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Angry hands

Not just his

Yours too

I thought a lot about you today

I thought about me and what could be

And if that’s what even wanted to see

Pretty sure it’s not

We all want to think we’re unique

We all want to be special

Just like everyone else ..

I think…

I think I’ve been in love with you most of my life.

I think i fell for you almost the first time we met.

I think I’ve compared everyone to you and they fall short.

I don’t think a day has gone by when you haven’t crossed my mind.

I think I should have kissed you …

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I don’t know if anyone could explain

The pain

The longing

For someone five feet away

And a million miles

Apart

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Fingers trail memories

Goosebumps like ripples in chilly water

Highs and lows

flow

Your lips float over my anxious skin

Finding refuge among the scars

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I thought about myself today

Wishing

falling short

Wanting

Never succeeding

I just want to see

How I am

In your eyes

I need a new perspective

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I thought about your voice today

Breathy you pull me close

Lips to my ear

talking dirty in private moments

Gentle support and encouragement

Pillow talk

Making me laugh

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I thought about your lips today.

Laughed with a friend about what makes a good kisser

All the time thinking about your lips on mine

on my neck

Over my chest stopping and savoring the obvious places

Down my stomach

On the inside of my thigh your lips

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Mushrooms are so weird

Make a wish and spread life

I thought about your hands today.

Your fingers intertwining in mine and you pulling me into your arms

On the small of my back finding the opportunity to touch my skin

Along side my face your thumb tracing the line of my lips as you lean in to kiss me

Fingers running the length of my spine leaving a trail of goosebumps

Playing with my hair as we lay in bed

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first meeting

I leaned my head against your chest my hands on your waist and I took in the smell of your detergent, fabric softener, sweat, and cologne. closing my eyes and reaching my hands around your back. Feeling the warmth of your body against my fingers hands and forearms. You wrapped your arms around me and pulled me close into you. My head turned into you and pressed against your chest and your heart moved and sounded a steady beat in my ear. I could not get close enough to you. You kissed the top of my head and held me and as if that was my cue my tears overflowed my eyes and flooded my cheeks. It felt like coming home after a lifetime away.

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I feel the urge to throw in the towel

Quit and not look back.

It’s so hard when your voice matters for nothing and to no one.

Grin and bear it they say, get over it, deal with it.

And I can’t-I’m done.

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