her without a word. she was grateful and thought nothing more of it. 

then one night she overheard jet and party talking about the food shortages and how they would have to start eating one meal a day until spring came. jet said something along the lines of “what are we going to feed the girl? she needs to eat; she’s still young,” and party answered that she could have his meals, that he would go without even though it would be hard. 

every winter after that, she made an effort to hide her hunger.

[saveyourself]

Tan: Are you open to co-writing a story?

Oh, yeah, I always am! I love writing with other people because bouncing ideas off someone is easily the best part of writing to me, to create this world we both so intrinsically know. And because I'm absolutely useless at looking at a big picture over the smallest details (if this blog doesn't already show that...) I'm actually writing one right now with @thedesertfallen (even if we...kinda...neglect our baby...)

[saveyourself]

Carcrash Heart here, checkin' in! How's it hangin' out there in your neck of the zones, Ruin?

Either swelterin' heat or acidic rain, and i'm goin' stir crazy from havin' to sit here so long. Fortunately I was left alone with radio equipment and will continuously confuse most of the 'joy population with my rambling.

Mostly been complainin' about how everything's goin' to the static and we're all as quiet as mice, but I never did have the sane way with words as our oh-so-dead inspirations.

How's it down in Zone 2? That's where I last heard you were at. Heard the Drac patrol's been pickin' up there? True or am I hearin' ghosts on the radio?

Gotta go out to flip off the ball of rage in the sky -

Ruination Formation

[thedesertfallen]

@itstocreateoritstodestroy hes here